JustACountdown321: Hey everyone, sorry these have been coming slower and slower, but come they shall (hee hee, sorry, dirty mind). Anyways, I'm pretty sure lemon will happen in this chapter, haven't decided, depends on how I lead into it… Oh yeah! I might write another blackstarxsoul fanfic, but not as sad and probably more comical/romance fluff-fluff… But that's another story….

Also, my internet's been down for a while so sorry these are late. Also, again, not too sure as to how many more chapters I can make for this one, but we'll see…

WARNING: yaoi, lemons.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Soul Eater or any of the characters.

It had been a few days since Black Star had kissed me and I was kind of avoiding him, slightly embarrassed as to what we did. I mean, we both confessed to each other and I did enjoy the kiss, but I know he wants more than just a kiss…

I groaned. I shouldn't avoid him, but now I'm on a mission, something about a bad soul in some country. Maka and I had left early hoping to be back by tomorrow. We had just defeated the criminal and were about to head for Death City, but Maka felt another kishin-like soul nearby. We headed for this huge church.

Inside, we were met with a scrawny… boy? Girl? I really couldn't tell. The dude was creepy though. And then he attacked. He used his blood to form a sword and he swung, just barely missing us. He was fast. Our attacks were only aiding him as his blood attacked us. I watched as he went after Maka. I stopped thinking. I stepped between them and felt a pain erupt in my chest.

All I remember was Maka screaming as I fell and lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was back at the school, in the nurse's office. I heard someone sniffling in the corner and turned to see Maka, clenching a tissue with trembling hands.

She looked up when I started coughing and rushed to my side. "Miss Medusa, he's awake!"

The school nurse walked in and checked on me. She glanced quizzically at me, but I shrugged it off. She left after making sure I was okay and I looked at Maka.

"What happened?"

She hung her head, ashamed. "Y-you jumped in front of Crona's strike and were cut across the chest…"

I paled hearing what happened. I glanced down at my chest and lifted up my shirt. Stitches ran across my body and a fresh scar was forming, my weapon blood healing me faster than others. I gulped.

I took a shaky breath and asked her to tell me what happened after I was cut. She explained that Stein and her creepy dad had showed up and fended off Crona's attacks. She was just getting to the part about the witch, when the door flew inwards, off the hinges.

A blue figure flew at me, tackling me and holding me in a bear hug. My heart nearly leaped out of my chest.

"Never fear Soul, Black Star is here!" He looked at me with his big dorky grin. It slowly faded as he saw what he was looking at. When he grabbed me, my breath hitched, the pain from my wound stinging at the contact. My face paled and sweat rolled down my face. Tears were forming in the corners of my eyes. My body was shaking.

I watched as he reluctantly let go of me and backed away. His face showed no emotion, but his eyes were filled with fear, hurt, and anger. He wouldn't look at me. Maka saw the looks we were, or weren't, giving each other, but didn't say anything. After several minutes of silence, minus my heavy breathing, she just stood up and left.

As the door clicked shut, I let out a deep sigh. Black Star still wasn't looking at me, his face cast in shadows. I felt like my heart was going to break. I opened my mouth to speak, but he raised his hand to stop me.

In a matter of seconds he had closed the distance between us. He placed a hand on my shoulder and breathed deeply.

"Soul…"

I just looked at him, barely comprehending what was happening. His eyes bore into mine and all I saw was pain.

"Soul… don't you like me?"

I gulped.

"Wh-why are you asking m-me?"

He huffed. "Because you've been avoiding me, and you just cringed at my touch…"

He shifted his hand just to prove his point. My body tensed at the movement and fear flickered in my eyes.

I didn't even realize I had done it.

"I-I do like you B-Black Star… it's, it's just that… I-I'm not r-ready for… for…" I couldn't even finish, my eyes had started watering.

He just stood there for a second before he moved to rub the tears off my cheek. I was pulled into a hug, my fists clenching his shirt. He let me cry, knowing exactly what I was crying for.

I hated this. I wanted to be with him, but I couldn't, not really. Not after what had happened to me. He knew this too, but he just put on a brave face, even though his eyes gave away everything he was thinking and feeling.

I felt myself fall asleep, comforted by his touch, and drifted off in his arms, tears still rolling down my face.

It had been a week since that day in the nurse's office and I was dying to get out of there. Nurse Medusa said I still had a few days to go before I could go home and they seemed to pass ever so more slowly. I was down to my last day here.

I groaned at my boredom, just as Maka entered my room. She had been avoiding me lately, clearly feeling guilty for my injury, but she still visited every day.

"Still anxious to get out of here Soul?" she smirked, knowing that was exactly what I was feeling. She sat down in the chair adjacent to my bed and glanced at me. Something was on her mind.

"Hey Soul… I'm going away for a while…"

I looked at her, my eyes wide.

"What do you mean, you're going away?"

She chewed her bottom lip, clearly uncomfortable.

"Well, a new mission opened up. It required a meister with soul perception and a weapon with many talents, so Tsubaki and I are taking it together."

I just stared, dumbfounded, only realizing I was being replaced. I understood her reasoning, but it still unnerved me.

"But… but is Black Star okay with it?" I hoped he was my only shot at stopping this.

She gave me a sad smile and I knew her answer.

"I'm sorry Soul. I'll only be gone for a few weeks. And since you were recently injured… and you'd need someone to look after you… I asked Black Star to stay with you."

What…

WHAT!

The next day, I moved in with Black Star, both of us feeling uneasy at the situation and both girls clearly not understanding our discomfort. They just waved and left as soon as I got my stuff inside, neither waiting for a goodbye. I sighed and kicked the door shut, walking over to the couch and lying face down on it. Black Star just stood in the corner, watching me carefully and glancing at the clock in an awkward attempt to distract himself. It didn't work.

"So… uh… this was… unexpected…" he mumbled nervously.

I just shrugged at the obvious statement. We had just found out about this yesterday. I was hoping the next few weeks weren't going to be like this, otherwise I'd kill myself.

I ended up dozing off face down on the couch for a while and was surprised when Black Star hadn't rolled me over to allow me to breathe. When I woke up coughing, I looked around angrily for the idiot blue-head for letting me suffocate. When I didn't see him in the living room, I got up and looked for him in the kitchen, but didn't see him there either. I then heard snoring from his room and looked at a clock.

No wonder I couldn't find him, it's past midnight…

Not caring whether I woke him up or not, I stomped my way into his room and found him sleeping in his bed, snoring rather loudly.

Sheesh… poor Tsubaki…

I walked over to him, noticing he sleeps flat on his back, his arms behind his head. His covers had been kicked off and were falling to the floor.

He's going to catch a cold like that, I thought. I grabbed his covers and pulled them back over his sleeping form. He sleeps rather calmly for someone who never settles down while he's awake.

As I finished covering him back up, I heard him mumble in his sleep.

I chuckled at how hilarious it was to hear him rambling about random things in his sleep. That is until he said my name.

"…Soul…"

I froze, afraid of waking him up. I crouched down closer to his mouth to hear better.

"Soul… love you…"

I gasped, not believing what I was hearing. Black Star loved me?

I felt myself staring at his lips, noticing the slight indent of teeth in them, probably from biting his lips a lot. His lips were a light pink color… so enticing…

I gulped and pressed my lips to his, not caring if he woke up or not. I felt a moan rise in my throat as I deepened the kiss, forgetting that he was still sleeping. I felt him shuffle beneath me and opened my eyes to see his staring wide-eyed back at me. I gasped and jumped back, startled by what I had been doing.

"B-B-Black Star… I-I don't know w-what I was doing just now…"

He sat up and lifted his hand to his lips, touching them gently. His eyes still wide with shock. I felt my face heat up to a thousand degrees. I was still stammering, trying to justify why I was kissing him, unable to move from my spot.

He looked down and noticed the blanket thrown over him and looked back at me. There was a new light in his eyes, almost… hungry.

Uh-oh…

I quickly tried to run to the door, but Black Star was quicker. He slammed it shut in front of me and used his other hand to push me back onto the bed. I gasped at his force and felt my body trembling. He walked back over and climbed over me, pinning me to the bed.

"B-Black Star… that hurts…" I mumbled, unable to look him in the eyes.

"Why'd you kiss me?" he asked. I didn't answer. He cupped my chin and pulled me to look him in the eyes.

"Why. Did you. Kiss me?" he didn't sound angry, more confused.

I let out a shaky breath. "Be-because… you just said you… l-love me in… in your sleep…"

His eyes got distant for a second before refocusing on mine. A slight blush grew across his face at the impact of his words. His mouth opened to say something, but closed again, deciding against it. He looked down, realizing the position we were in and sat up, letting me breathe a little.

I looked at him, still breathing a little heavily. It took me a second to realize he didn't say anything about his confession.

"Well… do you?"

He looked curiously at me. "Do I what?"

I gulped, trying to muster up the courage to voice those four words.

"Do you love me?"

He stared into my eyes for a second. I felt them tearing up, whether from anticipation or worry.

"Yes… I do. I love you Soul."

I smiled as tears flowed down my face. He only had a moment to react to my tears before I threw my arms around him and laughed. It was a happy laugh.

"I love you too Black Star."

He pulled me back, a smile across his face, before pulling me into a kiss. A kiss that was much better than the one we just had.

It was gentle at first, but quickly grew harsher as we hungered for each other more. I soon found his tongue asking for entrance, which I eagerly gave to him. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and play with my own. A moan rose in both of our throats as the kiss grew deeper, his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth.

We broke apart, gasping for air, a train of drool connecting our mouths. I looked into his eyes to see how he was feeling after everything, and was met with a look of pure lust. He pushed me back onto the bed and climbed over me, attaching his lips to my neck. A loud moan escaped my lips at the contact. My body grew hotter.

While his lips sucked and nibbled on my neck, his hands moved down to pull my shirt off. I gasped at the sudden rush of cold that flooded my body as my shirt was removed and tossed across the room. His lips traveled down my neck and paused on my collarbone, his nibbling and sucking growing harsher. One of his hands traveled down to my chest and started playing with my nipples. Another loud moan escaped my lips and I felt his lips form in a smirk on my neck. He trailed his tongue down to my other nipple and bit down on it. I moaned, covering my eyes with one hand, the other clenching the sheets beneath me. I was blushing at my reaction; a trail of drool ran down my chin. He proceeded to suck at my nipples, his hands fumbling with my belt.

I felt my pants being pulled down around my ankles and looked up, slightly startled. He just smiled at me and kissed me again, his hand sliding down to wrap around my member. I gasped at the contact as he slowly, teasingly, began stroking it with his hand. I moaned out, unable to contain myself anymore. I wrapped my arms around his neck, clenching tightly, as he continued his ministrations with more force, my hips bucking in his grasp. His lips made their way back to neck and I near screamed in pleasure. I felt my peak approaching.

"Bl-Black Star-r…" I moaned. He stopped his ministrations, earning a whine from me. He looked at his fingers, now coated in pre-cum and slid them towards my entrance. I gasped as I felt the first finger enter and whined when he started moving it around. It was uncomfortably painful at first, but slowly grew more pleasant. That all started again when he entered a second finger, making a scissoring motion. After the third finger, he pulled all three out and undid his shirt, discarding it across the room. He undid his pants next, and threw them somewhere around where his shirt went. His member was already hard and leaking pre-cum. He grabbed my legs and pulled them around his waist, situating himself near my entrance. He looked at me before thrusting himself in, hilt-deep.

I groaned at the stretching of my walls and clung to Black Star's back, my nails digging into his skin. A slight growl came from his throat as he waited for me to relax. After a moment, I nodded my head, allowing him to continue. I felt him pull out and slam back in, with more force than before. He thrusted into me a few more times, each feeling slightly better than before, before he hit my prostate. I moaned loudly and wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer as the pleasure flooded my body, forgetting the discomfort from before. He must've realized he found it because he started ramming that spot, harder and harder, picking up the pace. We were both moaning, sweat dripping off our bodies. I felt my climax coming again and could tell Black Star was close too.

"Bl-Black S-Star-r…. I-I'm gonna c-c-cummm…" I moaned out as he hit my sweet spot again, white clouding my vision.

I screamed his name as I came, clenching onto his back as I did so. I must've driven him over the edge as well, because he soon came inside me, a warmth spreading though my body. I collapsed on the bed bellow us, panting heavily, my eyes hazing over. I felt him pull and collapse beside me, wrapping me in his arms. We laid there for a second, just catching our breaths, our chest heaving up and down. I looked over at Black Star, his eyes looking back at me, and smiled. I turned so we were facing each other and tilted my head up to kiss him again.

"I love you, you know." I mumbled.

He looked at me and a grin spread across his face. He pulled me closer and connected our lips once more. I felt my body slowly sink into oblivion as I fell asleep.

"I love you too, Soul." He whispered into my ear, making me shiver.

We fell asleep like that, in each other's arms, our breaths mingling together.

JustACountdown321: Whee! Lemon! I managed to write into it. I still feel awkward writing it though, like it doesn't always sound real. Anyways, I hope everyone enjoyed it, I don't really know where to go from here though… I'll see if I can fit more chapters in, but pretty much once an issue is resolved there isn't much to do anymore. But I will work on my other Soul Eater fanfic, so you have that to look forward to. It will probably have less of a story line and more romance/drama/fluffity-fluff. But you never know…

Feel free to point out mistakes on this one, I was too lazy to fully check...

BYE~