There is no denying that I was never going to fit in in High School, in Lima for that matter. I was just to big a personality to occupy such a small minded, stereotypical town. My ambitions were too big. But here I am, living the dream. But it feels like something's missing, something important that I can't quite put my finger on. Now that Kurt's here, I thought it would all make sense. And it does... kind of. I know it's stupid- especially because of Brody- but shouldn't Finn be here? But, it might not be him, maybe it's me. It wouldn't shock me. He was always there, together or not, he supported me and guided me through high school. He could see the road ahead, not just because he's six foot something but because he was always alert when it came to me, or Quinn for that matter. I miss Quinn to. I know we had our fights but I felt so priviledged to call her a friend on my last day. She was everything I could only dream of being and will do great things. Like me, Quinn's driven and ambitious. She won't give up or give in, she'll fight. So I guess that's what I should do in all aspects of the new Rachel, I should fight and mabye I'll win this time.