Velvet

What Bella and Edward Want You to Know

By Roshandra Simone'

August 22, 2013

For Fan Fiction; Twilight characters belong to Stephanie Myers of Twilight and are owned by her.

Story for Fan Fiction VELVET "What Bella and Edward Want You to Know" owned by Roshandra Simon

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Chapter 24

Bella in LA

Bella POV

I drove down the winding hillside road passing the white Hollywood sign. I knew the freeway was not far off and was easy to get onto. Besides, there was no traffic in our dimensional world. I liked the mini Cooper hearing the engine with that European hum. I was feeling better after I left the house. I was feeling better in fact when I got on the road. It was nice to feel some freedom again. Not a soul around anywhere. It was like being in a ghost city. I saw the freeway Hollywood sign and directed my car onto it. I had a feeling it would not be far and I would figure out the exit to take. My mind drifted to this role the actress was in contract with to play as I got to go to England now with her. The Snow White role seemed like a moment of something new for me as Bella. Being in another film story did excite me. I was wondering why now that I was out of the house, also away from Edward I felt better. That did not make sense as being with Edward was my life. I just loved him. I wanted to get this break up over with and the karma so I could get back to all the love without distraction. Everyone on the planet that read those Twilight books and saw the films wanted Edward. I got Edward though, From the beginning of the first part of the book story it was clear it was just the two of us. People said it was Romeo Juliet, but it was something much more. I knew we were star cross lovers of the twin soul type. From the moment I read the book part I was in, then the screen test the actors had at the director's home, kissing scene on the bed, I felt an electric rush that affirmed this was the one. I was Bella and he was Edward. It was our story as it began in the Meadow. The dream given to the author. It was always about our love.

I saw an exit that made me want to get off the freeway. I turned to ease off the lane onto the ramp exit. In a block as I drove slowly on the empty street I saw a parking lot for a food store chain. Strangely I saw the parking lot was filled with cars. Why were the paparazzi showing up at times, or like now this parking lot with cars. I pulled in looking for a place to park near the door entrance; I saw one with the name of 'Bella' on it. That was strange but did make me smile. I parked and went in.

The supermarket chain was busy with shoppers. I grabbed a shopping cart, pulled out my list, began moving through the aisles of food. I had just a few things on the outline. I collected it all so it was easy to head to the cashier stand. I stood in line I looked over at the magazines then saw the tabloids. When I saw it I let out a SCREAM. Omg, I was smeared all over the cover of the tabloids. The actress that played Bella was having an affair with her director of SWATH and returned to LA sfter the film was premiered. She was caught in pictures groping the director in a car in LA. I was sickened. I was ready to faint, when a black jaguar came to my side. Everyone suddenly in the store had turned to see who screamed. They saw me as the actress. I had to get out of there. I left the shopping cart while collecting all the tabloids at this cashier line. I reached into my purse for some cash, more than what this cost leaving it there for her. She looked at me in shock as I headed out of the store with the black jaguar on my heels. I was in tears. I got in my car with the jaguar jumping in before me over the driver seat into the passenger. Clearly I had a new friend. I reversed the car, the tabloids where in the back seat now as I was in a panic to get home to Edward. This was all happening so fast. I drove like something was chasing me. No cars on the road, heading to the freeway. I had to get home to Edward, explain what was happening, so soon this was happening, I was not prepared for this.

The Hollywood sign on the hill became a blur as sped up to our house. I pulled into the driveway with no paparazzi in sight. I parked on the driveway realizing the tabloids blurted out a lot more than I thought it would say. I did not want Edward to see that till I could calm down. I reached behind me to hide the papers. This did not seem to be going well. I looked over to the black jaguar wondering how he would get along with Reggie.

I hit the garage door opened and Edward was standing there like he knew I was coming home.

"Edward, you are waiting for me?"

"Bella, what happened I know something went down, nice jaguar with you in the car. Do we have a new pet?"

"Edward, I have no idea. Can you hold me, I just went through a tough moment. I will tell you about it in the house. Is Avignon still here?"

"She left just before you came home, Reggie with her. I felt something was wrong with you so I just walked out to the garage ready to drive down the hill or call you."

"Well, take me into the house; I need to talk to you."

I reached into her car as her arms went around my neck pulling her right to me. She slid her legs around my body so I could carry her into the house. I looked over my shoulder to see the jaguar jump out of the car from Bella's side following us into the house. I could see this was a female cat, she moved in front of us like she belonged here in the home. She sniffed where Reggie had covered the foyer floor like a carpet. She took over to explore our house. I carried shaken Bella to the pool. I wanted her outside in the air, near the water.

"How about I set you down here, get some tea? "

"Edward, have you noticed since all this dimensional world stuff began we no longer hunt now? I am not thirsty for blood. I am different."

"Yes, I noticed that Bella. I am not thirsty at all now. I really only want you." He turned but I knew what he was saying. Our loving making had moved into a whole new level with all night love while becoming our new form of sharing these longer moments expressing our intimacy. I wanted her to settle back into our house, the cat turned up in the kitchen. A beautiful jaguar with hidden rosette spots in the black fur coat. Animal was lethal but clearly a protector guide for Bella. I liked the jaguar instantly. Got tea, hot water, honey, mint herbs filling it up to the top in a large mug for her. I headed back to the pool to hear her story.

"Edward, it was terrible, I screamed in the grocery store. The strange thing is like with the paparazzi here that had shown up two times now; I had people in the food store shopping. That surprised me but it makes sense. Edward it is terrible. I saw the tabloids with the actress that played 'me' smeared all over the front page. I was caught by a photographer."

"Caught doing what Bella? Did you buy a copy of the news paper?"

I could see Bella holding back on me. I began to feel a shudder run through me. Was she going to withhold truth or lie to me? I was not prepared for that. I shifted my weight handing her the mug of hot tea. She was clearly still in a panic mode and maybe not thinking clearly.

"Bella, what was I the tabloid?"

"Edward, it was bad."

"Bella, I already know what this is, so tell me how they spun it."

"Well, the filming was done on SWATH, the actress was at the premieres as that was done. She was seen with him in LA in her car, parked at somewhere in town, they were making out."

"What do you mean making out? Ok, so she slept with him and this continued on to LA? Isn't she living with the actor who plays me as Edward?"

She stopped talking and began to hyper ventilate. She was shaking. Her color changed too.

"Bella, talk it out. I need to know."

"Edward I can't. I don't want this to hurt you. I can't. I thought this would get done then we could move on, sorta of how it played out in my head. Now I see it is not going to be that simple."

I reached for her but she was stone cold. Her feelings were shut down, she was in fear, a lot of fear. I could see how fast her mind was racing. I kept wondering if she was going to lie to me even if she thought it would protect me. I was feeling a sharp knife in my heart suddenly. I was now feeling an axe come down between us chopping away pieces of our love. I had to rescue this before we both were a bleeding mess of torment. I got up to walk to the tree hoping the Mentor would come in. I was not thinking clearly. My feelings were engaged now. I felt like Edward when Bella was hurt with being bitten. I felt helpless to fix this. I wanted to stop the story now. I left her once in the story which emotionally really hurt her. She rescued me also when I thought she was dead and I had no reason to live on without her. It all was coming in flashes to me along with my feelings. Why was I breathing heavy too now? I staggered over to the tree but kept an eye on Bella holding onto her knees shaking. I leaned on the tree asking in my mind for the Mentor to aid me. I felt an energy wave wash over my mind, a feeling of hope, a feeling of calm. I steadied myself walking back to her. She needed me to calm her.

"Bella, did you pick up the tabloids?"

She looked up at me nodding. "I assume you don't want to show them to me?" She nodded looking sheepish.

"Edward, it's bad. I can't show you it now, ok. I am dealing with all I can right now. It is worse than I thought it would be."

In that sentence of her honesty what I read between the lines was it was more than a fling. That was bad enough, but I got the sense she was hiding the facts due to it being longer then a onetime thing. He was married too and much older than she was. I wondered if this was going to mess up the actress for her career. My mind settled on the fact this probably was longer in what happened then she would like me to know. Trust was the issue along with betrayal. I was feeling my own heart begin to break. I loved her so much. Avignon's words resonating inside me. Bella was self destructive. The actress that played her was sabotaging her relationship to the actor that was such a rare relationship of twins. We were all hurting now.

Should I push for more information now? Should I let her rest then open up and show me the papers? I was feeling the runaway train wreck was taking us both off track and down now. I waited for a sign.

"Bella, you want a swim, the pool is warm?" She shook her head no. I wanted to fix this but I could not.

"How about taking a shower then?" She nodded as I leaned forward to pick her up to take her upstairs. The black cougar dashing up before us up the stairs to our bedroom. I took Bella into the bathroom to the shower. Set her down, turned on the water for her. "Get in, here is a warm terry robe too, just let the water wash the day off you."

We had nothing more to converse on that evening. She came to bed when she was done. Her bath robe I noticed had a double knot tied on it. I knew she had to sleep. As Bella got into the canopy bed the black jaguar jumped into the blankets. She found her spot next to her mistress. The jaguar was beautiful. I approved of it. I pulled up the blankets to keep Bella warm reaching over to turn out the lights. I reached over to hold her and she came into my arms almost asking me for forgiving her. My heart ached too but we would figure this out.

I had no idea what the next day would bring.

VELVET began to play in my head, the love that we had was so rare.

Twilight characters belong to Stephanie Myers of Twilight and are owned by her.

Story for Fan Fiction VELVET "What Bella and Edward Want You to Know" owned by .

It is through their sensuality that they release the template for all beings, and every person that taps into this expands the field for Divine Sacred Love. This New Paradigm is the purpose of their love.

Edward and Bella are Twin Soul Mates.