"No English Queen has made more impact on the history
of the nation than Anne Boleyn, and few have been so persistently maligned."
— Joanna Denny "Anne Boleyn: A New Life of England's Tragic Queen"
I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle finally could this be it
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
~Chasing Pavement~
Adele
JACOB POV
Pain.
That was all I could feel
Excruciating pain.
I tried to speak when I smelt her, the scent that had washed over me causing a blinding senselessness to overcome me. I couldn't think of anything but her. It was just her. It was surreal. To smell something that I had neve imagined possible, that seemed so ... enticing - that was calling to me. It was unlike anything I had ever experienced in my life.
And then she spoke.
Her voice, oh, her voice.
It was like honey, with a mixture of chocolate and pure happiness combined to make this voice. And it was the voice of a girl, by the way, not a dude.
And she was rambling - her heartbeat pummelling against her chest as she paced, her steps vibrating against the road as she mumbled profanities underneath her breath in a desperate attempt to make control of the situation. I tried to call out to her - every cell in my body wanted me to calm her, wanted me to make sure she was not hurt. I couldn't smell any blood on her, but that didn't mean she didn't have internal injuries that could kill her in 3-6 months.
And then I felt her slender hands on my chest, pressing softly into my chest as it shot electricity through me, enough to make me groan in pleasure and try to move my fingers, yet my eyes couldn't meet what I'm sure was the beautiful eyes of the women who had run me over.
Yep, you had heard right.
I had been hit by a car.
She kept whispering nudist as she pressed her hands into my chest, before I felt her hot breath near my ear - making shivers find my spine. "I'm so, so sorry - but, but I have to move you. I'm so, so sorry."
That's okay.
It'll be fine.
It wasn't.
It felt as if she was dragging me on the road, yet her hands were underneath my armpits, pulling me into her cramped car.
It smelt of cigarette smoke.
Gross.
I heard the slamming of a door and I smelt her intoxicating scent wash over me again as she slammed another door, a sigh being heard as she started her car. "Okay," She murmured. "Are you okay, Nudist?"
Why did she keep on calling me that?
I wasn't a nudist - Oh, God, Jake - you had just phased.
I'm naked.
Urgh.
How can I be naked? And how was I hit by a fucking car!?
Life really can't get any worse.
Apparently, it can.
I woke up in a hotel room, my memories foggy of what had happened and I cursed as I felt every bone in my body ache as I tried to move, a sharp groan leaving my mouth as I stood up. My usually perfect vision was clouded by the scent that I had drowned in mere hours ago, and I knew I needed to find what it was.
I could smell it wafting from a duffel bag that was slung over a chair, the scent radiating from it and I walked over to it - my eyes widening as I saw an arrangement of ... lace. The kind of lace that Sam imagined Emily in - the kind of lace that you saw when you walked by a Victoria Secret store.
Bra's.
A lot of bra's.
And they smelt of her.
I could barely contain my urge to see her anymore, and when I heard the sound of the water stop - my head immediately snapped up as my eyebrows furrowed in confusion. I needed to see what she looked like - if she was as enticing as her scent was. I needed to see if she was how I imagined her, if she was what she sounded to be.
A mixture between honey and chocolate.
And mangos.
I couldn't stop myself as I strode over the chipped and cracked door, pushing it open as I saw the bare skin, pale against the translucent light that hung from the ceiling. She was beautiful.
Auburn hair cascaded down her bare back, her head cocked to the side perfectly to give me a view of her startled face in the mirror. I didn't realise what I had done until I had released the door handle, in which had the imprint of my fingers.
And then she slipped.
I reached out to catch her, my need to make her safe, to protect her consuming me as I heard her startled yelp but I couldn't move from my position at the bathroom door. She was entangled in a towel, yet it still didn't cover her and my eyes raked up her body before finally I was given the chance to meet her eyes.
And then it happened.
Something I had never experienced in my life.
I couldn't tear my eyes from her, nor could I even bare to think of ever looking away from her perfect, perfect eyes. They were so beautiful, unbearably beautiful they made my head spin. I didn't know what was happening to me - a glowing heat contracted in my chest, making my heart pummel against its cage.
I felt like I couldn't breath.
I couldn't think.
All I could do was look at her.
I couldn't understand how anyone could be so beautiful, could be so soft and tender. I had never seen anyone with beauty such as hers, beauty that could match that of the stars. That of the moon, something in which is always beautiful.
What was happening?
I hated this feeling, I had felt it before - I had despised it yet I had secretly wanted it, I wanted it so bad that I would do anything for it. I had convinced myself that I had felt it - that I had felt it for her. But I had felt it for her, I did. When we had kissed, I had felt it. I had imprinted, I had!
Yet now I was standing in a motel bathroom, with the stranger that had run me over, staring at her like she was a Messiah?
This wasn't how it was meant to happen.
It was meant to happen with her, with the girl I had loved.
With Bella.
Not this girl.
I hated her.
I needed to leave.
Her breathing slowed and I immediately felt my chest contract painfully, my hand twitching as if to tell me to reach out to her - to see if she was okay.
No! I was in love with Bella.
I had imprinted on Bella.
She looked up at me, not breaking the eye contact as her bottom lip trembled, her eyes panicked and bewildered. "I DON'T WANT TO JOIN YOUR NUDIST CULT!"
Leave.
Leave now.
I ripped my eyes away from hers, grabbing the pants that I saw and I ripped the door open - running down the stairs as I entered the woods, phasing after tying the pants to my back leg.
I felt my skin ripping as I took the form of my wolf, and I screamed - howling against the dead silence of the forest before I heard the babbling voices enter my head, almost as if they were screaming at me, screaming my name.
'JAKE!' - Seth
'Your back, dude, we missed you!' - Quil
'Where you been, dude? You missed out on a lot of sh'-Embry
'EMBRY! SHUT IT AND LET JAKE SPEAK YOU DICKHEAD!' - Leah
I couldn't hide it from them, nor could I try to.
Images of the girl flew through my mind, and I tried to stop them yet I couldn't.
They saw everything.
'HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK, JAKE!'- Quil
'Whoa, dude, you've finally got over Bel-'- Embry
'And you've dragged us through all this shit with Bella for nothing?' - Leah
I growled at the mention of her name, my mind immediately going to the girl I hadn't seen in weeks. Who was getting married to that fucking leech - that dead, disgusting bloodsucker and-and she was going to become one.
'But you've got this girl now. You don't need to worry about Bella, anymore, Jake' - Seth.
'You don't know anything, Seth', I thought, my eyes narrowing as I dashed through the forest - making my way to her.
Back to her.
I dashed the trees, my mind flashing with the images of what everyone else was doing and what I had missed out and I tried to tune the babbling voices out, and all the imprinting crap.
I couldn't take it anymore.
It was gross.
Jacob, is it true?
The bellowing voice of the Alpha made me hesitate, my feet wanting to stop and pay attention to his authority.
Yes, I thought, defeated.
Do you feel the bond? He asked and I begrudgingly nodded, the bond pulling at me - begging me to go back to the girl in the bathroom.
'You need to stop, Jacob. Go back to her - you need each other' - Sam.
I shook my head, snarling. 'I don't need anything from her.'
'You can't deny the imprint' He reasoned.
I snarled. 'Watch me'.
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