Author's Note: Author's Note: I AM SO SO SOOOO STORY FOR NOT POSTING THE NEXT CHAPTER ON TIME. PLEASE I BEG THAT YOU FORGIVE ME! HERE IS CHAPETER THREE! SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY, HOPE YOU LIKE AND ENJOY IT!

Also I would like to thank "BunnyOfMint" for recommending a nice way for my stories to be edited better. Umm I'm not sure if it caught all my mistakes because I re-edited it some more, so might be a few mistakes. Sorry. Enjoy!

(ALSO I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN.)

Why does it hurt so much? Her usually sparkling baby blue eyes were a bit red from all the crying. She sat there on her king size bed in the center of her room, staring up at the magnificent abstract mural of the galaxy and nature on her ceiling. Her heart felt heavy, her body felt sore, her head was in immense pain, but not as much as the pain in her heart. Every time her heart beat, she felt like crying. Every time she took a breath, she felt like crying. And every time she looked around her pitch black dark room she felt like crying. Dark? Yep, Christa started to remember how that night, yes that night two days ago when they arrived back home after they 'found' her, how Reiner busted into her room late in the middle of the night and boarded the door to her balcony and her two windows up; so that she wouldn't be able to see out. Christa hated the dark more than anything else, she was the type of person who liked colors and light, and to have Reiner strip away one of the things she loved most? She seriously felt an ill will towards him; every time she thought of him, she felt pissed off. As Christa sat there, in the isolation of the darkness, a sudden knock on the door startled her. The door slowly creaked opened, and Sasha poked her head through the small opening into the darkness.

"I brought your lunch Christa" Sasha said in a fall heart tone of voice.

Christa just sat there, emotionless, and just starring around in the darkness. Sasha, using a lit candle, walked into the room avoiding the few pieces of furniture in her room. As she walk over to Christa's bed and glanced over at her night stand by her bed and noticed that the breakfast she brought about six hours ago was untouched.

"Christa! You need to eat! If you don't eat, you'll get sick and... then... then … I'm so sorry Christa, it's all my fault, if I didn't get scared so easily and got Reiner… this would have … I shall go tell Reiner the truth! I can't take you suffering!"

"No! You can't Sasha! You'll get punished!" Christa yelled in a strict voice as she grabbed onto Sasha's wrist! Good thing her walls were sound proof and the members of the Garrison outside her room couldn't hear what they were saying.

"Christa, I can't take you suffering. I mean … aren't you sad? Mad? Frustrated?" Sasha looked down at Christa into her sad lonely eyes.

"I'm all those … and many other emotions, but I'll be fine. Please don't worry too much Sasha. Plus if I tell … you'll be punished, and I can't stand the thought of losing you, you're the closest person I have to a real family member! You feel like a part of me!" Christa voice was filled with so much sorrow, and her eyes full of pain and tears. "That's why I won't tell! And if it's for you I don't mind being miserable!"

"Christa, you're the … same old sweet heart. Thank you." Sasha said this with a look of gratitude and sadness, and she hugged Christa gently before walking out the room.

Christa laid there, for what felt like hours, but she couldn't tell what time it was officially, as she was just still engulfed by darkness. She shifted in her and was laying on her right side. She opened her eyes which were still so heavy from crying. She shifted again in her bed then jumped up at the feeling of something cold on her chest. It was her engagement ring, which she kept always on a small sterling silver chain. Christa grabbed it in her tiny right hand; she then unclenched her hand, letting the sliver circle lay in the center of her soft palm perfectly. She starred at it with intensity. She then felt nothing but anger and hate come over her; all aim towards Reiner. Christa snatched the necklace off and throws it towards her dresser, into the ever endless darkness. After taking short and hard breaths, Christa finally calmed down and was able to focus her eyes around the room. She saw the chain of the necklace glimmering in the dark. She walked over towards I, avoiding the coffee table; she picked it up and noticed the ring was missing off of it. Christa not caring if she ever found it or not at this moment in time still decided to take a look under her dresser, to her surprise there was far more junk lost under there than she imagined. Looking around she noticed the shinny round object and stuck her hand under, she grabbed it, so she thought and pulled it out. To her surprise she pulled out an old picture frame, which was chipped at the corner. It was of her and Reiner. Her stomach turned with disgust. As Christa was about to put it back she noticed something wasn't quite right with the picture; she pulled the whole picture out, and noticed it seemed like something or someone was cut out of the picture. This made Christa's mind wonder about what had happened to the picture. It was of them as children, around five, but as to the background, she had no memories of any of it. While sitting there on the cold soft carpet, Christa heard a noise coming from her bathroom. What is that?Christa got up to check the peculiar noise out. As she opening the huge cherry wood bathroom door, she noticed the dim light shinning from the moon. Light? That's right. Light. Reiner had forgotten to seal up regular sized window in her bathroom. Christa was overcome by happiness to seem any form of light. It may have been dim. But it was still light. Which seemed to make her feel, less lonely. There it was… that strange noise … and it was coming from the window; Christa walked over hesitant, and unlocked the hatch, slightly opening it. She peeked her left eye out to see if it was maybe a bird nesting in the tree besides the window, but instead a black shadow jumped from the long tree branch and landed on Christa. Christa in shock wanted to scream out but was in too much of a shock, because she could make out the tall and slender silhouette in the moonlight, she knew it was Ymir. Christa's blue eyes filled again with tears, but this time tears of happiness. She couldn't believe her eyes, could she have been dreaming? With Ymir practically on top of her, around ten minutes transcended with Christa silently crying. Then Ymir broke the painful yet beautiful silence.

"Ha, there you go again, not talking. So informal you little brat." Ymir said this with a cold voice, but Christa could tell that Ymir was full of happiness by the look on her face.

"Ymir … how did you … why did you … what are you doing here … Ymir. I'm so happy to see you!" Christa busted out in tears while smiling.

"I'm kinda … happy to see you as well." Ymir said this while getting off of Christa; help her onto her knees as well. "But don't take that as a I become fond of …" Ymir was cut off as Christa's soft and plump lips met hers. Ymir wrapped her arms around Christa's lower back and held her tightly. It seemed as if, they barely knew each other, but they knew this was okay. Christa soon pulled back, shyly looking away while blushing. Ymir smirked at the look on the blondes face.

"I'm guessing you been alright?"Ymir said while looking out the bathroom door into her bedroom. "You sure like the darkness don't you?"

"I hate the dark … Reiner closed of those windows."

"That … speaking of Reiner … there is something I should tell you bout him."

"What is it?"Christa said in a really curious voice.

"Well may we get more comfortable? And like sit on your bed? Ymir said this while getting up. She then extended her long arm to help Christa up. As she held her hand and walked into the bedroom, Ymir couldn't stop when she felt something under her foot. She picked it up; it was the picture Christa had discovered earlier. Ymir looked at it intensely and analyzed it, and she seemed a bit ticked off when she saw that a very important piece was missing from it. Christa moved Ymir's arm to bring it down so she could see the object she was staring at.

"Ahh isn't it so pretty?" Christa said in a bit more happier voice.

"What? The fact it's only you two?"

"What? No. I'm talking about the scenery, nothing but flowers everywhere. I wish I could have lived in a area like that, or at least could go visit something like that now. If I could, well I be the happiest woman in girl in the world."

A small grin appeared on Ymir's face "Well then, let's go."

"What?"

"Come on Christa. Lets go!" While saying that, Ymir grabbed Christa's hand tightly and ran with her through the bedroom, through the bathroom and jumped out the window with her. Ymir landed on her feet while holding Christa bridal style. This was making Christa's heart speed up rapidly. She felt lost at breath. Here it is again, that strange feeling again. Ymir glance at Christa and smirked, she then took off running holding Christa. Through the garden, and over the fence and they were free. While Ymir was holding her, Christa fell into a deep sleep, for she wasn't able to sleep the last few days. And out of nowhere Christa woke up to the fact her ass hurt. Ymir had dropped her.

"Were here now." Ymir said in a distant yet calmly happy voice.

Christa looked around, and could tell they were in a mountainous area. The trees were tall and huge and the grass was rich and fertile."Umm Ymir, were in the middle of no where."

"Ha you idiot, look over that way."

Christa looked through the forest to see a clearing, and to her surprise, there was a nice medium size house. Her face then brightened up at the sight of all the many different types of flowers surrounding the house. She sprung up and started running through the clearing over a little hill then suddenly; she fell into a muddy puddle. Most of her body was covered in it. Ymir walked up laughing pretty hardly.

"Its not funny!"

"Yes it is! You look ridiculous! Like a little pig who just took a mud bath!" Ymir's laughing became out of control, and when she finally stopped, she noticed Christa crying really hardly. Ymir stomach clenched. She picked up Christa from the mud, started walking her way to the house, then kicked the door open with all her might and then put down Christa.

"Thank you Ymir." Christa said and smiled gently.

"Um for what?"

"For showing me this. This has been the best date ever." Christa said this in a taunting way.

"Oh shut it, lets go get cleaned up." Ymir said in a aggravated voice.

They walked into the old house. Most of the furniture covered with blankets. The floors creaked. And the windows were a bit foggy. They both parted ways to find showers. Before that, they promised to meet in the master bedroom when they were done. They let the hot water engulf them, yet Christa took way longer than Ymir. Christa realizing it rude to make others wait, she jumped out the shower putting on a robe hanging on a rack. She made her way to the master bed room, finding Ymir already there, sitting on the edge of the bed in a robe. Christa soon noticed something in Ymir's hand.

"What's that?" She asked. Ymir sighed, then slowly flipped around the piece of the picture. Christa was stunned. "It's the other half of the picture in my room … if that's … you … then we were childhood friends?"

Ymir looked into Christa's eyes passionately and said "Not only childhood friends … But we promised to get married one day."

But Ymir and Christa heart was pounding rapidly. Christa walked over to Ymir, and Ymir stood up from the bed, they looked into each other's eyes passionately. Ymir leaned over and wrapped her arms around Christa, who was slightly crying.

She said in a painfully happy voice "I knew we were meant to be together. I remember from when you and I locked eyes not too long ago in my garden." Christa paused then said "are you going to take back what's yours?" When Christa said that Ymir Suddenly pushed her onto the bed and slowly climbed over her. Christa's face became a bright red and she said "Ymir … what are you doing …?" Ymir didn't answer her, instead she deeply started to kiss her, Christa fought at first, then she soon gave in, and kissed back just as deep, and if not then, even harder.

And the both of their hearts were beating rapidly. This night, the two would become one.