Author's Note: So so sorry for posting late again! School is keeping me so damn busy.! Forgive me please?

Hello Readers! Thank you so so sooo much for reading this far. I hope you all are enjoying the story so far? Hope this next chapter is what you would like. It's contains SEXUAL CONTENT in this chapter. You been warned. But it's also heartwarming. It's not just pure lust and sex. Tell me what you think of it... because I think I suck at writing sexual stuff a bit.

(ALSO I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN. If I did Ymir and Christa would be off to like some Yuri-Land making babies together. )

Both of their hearts were beating rapidly. The air was still yet heavy. Coming from outside, the light sound of rain tapping along the house, ground, among the tree leafs, and bushes; which rattled a bit and made weird sounds resound through the old house. Both of their eyes were locked, neither would divert their gaze. Both Ymir and Christa took long, hard breathes. Ymir could see the look of intimidation and embarrassment in Christa's eyes, which made her chuckle a bit. Christa looked away nervously; her bangs fell into her face. Ymir gently turned Christa's face back and then gently moved Christa bang behind her ear

The touch of Ymir ruff yet warm hand sent a weird sensation through Christa body and she could feel her face becoming red and a delightful pulse from the lower part of her body. She looked up at Ymir's face, and was shocked to see the older girl displaying a dark crimson blush on her cheeks. Was Ymir really blushing? Was she really breathing so hard? … And what is happening? … Were childhood friends...? So it seems … and we are two girls … Ymir can't be … I can't be … this goes against everything I was taught and believed in. All these thoughts were flowing through Christa's mind. Well Christa was having her inner conflict, Ymir to, was suffering from painful and conflicting emotions. Can't believe I just kissed her … It felt so good … but I didn't mean to throw myself onto her … fuck ima idiot … she probably thinks I'm sex crazed now … OH FUCK … She probably into men … no. no way. She kissed back …and I just KNOW shes into me … and we won't ever be separated again … I hope. Right? Christa, although only reuniting with the older girl for a short period of time, could tell something was wrong with her. Christa gently shifted her weight so she could get up, but Ymir felt her and strengthened her hold on the girl's arms. As Christa was about to speak Ymir decided to plunge forward and started to deeply kiss her, intertwining their tongues. It lasted for a good three minutes until Christa bite down on Ymir's tongue. She whipped her head back and released Christa's wrist, but still sat on top of her mid section. She glared at Christa with the look of disappointment and anger. Why? Did she bite down? … Does she not feel the same way back? These thoughts were enough to make Ymir cry but she regained composure and was able to speak. She wasn't gonna give up Christa again or let her just leave after not being together for so long. And if she doesn't feel the same way back …then Ymir would make her feel that way back!

"What the hell was that for?" Ymir said angrily

"Sorry … I guess it was just out of instinct!"

"Out of instinct you say … then could it be you didn't enjoy it?" Ymir said this with a half heart voice. Christa caught the sadness in her eyes.

"No. it's not that I don't like it ... But ... I mean … I never pictured myself with a … a girl … plus I never fallen in love before … and I'm engaged to Reiner so this is cheating and-"

"Fuck Reiner! That bastard is the whole reason we were separated! And So I'm a Girl? Does it matter? Love is Love! And you know this is love right here, right now! We may haven't seen each other for many years now, but you can't denial that attraction when we looked into each other's eyes! And you know it!"

The room remained a bit silent after that comment then Ymir went on to her heart felt speech.

"But hey who am I to tell you how to live your life? Go On. Go be with Reiner, and be miserable then do what you truly want!" Ymir took a deep breath and got off of Christa's petite frame. But the girl remained there, motionless. Her mind was spinning around what Ymir had just said. Reiner … messed up there relationship? But most importantly, why should she be force to live a life she doesn't want … when the person she knows she destined to be with was right in front of her. This was her chance. To test their bond between them. To get the answers to the questions she wanted. To finally be able to remember the past. But mainly, to spend time with Ymir. Now and Only. Would she be able to spend a night with Ymir. And She was ready, to risk it all and let her heart melt and finally allow herself to love freely.

"Ymir … " Christa said in a shaky voice, afraid of what Ymir would say.

"ha! Your still here? Get up and go already little princess."

"No … I Can't I won't …"

"And why is that?" Ymir raised an eyebrow while saying this.

"Because I wish … I want … I want to become one with you!"

"…"

"Ymir? … Don't you want the same thing right? … Why are you so quiet? Did I say something wrong?"

"…"

"Ymir! Please say something! I'm sorry if I made you feel-"

Christa was cut off by a passionate kiss, more passionate than the previous two kisses. It was so strong and deep, Christa tried to gasp for air but couldn't, Ymir's long tongue was in deep at the back of her throat, both their lips were on fire. Ymir wrapped her arms around Christa and brought her in so tightly that there was no space between them and so that they both could feel each other's skin against one another. Ymir finally braked for air, and Christa gasped at the sudden break, and then blushed extremely red when she saw the trail of spit leading from her bottom lip to Ymir's. Ymir couldn't help but smirk at the blonde's face. Christa felt flustered and out of nowhere grabbed Ymir's cheeks in her two tiny hands and kissed her deeply; swirling her tongue in a circular, sloppy wet kiss. Ymir was caught off guard, but she liked it, and she liked it even more when she felt Chirsta's nipples poking through her thin robe. After letting kiss her deeply, Ymir regained her dominance, and started to suck on the blondes tongue very slowly while sliding her right hand over her nipple and lightly stroking her nipple.

Ah ahh!

Christa broke the kiss as she let out a lustful sounding moan. She took long heavy gasps, and Ymir sat there staring at the blondes lust filled sky blue eyes. That's a relief. At least I know I'm not being to ruff with her. I wonder what would happen if I tried to … Ymirsuddenly pushed Christa on her back again, and slowly started to kiss and suck on her neck while using her left hand to hold both of Christa's hands above her head and her left hand to rub her right nipple gently. Christa sucked in a deep breath when Ymir's tongue ran along her neck up to her jaw line.

"Ah Ahh Y-Ymir... Ah" Her eyelids were shut tightly and she took a breath, an intense heat grew in Christa's lower belly, and she felt strange as to why her lower area was becoming soaking wet. She clenched her legs together. She opened one eye a bit to see what was happening, since Ymir had stopped completely.

Ymir frozen entirely was just hovering over her with a sparkle in her eyes. She took a breath and then said "Do that again."

"Do what again?" Krista responded with a shaky breath, and a bit irritated that Ymir had stopped.

"Moan my name again."

Krista blushed and turned her head to look at the rain pouring down outside the window. "No. It's embarrassing..." Ymir's eyes narrowed, and then she leaned forward and pulled open Christa's robe. Christa blushed extremely red, and a bit of blush appeared on Ymir's face, just seeing the beautiful girl naked, it was far better than see imagined and hoped for. Ymir kissed, sucked and licked all along Christa's soft skin from her neck to her lower stomach. It tasted sweet. Christa couldn't help but to squirm around, for the pleasure was building up inside of her, and it felt oh so good. Ymir traced her tongue slowly down Christa's lower stomach to right above her pelvis. Christa moaned out in pleasure silently. She climbed up Christa's body to kiss her deeply and let Christa's moans fill into her mouth. Christa didn't know or really understand all the feelings coming over her, but she knew was that she wanted, no, need more and didn't want Ymir to get out of her. Ymir suddenly reached her hand down between them, to Christa, to touch her clit and slowly stroke it.

"Ah ahhh ah!"

Christa moaned out heavily, her moans filled the room along with the sound of Ymir panting a bit. Ymir, continued to stroke Christa's clit satisfied with the sound of the blondes cute noises, and the look of pleasure and lust on the girl's face, and in her eyes. Ymir reached down a little further, and was shocked to fill all the moisture between Christa's legs that also was seeping down her inner thighs. Ymir slide down her body and slowly started to lick the fluid on Christa's thighs. It was sweet, yet salty. Christa whimpered out of embarrassment and the sensation of Ymir's tongues so close to her most sensitive body part. Christa couldn't take these wonderful feelings anymore, and neither could Ymir, she needed all of her, right now. Ymir sat up quickly, pulling Christa into her lap, her head nested perfectly under the taller girl chin, her legs spread wide open. Ymir let two fingers slip inside of Christa; it was so so warm, and tight inside of her. Christa moaned out in a different pitch this time; Ymir realizing something was wrong she pulled out her fingers and noticed a bit of blood on them, she then lifted up Christa's face to notice her tearing at the eyes.

"Are you ok?" Ymir asked in a really concerned voice.

Christa gently smiled up at her and quietly said "Y-Yeah, it just hurt a bit"

"Hurt? … Wait... You're a virgin still?" Ymir eyes widened.

"Y-yes." Christa said this while burying her face into Ymir's neck, feeling a bit embarrassed. Ymir was silent for a few seconds before she started to chuckle a bit. Christa felt embarrassed and felt a bit upset when Ymir kept on laughing.

"A-and whats so funny?!"

"Huh?" Ymir said while still chuckling lightly.

"Why are you laughing at me being a virgin?"

"Oh I'm not laughing at that, I'm just happy cause …" Ymir stopped herself from saying what she was about to say, she was blushing deeply.

"Happy about what?" Christa's eyes widened.

"Um ... it's nothing."

"Tell me! Are you scared of telling me?"

"Me scared? Never!"

"Then tell me!"

"Fine I was just happy ... knowing... knowing …"

"Knowing what!"

"Knowing that I get to be your first! Ok? I feel so damn lucky and honored kinda right now" Ymir said while starting into Christa's blue eyes. Ymir turned a bright red from saying her emotions, while Christa blushed from those passionate words. She started to smile dreamingly into Ymir's fierce eyes, Ymir feeling uncomfortable then coughed into her fist.

"Well don't think that I'm that honored-" Ymir was caught off by a passionate kiss from Christa this time, startled, but then Ymir relaxed into the kiss. She slid her hand down to Christa's sensitive spot again, and started to finger Christa again slowly. Christa moaned into Ymir's mouth passionately, ignoring the bit of pain she felt, for the pleasure was far greater. Christa decided to try to follow Ymir's lead and try it, so she reached her small hand under the girl's rode to her most sensitive spot and slid in two of her fingers. Ymir jerked her lower body and pulled away making a whimpering sound. Ymir jerked away … could it be?

"Ymir … are you a virgin too?"

Ymir turned a bright red and shook her head. "What me a virgin? Ahaha. Please! I've been w-with many girls. I was just caught off guard! Don't get full of yourself!" Christa could tell she was lying on the count of how she was acting nervous about the question, the fact there was a bit of blood on her to fingers, and the fact she could tell in those golden brown eyes of Ymir when she was lying or not. But Christa didn't care, she actually giggled a bit at Ymir's bold act, but all she really cared about was that they were both sharing their first time together. Ymir a bit annoyed at Christa's laugh grabbed her and pulled her into a kiss while slipping in two fingers again; Christa moan and giggled into the kiss and slipped in two of her fingers into Ymir. They both moaned heavily into each other's mouths while tongue kissing. They both plugged their fingers in and out of each other, going at a steady tempo, and then when Ymir slipped in three fingers she picked up the pace; so did Christa but decided that two fingers were enough. They both enjoyed the feeling inside of each other. Ymir and Christa both felt the pleasure inside of them built up even more, and that it was almost over, so with a few more hard and quick thrust of their fingers, Ymir and Christa both came at the same time, their bodies were engulfed in pure pleasure and they fell to their sides. Christa was panting heavily, it felt so good, and she felt shocked when she felt Ymir's strong arms wrap around her from behind. Ymir didn't ever want to let go, and neither did Christa. Christa turned around to Ymir to hold her in her arms as well.

"Ymir, when morning comes, I want you to tell me about how are childhood was like together, and about what Reiner did."

Ymir twitched at Reiner's name but smiled softly "Sure, I'll tell you everything, now lets sleep." With that Ymir closed her eyes and pulled Christa as close as possible. Christa smiled at Ymir's sleeping face, then she soon fell into a sleep, but unlike the last few months, this sleep was a happy and warm one.

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Christa awoken that morning, a bright smile on her face, her bed felt so good, the little yet warm light from her window shined brightly the birds were singing …

"What?" Christa shot up from her bed. She was in her bedroom. She was confused and speechless. Was that a dream? Was her and Ymir together a dream? Was … Ymir herself a dream? …

"No!" Christa shouted. She knew Ymir was real, and she knew the love she felt last night, was completely real. But … what was going on? Christa's attention soon went to the sound of a knock on her bedroom door. Sasha soon opened her door.

"Young Mistress! I'm so happy you're up and okay!" Sasha said as she ran to hug Christa.

"Sasha … what's going on? … What happened?"

"What do you mean?"

"Why am I here right now!"

"Aw, you're here and safe now thanks to a Garrison member. You were kidnapped by a mysterious person last night. When Reiner came to check on you last night, you weren't here, we sent out a search team for you, and real early this morning they found you in a abandoned house in the woods around thirty minutes away."

Christa became over come with fear. "A-and what h-happened to my kidnapper?"

"Well, when the Garrison member entered the house, he said when her entered the room you were located in, you had a robe on and you were sleeping on the bed, then he said he was punched hardly and fell to the floor and only saw the back of the kidnapper as he ran away."

Christa took a sigh of relief. She was happy Ymir was able to get away. She got up and walked to her windows, she pulled the boards off, one by one, till they were uncovered.

'Young mistress? What are you doing?"

Christa didn't respond. Instead she walked out onto her balcony and looked over into her garden. She smiled at the gently breeze and chuckled when she saw a flower lying on the end of the balcony. It was one of those rare flowers that grew by that old house. She picked it up and smelled it; she became overjoyed with a passionate feeling that filled her chest. She knew that Ymir was defiantly coming back for her.