What Bella and Edward Want You to Know

By Roshandra Mitchell Simone'

August 22, 2013

For Fan Fiction; Twilight characters belong to Stephanie Myers of Twilight and are owned by her.

Story for Fan Fiction VELVET "What Bella and Edward Want You to Know" owned by Roshandra Simon.

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Chapter 25

Morning of Reckoning

I waited for Bella to wake up; the black jaguar snuggled next to her still sleeping in too. We looked like three spoons all cuddled nicely together neatly. ow coulHHHHHHHHIIIIIIII Bella finally stirred. "Edward, you are up before I am, looks like we have a new kitty in bed. How do you like her?"

"I do, she is gorgeous, just like her mistress Bella."

"Ok, let's face the day then, or at least the morning. I am starving too, can you make me eggs?"

"Eggs it is, now what do we feed your protector?"

"Edward, I think she can go off to hunt on her own. There is the reservoir nearby with open lands. I am sure the wild life there will sustain her. We need to name her too. Is Avignon due by today, I need to talk to her alone too."

I headed to go out the door, realizing now we each had our spirit counselors that we talked to on strategy of what was going oin or reminding myself to Google archons. I went down to get Bella tea, make eggs, with this jaguar following me. I liked Reggie a lot, but he was more like a relaxed powerful teddy bear. He did not move around much. Just found his place and snoozed out while keeping an eye on what was going on around us. This jaguar though had motion with agile cat light leaps or jumps onto the counter or bed now. She was really beautiful and I felt helping us both with the dark shadow side of what was going on. Since I was no longer thirsting for blood, I did wonder if it would have been fun to hunt with this cat. Things were changing. This becoming more real meant the fantasy vampire story was lifting. I still did not know how this would all play out. The cat watched me cooking the omelet for Bella sniffing the air. I liked her company. For a pet this was cooler than having a dog. This was a lot more primal in protection too.

I reached for her tea, had the omelet sliding out of the pan onto a plate, the cat just watched me. Next trip to LA I would buy some raw meat to feed her between her hunting.

"What are we going to call you girl?" I heard her thoughts making my body jerk. 'Midnight Shadow'.

I smiled taking the tray upstairs for Bella, The cat jumped off the counter she had been lounging on watching me cook. She moved smoothly up the stairs past me into the master bedroom jumping onto the bed with Bella.

"Breakfast is served Bella. You eat; I want to go buy the cat some raw meat. It won't take me long."

Bella screamed out, "NO, no Edward no, stay home with me." I saw the panic in her face instantly flasjomg pm the tabloids. I figured out her panic.

"Bella, what does it matter, I am going to find out what happened."

"No, I want to tell you about this before you see it. It is bad, I just need to catch my breath Edward, it is all moving so fast and then I will tell you about this. Please give me a moment to catch my breath."

I sat down on our bed feeling we needed to talk now. "Bella, I don't agree, facing it now is the best way. We both are under a lot of timely changes it would appear taking us on a train wreck. I want to talk about it today. My feelings are becoming more real too. We need to talk Bella." I turned from the conversation as it was clear she was not going to say anything more so she could digest it. I headed downstairs to the pool hoping the Mentor would contact me now. Something though drew me back to the garage to Bella's car. I wanted to see the tabloids. I wanted to read it myself now. She was not going to offer this up. I took in a deep breath, opened that door and headed to her mini Cooper. I saw her jacket tossed in the back seat as an attempt to cover the tabloids up. I slowly lifted the coat to see she grabbed a stack of them. She was in a hurry and it looked like she was trying to remove all the bad press so shoppers would not see the headlines. I looked as there were two different ones. I almost gasped. She was caught in a car fondly this older man. I just starred at it. My heart was breaking. I took in a breath to shuffle that away to see the other headline. This one they were standing in a wooded park area in LA and he was pressing his body up against hers as she was curled into him. Granted this was the actress that played Bella but it hurt just the same. That also was how she curved into me when I hugged her or came up from behind her. I could barely stand seeing this. I read the headline of the one as it announced that they were having an affair under the nose of both her boyfriend actor and his wife. His wife was a model actress in the film too. I could not believe the drama mess that was. I cringed. Avignon told me Bella was destructive. This was bad. How to handle this? Right now I had feelings I was not used to having. I felt deeply but till this opened up with Bella, I managed fine. Now being in this love it was like a knife kept stabbing me in my chest. I knew this was coming but it was bad. I staggered away from her car. I headed to the pool to comesurate stewing in my feelings. I was changing into the brooding Edward or Heathcliff of the novel. This was not good with this pain shooting up inside me.

Somehow I got from the garage discovery to the pool and dropped down on the chaise lounge. I began asking the Mentor to come to talk to me. I needed to talk.

A light began to flow and I was grateful he heard me.

"Edward, you are not doing so well? How can I help you?"

"Thank you, I am falling apart. The train wreck is happening. I suggested the tabloids to get this out there and done. I had no idea that it would play out this badly. The actress that plays Bella seems to have taken this infidelity too far. Edward that I am is feeling a stake in my chest. I mean the vampire in me feels like I had a brutal blow by the one I trust and love. How in the world do I get through this? Avignon told me Bella was destructive. That a lot of this stems from her sabotaging something we have that is so good. This is gotten complicated fast and heading into major drama. We have not even talked yet; she is avoiding facing this with me. I am beginning to feel this entire scenario is heading down hill fast with us flying into a break up destroying this beautiful first time twin soul mate love. I love her so much."

"Well, she must grow through this while you Edward must get stronger. Also learning about how to handle this is part of the growth for you. You are a very old soul as I mentioned before and a part of 'me'. Your future, our future is sitting with you. Bella is your Twin Love Soul mate; everyone saw it from the start. The actor showed up for a test screen with the actress when it all clicked in for both of them. They are golden. You though must work through this including the train wreck, emotions, while Bella has to grow up emotionally from teenager. We can talk more later; for now, know I understand your situation. It is how souls grow. It is how life moves people to change. It is about deeper love. Also, you never say 'no to her do you'? She has to learn you have limits too even with this rare kind of love. I believe in you Edward. Call upon me anytime if you need to talk. Oh, be sure to follow up on the archon stuff too. The red truck will help you and that black jaguar is here for both of you, not just Bella." He was gone then.

I heard the thoughts though that said, relationship is a process Edward, not an ending. It is a journey that involves your feelings and hers. This is why they call it "RE LATION Ship". Then he was gone.

I looked at the pool, the tree shimmered, I took off my clothing and dove in. I saw the jaguar run around the pool and throw herself in to swim with me. I did feel the jaguar was sent for me too now. We swam while I tried to let go of my worry, tension, so the pain would lift. It mellowed me out being in the water. The music suddenly went on. A new song sent by David. I so needed that at the moment.

ALCHEMY TRACK male voice

I was taking one more long underwater swim at the length of the pool when I saw Bella's form walking to the edge of the water. I came up for air.

"Hi Bella, are you ok?"

The jaguar sprang up from the pool shaking water off her coat everywhere.

"Edward, you know. You read the tabloids in my car back seat, didn't you?"

"Yes Bella, yes I read some of it."

"I wanted to talk to you first; this is not me this is happening to but the actress. I am more understanding how this is working now. It is not me Edward, but her."

"Bella, I hear what you mean, but you and she are connected. What is also happening for me is I feel his pain. It means that even though she did this and we need to talk about that, it is impacting you personally and it impacts us. I want to talk this out."

"Well, it was her karma, ok." She turned in anger leaving the pool area.

My mind reeled on this. She was trying to brush this under the carpet or blame the actress or the karma instead of asking what was the deeper motivation in this. She had something that had to be addressed that was impacting our love and both of us. Now I understood the sabotage. I got out of the pool finding the robe to put on me so I could head upstairs to discuss this fully. I got upstairs and she was nowhere to be seen. I heard the water running.

She had candles lighted in our bathroom with incense burning. "Nice Bella, comforting, but we need to face this and talk it out. You are not addressing this honestly."

"Edward, I told you it was bad. You went and looked so now you are hurt."

"Bella, I was present when this discussion on the script came up, remember? Yes I am hurt, this is messier then I thought it was supposed to be."

"Edward, you are BLAMING me. You are upset you looked."

"Bella, I looked because you would not show me or tell me. You wanted to put it off. Look things are in motion, it has to be faced. Otherwise this takes us down. They win and we break apart."

"Who is they Edward?"

"It can be the counter forces that do not want us to have a happy ending, or haters, or the studio creeps, or those archons. I don't know, but 'they' are part of the counter forces pulling this apart. We need to stay together and work through this. How can we if you are not facing this and growing with this situation."

"Edward, you are lucky you did not say 'growing up', I would have been really upset."

"Bella, I chose my words wisely, I am mature, I love your fire nature but to be honest, this is not a high school drama. It is about maturing into a couple that is most in love and very special. We are a model for many that love our love story. But I need you to respond with this by facing it and communicating this through. Do you hear what I am saying?"

"Edward, I hear you, I feel caught or trapped and I just run when things hit me this way."

"Yes, that means you don't like being held accountable for your actions. That is high school behavior." With that Edward walked out of the bathroom.

Bella had to deal with her anger now, her facing this along with the fact she had to stop using drama as a way to deflect facing the situation. Her panic came back, emotional roller coaster, she stood there in the shower hanging onto the wall to brace herself. Edward was right, she had to face this and handle this matter with addressing it with him with Bella's open heart and honestly. He was right. She needed to be a clear channel for all of those parts of who she was to bring her light into this now. This was so much harder than even the heart break this was doing, it meant she had to make personal growth and changes. She wanted to scream but he was right.

His walking out of the bathroom was a first sign he might just walk out of her life. That made her realize this was going to force her to face matters. She wanted to scream.

Twilight characters belong to Stephanie Myers of Twilight and are owned by her.

Story for Fan Fiction VELVET "What Bella and Edward Want You to Know" owned by Roshandra Simon.