Yesterdays chapter proved controversial for some but thank you for all the reviews, they were amazing! Sorry I can't reply to the guest reviews but I do take on board what you have to say.

All I can say is that people don't always make the right choices, just what is best for them at the time so please don't hate on Rose too much. She's having a hard time dealing with all this but from now on she is 100% committed to Bella.

This is the last daily update. Chapter 13 will be up asap but may be a full week as it's my birthday on Monday so will be pretty busy enjoying that :)

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"Weeeell -." Rose drawled and smirked. "I have several suggestions."

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So, this was why Bella was sitting on her bed several hours later when Tanya and Kate had agreed to stay the night in the city so the two younger vampire's could have some privacy after a helpful suggestion from Kate.

On the bed was Rose's laptop.

"So." Rose, pulled the laptop towards her and hit a few keys before closing it, if only temporarily. "I would suggest this one," she tapped a relatively small vibrator from the large selection, courtesy of Kate's forward planning, that had been purchased for the newborn. Apparently it was the first thing on her 'we have a newborn staying with us' shopping list.

"It's not too big, you can use it inside and out and it's shaped to stimulate your g-spot. See?" Rose pointed to the smooth contours of the appliance and Bella would have blushed if she could. "You do know what a g-spot is, don't you?" The blonde looked a little sceptical but Bella nodded furiously. "Ok, good. Plus, it has variable settings and they are very well built, not quite vampire proof but I'm sure Kate'll buy you a new one of you break it." The blonde smirked at the newborn's obvious discomfort. "Trust me, you'll feel a lot better after a good fucking." The blonde knew she was being blunt but as a vampire Bella needed to get over her human hang-ups about sex, especially if they were going to make Denali their home.

"Now, porn." She flipped the laptop open again and pulled it forward so they could both see. "It's a good place to start and you can find anything you like, however kinky. Well, by human standards that is." Bella's eyes widened. "Trust me, some of the stuff I've seen really shows how much punishment the vampire body can take and how twisted some of our kind really are," Rose's tone turned to disgust. The brunette couldn't even comprehend what that could involve and didn't even want to think about it now.

"Can I assume you're into girls?"

"Yes," the newborn managed to vocalise her preference and Rose's fingers tapped away, bringing up a bookmark.

"Ok, this is a good site. It's good quality lesbian porn, no men in sight and the women really get into it, none of that fake shit." The blonde summarised. "But, you have a wide selection depending on what takes your fancy. You've got one on one, threesomes, orgies, with toys, spanking, bondage, S&M, anal." At the last Bella screwed up her nose. "Don't worry, it can be really good if done right, trust me." The blonde reassured the newborn with a wink, the newborn looked a little shell shocked but decided not to comment.

"I've bookmarked a few of my favourite's, " Rosalie helpfully pulled up a list of said bookmarks. "Best idea is to browse through a few and decide what turns you on and which girls you find hot. By the time you're done watching you should be pretty hot and you can either fuck yourself while your watching or come up with some fantasy." Rosalie made it sound like a walk in the park but Bella wasn't convinced.

"Look," the blonde punched a key and a video started playing and Bella's mouth dropped open. "I like this one because you can see the connection between the women, they're both really into it and it's really sexy." The newborn watched with wide eyes. "See, when she penetrates her she's really feeling it." Rose gestured to the sexy blonde who was slowly easing a large strap-on into a red head who was on all fours. "She took her time and built it up, it's sexier that way, helps you get into the mood first."

"You -. You?" Bella couldn't voice her question.

"What?" Rose smirked evilly. "Have I fucked myself to this?" The newborn nodded silently. "A few times," the blonde shrugged and Bella's eyes were drawn back to the still playing video, the blonde was very sexy. "Like I said, it's hot. And I don't think I'm the only one?" Another smirk as Rose scented Bella's arousal but the only response was a dip of the brunette's head.

"Call me if you need me," the blonde was by the door before Bella had registered her moving and the door was shut a second later leaving Bella alone and staring at the images still playing on the laptop in front of her.

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Rose took a deep breath as the door closed. That had been confusing and she wasn't sure how well she was going to handle being in the house when Bella was doing that. She wasn't quite sure what had happened but since she had slept with Kate the sexual side of her nature was a lot more prominent and having Bella upstairs doing god knows what to herself wasn't helping. Maybe she would book into a hotel in he city for some 'alone time' to scratch that itch when the sisters got back now Emmett was not an option? She rolled her eyes 'scratch that itch' what was she some idiot jock? If she could, she would have left the house but had promised to stay in earshot in case she was needed.

With that in mind Rose headed for the den that their hosts had put aside for the use of their guests and settled herself down with the latest Vogue which had been delivered that morning. She was far enough away from Bella's room to muffle any softer sounds but she would easily hear any call for her, or she thought. Half-way through the magazine Rose stopped flicking, cocked her head and listened. There it was again.

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Bella growled out her frustration. This was not going to plan.

Bella's life had been very sheltered, especially since her relationship with Edward had begun. She'd had no idea the things people did to each other, let alone the fact they they found pleasure in them. She had flicked through a few videos, trying to find something that caused more than mild interest, she could appreciate the sexiness of the women but they weren't arousing her in the way Rose had suggested they would. Even the ones she had recommended fell short because all Bella could think about was the fact that these were the women Rose saw and thought about when she fucked herself and that displeased her beast.

Maybe it wasn't just that, maybe it was because Bella was living with the three most beautiful women, that she had ever seen and mere humans fell extremely short of their pure, innate, predatorial sexiness. Bella gasped as her body reacted to the memory of the orgasm she had shared with Rose, courtesy of Kate when she was first explaining her skill of manipulating the bonds.

"Fuck!" Her fangs were down and she knew her eyes would be black a she threw her head back against the pillow and growled. Her hand brushed against the vibrator Rose had picked out for her. Maybe she should try fantasising? She knew she was wet, the videos had been titillating at least and also intriguing,

Maybe? She slid her hand down the front of her sweatpants and encountered slick folds, a tentative exploration of her clit yielded a pleasurable sensation, but how did she get from there to the incapacitating orgasm Kate had given her? The newborn eyed the vibrator warily then picked it up and turned it on, experimenting with the various settings before slipping her sweatpants off and gingerly applying it to her clit.

Oh fuck! Bella's hips jacked off the bed and she was only semi aware that she had to avoid breaking the bed as she gasped with pleasure, the vibrations hitting her clit and wow, that felt good. The newborn felt herself getting even wetter as she experimented with the different settings, eventually slipping it inside herself. As she did so she was hit with an image of Alice and the way the small vampire had looked when Bella's fingers had slipped inside her for the first time, she recalled the tight walls closing around her fingers and she looked down to see blonde hair, not black, a sexy smirk on full lips and generous breasts pressing against her.

Bella's eyes snapped open and she growled, throwing the vibrator across the room. God, what was she doing? Rose was her friend and not some porn star to fantasise over, she felt disgusted with herself, especially after everything the blonde vampire had done for her.

She sat up in the bed and pulled her knees up, resting her head on them, she felt like crying, she had been close to coming and was still very aroused but knew there was no way she was getting off now.

"Bella?" Rose knocked on the door softly and waited for a response.

"Yes?" The blonde's brows raised at the newborn's tone.

"Um, are you Ok?"

"No!" Bella whined and Rose turned the door handle, giving the newborn enough time to get decent if she wasn't already. When Rose entered Bella was sitting on top of her bed covers, head on her knees and the blonde was hit with the strong scent of her friend's arousal and it hit her hard. All vampires were bestial and such scents tapped into very primal parts of their brains, a growl rumbled out of Rose's chest before she could stop herself. Bella's head snapped up and she surveyed her friend curiously.

"Sorry," Rose apologised. "Your scent -." Bella looked mortified. "Don't worry, I'm fine now." She had her instincts back under control now. Rose crossed the room and settled onto the free side of the bed and after a moment Bella lay next to her and started at the ceiling, very conscious of the blonde next to her. As Bella calmed she instinctively snuggled closer to the blonde.

"What is that?" Bella asked after they had been laying there for a considerable length of time. "Are you purring?"

"No!" Rose jerked to a sitting position.

"You were so purring!" Bella teased as she also sat up so she could get a good look at the blonde's face. "Aww, big scary Rose was purring like a kitten." Bella had pushed it a little too far and Rose growled and snapped her teeth towards the brunette who jumped back in shock.

"Don't tease!" Rose grumbled, letting the newborn know that she wasn't overly upset.

"I'm sorry," Bella mumbled as she buried herself back against the blonde's side. "It's cute but I promise not to tell anyone," she pledged and Rose was somewhat mollified by that. "I mean, it's kinda nice, that you do that with me and nobody else gets to see how you really are." Rose issued another growl and tugged at the newborn's hair but Bella knew it was an empty protest.

"I like spending time with you, I can see why Kate and Tanya do this so often."

"Mmm," Bella hummed her agreement as she recalled the sisters doing this on many occasions, either on the couch in the living room or they could often be found in one of their rooms curled up on the bed reading or just lying together as the young vampires were now.

"Do you think it's a bond thing?" Bella questioned as she played with the hem of Rosalie's tank top. That was another thing she had noticed while living with the Denalis, Rose was usually dressed more casually than at the Cullen's homes. Well, they all did. Sure the designer clothes came out when they visited town or had other errands to run but if they were hanging round the house it was usually in sweatpants or boxers and tank top or t-shirt. Bella didn't mind at all, it was more to her liking, never having been a fan of the crazy amounts of money the Cullen's lavished on clothes. As for Rose, the newborn suspected it was because here no-one judged her, her clothing did not have to be part of the armour she used to protect herself and Bella liked that and she realised how spending time her was good for her friend.

"Maybe, I think that probably makes this easier for me," Rose replied lazily to Bella's question, knowing the newborn would understand exactly what she meant.

"Good!" Bella replied emphatically which made Rose chuckle.

"So, how are we going to explain your taste in decorating to Kate?" The blonde teased as she pointed towards the vibrator now embedded halfway into the wall and Bella issued a totally non threatening growl. "Who's the kitten now, huh?" Rose went to pinch Bella's cheek only to find her hand captured and squeezed in a show of the newborn's speed and strength. Dark eyes locked on golden and once again Rose was taken aback by the swift change in her friends demeanour.

"Bella?" She questioned softly, not wanting to startle the now volatile newborn. The newborn registered her friend's voice but found it hard to focus through the roaring in her ears, all she could see was her fantasy vision of Rose underneath her. She released her friend's hand with a frustrated growl. "Bella?" Rose asked again, sensing that the brunette had regained an element of control.

"Sorry," Bella mumbled and looked up only to find understanding in those golden eyes.

"It's Ok, we'll work it out. I think you need to talk to Kate though?" Bella didn't reply but the slump of her shoulders demonstrated her acceptance of the suggestion. "I mean, you can talk to me if you'd prefer?" Rose offered, unsure whether she would be rejected again.

"No, I should talk to Kate." Bella huffed and rolled onto her back. "Can you call her for me? Please?" she begged, Rose nodded and pulled out her phone.

"Hey," Rose greeted the ancient when she answered her phone. "We're Ok but Bella needs to talk to you. Things didn't really go according to plan. No, I'm fine. Thanks, see you soon." Rose ended the call and as Bella had clearly heard both sides of the conversation she had no need to relay any details. "You'll be Ok, I can be there with you if you want?" The blonde offered but that was met with a shake of Bella's head.

"No," she sighed. "I'll survive. If it was possible for me to die from embarrassment then that might have been an issue but I'll manage." Rose chuckled and pulled her friend back down so Bella lay with her head on her chest and they waited, comfortable with each others company.

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"Hi," Kate breezed into the house followed closely by Tanya. As soon as they had heard the car approaching the young vampires had headed downstairs and were waiting for their hosts in the living room. "Ok, let's do this shall we?" Kate enquired cheerfully, not a lot seemed to phase her, let alone having 'the talk' with her newborn guest, in fact she thought of herself as quite the expert what with her succubus back ground and millennia of experience.

"Be nice," Rose growled as she noticed the twinkle in Kate's eye. "I may not be stronger or faster than you but I have my ways," she threatened and both the ancient's were momentarily taken aback by the threat. "Remember who's the mechanic?" Rose raised a brow, daring them to contradict her skills and their attachment to their vehicles.

"I'll be gentle, I promise." Kate purred with a wink at Rose who just ignored her and went towards the stairs.

"I'm taking a shower, come find me if you need me," she spoke softly to Bella as she gave her a hug before jogging up the stairs. Bella eyed her mentor nervously but after a reassuring nod from Tanya followed Kate to her den.

"So Bella, what's up?" Kate had sat down in her large armchair and Bella had taken a seat on the edge of the chair that faced her.

"I tried, what Rose said. But I couldn't," was the mumbled response as Bella toed the rug with her bare toes.

"Ok," Kate softened her approach and sat back into her chair as she considered the best way to continue. "Can you tell me what happened?" She entreated and then waited as she watched Bella worry her lip.

"Well the porn didn't work. It was - interesting but didn't really do much for me." Kate shrugged.

"That's normal, it is human porn after all. I often find it -, lacking." Her words surprised Bella but also helped her relax and feel less of a freak. "As time goes on you'll have enough memories that you won't need it," the elder added with a slight smirk as she tapped the side of her head. "What about the toys? She queried, sensing that a question and answer approach was probably going to be easier for Bella.

"Oh, um that kinda worked but then -."

"It ended up embedded in the wall?" Kate teased gently, the photo Rose had forwarded them had given them hours of laughter and jokes about Bella's taste in decorating but now was not the time to revisit the memories.

"I got a little upset," the newborn admitted awkwardly, not able to meet her elder's eye.

"Why?" Kate asked bluntly, sensing that they were now getting to the bottom of the problem.

"Because at first I saw Alice which was good and then, then- ."

"And then what Bella?" Kate encouraged the newborn gently.

"Then I saw Rose," the young vampire admitted in a whisper. The confession didn't really surprise Kate, she knew Bella's earlier outburst had been triggered by jealousy even though the newborn had not realised this at that time.

"Why did you stop?" The elder tried to keep the conversation going as it was extremely important that Bella deal with these issues before they had serious consequences.

"Because she's my friend!" Bella whined and Kate's heart went out to her. She understood why the newborn was upset but she didn't think Bella was ready for her answer.

"But she's also very beautiful and she loves you," the blonde vampire reminded her charge.

"But it's wrong!" Bella replied, obviously distressed, her eyes had darkened again.

"Have you talked to Rose about this?"

"No!" The brunette looked shocked at the mere thought.

"Well, it's normal. She's beautiful and she cares for you, you spend a lot of time together and are close. It's not uncommon to idolise people you are close to and develop an attraction for them." Kate stated, not wasting her breath on platitudes. "Were you jealous when I slept with Rose?" The blonde asked the question, wondering whether Bella had sorted through her emotions.

"Yes, I did talk to Rose about that." Kate's eyes widened in surprise. "Rose pointed it out to me," the brunette admitted in a murmur. "She told me that the um, yeah, would help with that. Allow me to relax about it more." She finished, obviously embarrassed.

"Ok, so can I assume that having Rose as the subject of your fantasies is not going to happen?" Bella bit her lip and shrugged, still not comfortable with the idea, especially as she spent most of her free time with the young blonde. "Ok, so we have a couple of options. You seek out a more physical relationship with one of us, Rose included." Kate suggested and Bella would have blushed if she could have, instead she shuffled uncomfortably on her seat.

"Or I can offer you some release via your chi, or I may be able to teach Rose to. Unless you can get over your fantasy problems I think they are the only options you have but I will not let you continue the way you have or I will be forced to make the decision. It's not healthy and the longer it goes on the harder you will find it to control yourself and that's dangerous for us all." Kate spoke with such finality that Bella was forced to realise how serious the matter had become. No one had told her this might have been a problem before she was turned, but then everyone thought she would be with Edward and it wouldn't be an issue.

"Bella, listen -." Her mentor paused and bit her lip. She didn't want to alarm the newborn but had to give her the full picture. "If you don't take control it will control you, all the time you send with Rose and you're so much stronger -." She didn't need to finish as Bella backed away from her, eyes wide with shock at what she was hearing.

"No! No, I'd nev -."

"You wouldn't have a choice. You wouldn't be in control enough to stop yourself. I've seen it happen," Kate let her words sink in as she observed Bella, the newborn was panicked but with due cause. "Therefore you need to make a decision and the sooner the better. I'm sorry."

"Can I think about it?" Bella questioned, she had a lot to take in but all she could focus on right now was her fear of hurting Rose in a way that would break her friend for good.

"Sure, talk to Rose too if you want, she won't mind." Kate threw the newborn a soft smile. "She really does love you ya know?" Bella nodded, she knew. "If you opt for the physical resolution I promise whoever you select will make the experience what you need it to be," the ancient pledged before gesturing that Bella could leave. "Go talk to Rose, she's finished in the shower and I doubt she heard what we have been discussing."

"Thanks, I'm so glad I can talk to you," Bella responded shyly and Kate jumped up to give the newborn a bone crushing hug, back to her more hyper self now that the serious talk was over with.

"Me too, I love you." The blonde kissed the newborn on the cheek, stretching up to do so as she was slightly smaller than Bella before pushing her towards the door. "Go talk to Rose," she urged and literally gave Bella a kick in the pants to send her on her way.

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Next on Crimson Bonds

Kate chose that moment to slip away. Her job was done and they were both safe but would need time alone to adjust to their new bond.