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When I woke up the next morning I felt like shit. My head was pounding but that was the least of my worries. Everything I had said to Jake came back to mind, making me feel like garbage. I cannot believe I said some of the things I said! I was in a rage and I said some things I didn't mean. Some of them were true but I could have went about it a different way. I groaned and got up to go get a shower.

After my shower I put on some yoga pants and a gray hoodie and headed down the stairs while putting my hair into a messy bun. I put on my sneakers and ran outside to my truck trying to not get wet from the downpour. Once in the truck I headed towards La Push with my stomach twisting into uncomfortable knots. I was going to tell Jake I was sorry and hope he'll listen and forgive me.

When I pulled up onto the main street I realized I didn't have a clue where Jacob lived. I went all around the town for thirty minutes before pulling up to a small red house that had the rabbit sitting in front. Taking a deep breath to steady my nerves I got out the truck and sprinted up to the front steps and knocked on the door. The rain was freezing and pounding on my back soaking me to the bone. After two minutes the door opened to reveal Billy in his house robe still. I blushed when I realized it was still somewhat early and he was probably sleeping.

"Um sorry to interrupt you but uh is Jake here?", I said in a quiet voice. I seen him give me a small smile before inviting me in. I stood by the door looking around. The house felt homey and even though it was small it seemed perfect. I looked around and seen pictures of who I assumed were Jake's sisters and mom.

"He's in his room but I just wanted to tell you no one's made at you. Yesterday was hard but I'm sure you and Jake can work things out", he said placing his hand on my arm. I felt my cheeks heat up and nodded down at him grateful for his words. He pointed down the hall to where Jake's room was and I took a deep breath before heading down to stand in front of the door. I hesitated before peeking my head inside.

Jake was asleep on a small bed and I smiled a little at the sight. He looked so peaceful and innocent with his mouth open slightly. His legs were sprawled out across the bed and he had one arm on his stomach and the other above his head. I walked into the room and closed the door and looked around. The room was small with posters of cars around the room. It smelled just like him and I shivered when I inhaled his intoxicating woodsy scent. I walked over to him and gently put my hand on his arm and shook him.

"Jacob", I said in a timid voice. I didn't want to wake him up but I did need to apologize and try to give him time to explain. I had jumped the gun last night and regretted it. He stirred and opened one eye and looked at me. I stepped back and bit my lip trying to keep the tears that were threatening to spill over in check. He looked shock and opened his other eye to gaze at me. He jumped up and walked over to me.

"Angelica? Jesus you're soaking wet! Hold on-", he said before walking over to his dresser and pulling out a big shirt that had the batman symbol on it. He walked over and handed me the shirt before turning around. I took off my clothes except for my underwear and pulled the huge shirt over my head. It stopped about five inches above my knee and fell to where one shoulder was exposed. I cleared my throat and he turned around to look at me once again.

"Jake I'm so sor-", I began to say before he pulled me to him and crushed me into his chest. I felt a few tears fall and make his uncovered chest slightly wet. I was stroking my back and kissing my forehead shushing me. After a few minutes of us standing there he lead me over to the bed before laying down with me to his chest. I tilted my head up so I could look at him. He moved his head and met my eyes.

"You don't have to apologize to me ever so please don't. I should have told you when you asked. I don't love her anymore I promise", he said looking at me with pleading eyes. I just looked at him for a second before nodding at him not breaking eye contact.

"But I was still a bitch. I should have given you time to explain but I was just so mad at what she had said", I told him trying to apologize again before he silenced me with a look. I just rolled my eyes at him and poked his nose getting him to smile. I smiled back and gave him a small kiss on the lips before pulling back.

"Will you tell me?", I questioned in a whisper. He looked at me for a few seconds before nodding and shifting slightly and wrapping his arms around my waste.

"Alright well I already told you about my family so there just leaves Bella and imprinting. I'll start with Bella I suppose", he said clearing his throat looking slightly uncomfortable.

"Well a few months ago Bella's leech left her and she went into a zombie type state. She was just a shell of a person, never really doing anything. ONe day she came over with two bikes for me to fix. After awhile we became close and I fell in love with her. I got her to start smiling again and become somewhat happier. She told me I was her sun. Then one day one of the bloodsuckers came back and she went off to Italy to save her little boyfriend from a royal family of vampires. So know the Cullen's are back and she went right to them without so much as a backward glance in my direction", he told me gently. I traced his abs with my finger listening to his story.

"There is also this red-headed leech who we're chasing because of something Bella and the Cullen's did awhile back. The red-head is intent on killing Bella for revenge from Edward killing her mate. She's been around the area and has been giving us a headache", he growled out. I looked at him processing the information. I felt my heart rate quicken slightly at the thought of a vampire on the loose. I was scared of the ones that drank animal blood and this one drank human blood I'm sure.

"It's okay she can't get anywhere near you I promise", he said in a determined voice when he heart my hear beat faster. I let loose a breath and slowed my heart rate down before looking at him.

"Okay, I'm not made anymore but you no longer love her right?", I asked him.

"No I love you", he said pulling me up his body to crash his lips to mine. I gasped against his lips. This was the first time he had said that to me. I pulled back and looked at him smiling.

"I love you too", I said before leaning back down to give him another kiss. I felt his lips pull into a smile while his arms tightened around me.

"So, tell me about imprinting", I stated after a few minutes of kissing.

"Imprinting is when a wolf meets his soul mate. It feels like a pull toward the girl. She is your reason for living, nothing else matters as much as her. You could be a brother, friend, protector, or lover to her. And before you say anything no it is not all wolf magic. I would have gotten with you even if I wasn't a wolf. We are soul mates but since I'm a wolf I can tell faster than a human can. I love you."

I looked at him processing the information. After a few minutes of contemplation I realized I didn't care how we ended up together as long as we were together. I smiled broadly at him and received him beaming back at me. I giggled at him and sighed before sitting up and moving to sit with my back to the wall and my legs crossed indian style. I looked at him before starting.

"Well it's my turn. First I want to show you something", I said before pulling the shirt up and showing my stomach, exposing my scar. He looked at it before scooting closer on the small bed to touch it. He ran his finger along it from my breast to hip bone. I shivered at his touch. He looked at me and met my eyes.

"Was this from the accident with your dad", he asked gently. I nodded my head looking down. He put his warm hand under my chin and tilted my head back to look at him.

"Don't be embarrassed you're still beautiful even if you do have a scar", he said. I sighed knowing I had it off my chest and blushed when he called me beautiful. I never liked people knowing about my scar but I did feel better knowing he knew and didn't care. My mom had once said it made me ugly and it was there to show that I had killed my dad. I always knew the accident wasn't my fault but it still hurt to know that my mom called me ugly.

"Well there's something else I want to tell you but you have to let me finish and not interrupt, okay?" He nodded his head and I took a deep breath before continuing.

"Well about a year and a half my mom met her current husband. I was happy for her since I knew my dad wouldn't want her to be alone. After a few months of dating they ended up getting married and he moved in with us. After that my mom started changing. She started getting all bitchy and mean to me and her Chad, her husband, started showing his true colors. He turned my mother against me for reasons I don't think I'll ever know. He began to hit me and eventually they turned into beatings that would leave me unable to go to school for a while."

I looked over and seen him shaking slightly and his eyes were hard. Grabbing his had, I intertwined our fingers and gave him a kiss on the cheek to calm him down. It worked and he inclined his head for me to continue.

"Well my mom never did anything about it so eventually I started to tell my grandma when she called. She told me to come live with her here in Washington. I agreed so the night before I left I just acted like nothing was wrong. I packed my bags and my friend gave me a ride to the airport where my grandma had a transportation already set up for me. I got on the plane and well here I am now", I finished in a quiet voice. He was quiet for a minute before pulling me to him and kissing my forehead softly.

"I'm sorry you had to go through that but I promise I'll protect you with my life. You're safe here", he muttered into my hair. I nodded my head and wrapped my arms around his middle, resting my cheek against his chest.

"So now we know everything about each other", I asked him. He told me yes and pulled me into a kiss. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and moaned. His hands slid up and gripped my hips, setting me down on the bed and laying on top of me not breaking the tongue tied kiss.

His hands slip up and gripped at my breast squeezing. I gasped at the sensation and felt in between my legs get warm and moist. He growled and moved one of his hands up to pull the elastic on top of my head letting my curly hair fall around my face. I arched up and pressed myself against his growing arousal. He groaned in pleasure as his hand slid back and unclasped my bra. He pulled back slightly to take it off along with my shirt before throwing them both across the room.

He looked down at my near naked body in awe. I was a little confused not really knowing what to do. I had never done any of this before. Jacob leaned down and captured one of my nipples in is mouth and sucked while one of his hands played with the other one. I gasped in pleasure and decided just to go with my instincts. I ran my fingers through his hair and pressed my body closer to his, enjoying the feeling of skin on skin.

"Jake", I moaned out when he started sucking on my other erect nipple. His chest rumbled and it sounded like a growl mixed with purring. I felt myself become even wetter at the sound, making my panties wet. He pulled back and kissed me on the lips letting his tongue move in my mouth. I moved my hands down to his boxers and pulled them down. Realizing what I was trying to do he kicked them off the rest of the was, never breaking contact from my mouth.

I grabbed his hard erection and pulled on it slightly. He moaned into my mouth so I began to stroke him enjoying the sounds he was making. He pressed his rolled his hips down and made contact with my clit, sending waves of pleasure over my skin. He reached his hand down and toward my panties and began rubbing the swollen nub. I gripped the sheets in balled fist from the pleasure with my toes curling.

Just as he was about to say something there was a bang from down the hall making us jump. I sat up and pulled the sheet up to cover myself while Jake pulled his boxers back on muttering curses under his breath. He looked at me with lust filled eyes before handing me my bra and the batman shirt reluctantly. I gave him a look and put the clothing back on. I walked over to him when he had his shorts on and leaned in to whisper in his ear.

"We'll finish this when we're alone", I said and smirked when I seen him shiver. He looked down to me and nodded his head seriously. I giggled and he reached out and grabbed my hand in his large, warm one.

"Come on I'm sure dad made something for breakfast."

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