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I know this is very late... It's supposed to be published every Friday but I'm so sorry I couldn't... :/

That's why I'm going to make it up to you.

This week, before Friday I'm going to publish one more chapter. :)

I hope you aren't angry. I'm very, very sorry.

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xoxo, J.J.

I start to laugh.

"I knew I couldn't be awake. Am I in a coma or something?" It had to be something like that… But why is everybody quiet?

"What's date is it? Is it April fools day? But doctor this is not funny."

Doctor looks confused but he doesn't say anything.

"But… But… How?" I look at Dimitri. He's emotionless. OK this is not funny anymore.

"I thought it's impossible… for two Dhampirs…" I said. My mother was shaking her head.

"Well, it is." And then my whole world stopped. Of course it's not you dumb-ass! Then how can I be pregnant?! When the doctor saw all the looks in the room, he held a breath.

"Well I see now, I need to leave you alone." And he walked to the door. "Congratulations." he said and walked out. Correction, he ran out of the room.

I'm still not getting this right… I'm pregnant?

I looked at Dimitri. And we stared at eachother for a while. I know what that look ment. I quickly stood up and walked to him. My hands touch his cheeks, I know what's he thinking about.

"Hey. Don't you even try to think that way… I know what you're thinking. And it's not true. I did NOT cheat on you! I swear!" I say desperately. He didn't say anything. I can see he still doesn't believe me.

"I don't know how this happened. But it did. This is your child, believe me, Dimitri!" He stood there just like a stone.

"You look pretty close with that Theo Timberlake earlier today." Mother said. What?!

"Theo?!" Dimitri finally spoke. "That moroi, you introduced me with? The one who was your good friend, killing all that free time with you?!" Dimitri yelled and grabbed my wrists hard.

"What? No!" I turned my head toward my mother. "On which side are you! I'm your daughter! And no!" I turn my head back to Dimitri.

"Mom saw me hugging Theo goodbye," I raised my voice on 'goodbye', "He left in Ohio, and I wanted to be polite."

"That bastard runned away now?" Dimitri was furious. I never saw him like that for a long time. I remember him acting like this with that strigoi Nathan. But then he was a… a strigoi.

"I didn't know about this! How can you think I could cheat on you! After all that we have been through!" I felt tears coming to my eyes. I pulled my hands out of his grip and I didn't know what to say anymore. How can he even think like that about me? Doesn't he know me?

"Lissa help me with this!" I look at her desperately.

Christian and Lissa were just staring.

"I… I…" Lissa was only saying. How could she not believe me?! What the hell, they're my family for goodness sake!

"I can't believe this." I said. But quietly now. I don't have to waste my voice on them. I felt a tear coming down my cheek. I roughly wiped it off with my hand.

I looked at Dimitri now and shook my head. And I walked out.

I was walking all over the Court with just hospital PJ's. Outside was colder because cold wind was blowing. But I didn't care. I felt like this huge fire was burning inside of me. I was so furious that I wanted to walk back and kick everyones ass. Especially my mother's. How could she? It's her fault that all of them doubt in me. I hate her!

I slammed the door of my apartment and got dressed in my clothes. While I was putting on my pants I looked at myself in the mirror. My face was all wet from tears. Cuts from my fall were visible but they weren't that horrible. It will heal quickly. My look stopped at my stomach.

A child is going to grow in there. Now that I'm pregnant there's no chance to be a guardian. At least till I don't give birth. And right now, I don't even have any desire of protecting Lissa. Dimitri thinks the baby isn't his. What am I going to do?

All I know is that I don't want to be like my mother. I don't want to give birth to my child and then leave it in a stupid Academy, alone. Sending only postcards and even forget about that after a while… The child and me can't stay here… certainly not. I have to leave.

I touch my stomach with my both hands.

"We'll make through this."

I take my bags and start filling them with my stuff. I cry all of that time.

The front door opened and footsteps are approaching. Only one more bag left to fill and I'm done. Dimitri leaned on the door-frame of the bedroom. I didn't want to look at him. I just kept putting the clothes inside my bag. I wiped my face with my shirt sleeve.

"What are you doing?" he asked. His voice was empty and emotionless.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" I say but keep my look on the bags. He came closer. He took my wrist and pulled me closer to him.

"Where are you going to go?" he asked. His look was full of disappointment.

"I'll go anywhere I want to go." I say back. I tried to look strong. I don't know how well did I do that.

"You're going to Ohio, aren't you?" he said coldly. And smiled. Now I had enough. With the hand he was holding I pushed myself away and with my other I slapped him in the face. It hurt me probably more than it hurt him. He stopped smiling now. I was glad.

Now I started to laugh. And my laugh was getting louder and louder. I didn't know why I was laughing that much. Probably because, I didn't want to show him how much he was hurting me.

"Yeah. Bravo. Congratulations, Guardian Belikov!" I said and clapped my hands. "You and my perfect mother Jeanine Hathaway got me. I'm busted! I cheated on you with Theo, I found out I was pregnant and we made a plan. He went to Ohio and I was supposed to go there a little after him but the pregnancy surprised me."

I paused for a second, and he actually thought I was telling him the truth. I turn away and from frustration put my face in my hands.

"You idiot!" I yelled and put my hands off my face, then turn them into fists.

"How can you even believe this?! I was risking my chance of graduation by falling in love with you! I left my best friend to find you and save your soul! I was wandering all around Russia alone, I lived with your family, I lived through your funeral, I was kidnapped by you in a strigoi form!" His look got sad when I mentioned strigoi. I started crying again. God I wanted to stay strong but I cry all the time. Probably a pregnancy thing...

"I was living in that room with you, all drugged... I pushed that stake through your heart and watched you fall in that river. I thought you were dead. Then I lived with a fear of you wanting to kill me." I was feeling sick now but I'm not going to throw up. I was walking around the room shaking my hands and screaming like a lunatic. But the thing was that I needed this.

"My heart was tearing apart when you were avoiding me...And now when I have you back, you really think I would jump into someone else's bed?!" He was broken.

"If you think that... Then screw you and screw Lissa and screw anyone who believes that! I'm leaving! I'm raising my child alone and when you figure out that all of you were mistaken... Don't you even try to look for me because... because it will be too late." I grab my bags and walk out.

I walked to the gate and there a taxi was waiting. I entered.

"Where do you want to go, miss?" the driver asked. The thing is, I don't know. Or... do I?

I got to the airport. My phone was instantly ringing. I threw it in the trash. I don't want to talk to anybody. Now a another taxi drove me to another familiar place. The guards saw me and opened the gates.

"Guardian Hathaway. Let me help you with this." The guard took 2 of my bags and followed me.

"Rose!" I turned to the left and saw a familiar face.

"Alberta. I would like to see the principal, is it possible?"