All Worth It
"Why did you do this to me?" I shriek.
"I'm so sorry!" Edward yells back.
"I hate you!"
"I'm so so sorry!"
"I fucking hate you!"
"Baby -"
"I hate you so fucking much!" I scream, squeezing his hand as tightly as I can. "Never again," I promise him, "You will never get that thing near me ever again," I nod towards his crotch.
"Okay, okay; that's definitely okay!" he says, looking at my own with wide eyes.
"Don't look at that you fucker!"
"I'm sorry!" his head jerks up.
"Alright, Bella, just a few more."
I glare at the other fucker between my legs, "You've been saying that for the past seventeen hours!"
"Well this time I mean it," Doctor Carlisle replies with an annoying smile.
I'm pretty sure I start crying.
"Come on, Bella," Doc urges me.
"Fuck!" I scream as I push again.
"Alright, I've got the head!"
"Oh my god," Edward breathes heavily, looking nauseous.
"If you pass out I swear to god I'll divorce your ass!" I threaten him.
"You said that when he was going to go to the bathroom, to -"
My glare tells Doc to shut the fuck up.
"I am only doing this one more fucking time!" I say to him before bracing myself.
I push.
I push so incredibly fucking hard.
I think I just shit myself.
"Is she out?" I'm begging.
"She sure is."
And when she's placed in my arms . . . I know that it was all worth it.
Everything; letting go of all of my beliefs of the mating process; letting go of my fear of being Edward's; allowing myself to fall for him, to give my hand to him in marriage, to be his.
To have his child - our child in my arms, our Vanessa . . . it makes it all worth it.
A/N: There you have it, guys!
How many of you thought she was reverting back to her old ways in the beginning of this? I have to know.
Thank you to everyone who has been with me from beginning to end, as well as to those who have jumped in along the way!
Make sure you check out my stories: The Devil's Creation & Sincerely!
~ Madison ~