I packed hardly anything as I wouldn't my possessions once I had been killed by the Volturi.
I sighed to myself. I would hurt Charlie, Renee and Jacob badly. I would hurt the Cullens too and maybe make Edward feel a bit guilty but that was all.
I couldn't live in a world without him. I packed some spare clothes for the next day and my wash bag.
I made sure I had enough money for plane tickets and renting a car.
I kept checking my bag to make sure I had my passport and my driver's licence for when I wanted to rent a car to get me to Volterra from Florence.
I looked at the clock. It was 1:00am. Charlie would be fast asleep, snoring as he usually did. I thought about what my father would do for food.
He couldn't cook for himself. I remembered my first day living in Forks with Charlie. I was shocked to discover he was useless in the kitchen, he even burnt toast.
I always wondered how he got on 17 years without me. A few tears escaped as I thought about the pain this would cause Charlie. I hoped he wouldn't hate me.
I left a piece of paper on my bed saying just five words, 'Goodbye Dad. I love you.'
I reached my truck and threw my bag in the back. This suddenly seemed like a really bad idea.
Not the going to the Volturi part as I wanted to go. My life was pointless without Edward. I realised that the sound of my truck would wake Charlie and he would immediately know I was leaving.
Knowing Charlie he would think I would be going over to see Edward. How wrong he would be since Edward doesn't love me anymore.
I sighed and decided to take the risk. I turned the key and the roar of the engine made me jump.
I reversed out of the drive and off I drove, leaving my father fast asleep in the house he and Renee had bought in the early days of their marriage.
When I reached the boundary line of Forks, I felt tears pouring down my face.
I used to consider Phoenix as my home but at that moment I realised Forks was my true home.
I had been born there and had met the love of my life there. Forks had a lot of good memories, most consisting of Edward and his family.
I hoped Edward wouldn't feel guilty for long and would be happy. I hoped they would stop him going to the Volturi too.
I wasn't anything special to feel guilty about. I just wished everyone would be able to forgive me after the Volturi had made a meal out of me.
A/N: Please review. Next Chapter will be Edward's P.O.V