Hi sorry for the late update, ive got holidays :D but my school is making me revise for some Big test ive got when I go back :L so might not be able to update as much as I want. Just saw Iron Man 3 anyone else seen it? Isnt I awesome if you haven't seen it and like stuff like that, go see it Quick It is just Amazing and Robert Downey Jr is an awesome actor aswell. Anyway hope you like the Chapterrr.

Everyone has covers in life and mine right now was becoming more me everyday, it was taking over me and I really did not like that. My cover was be a total bitch and I tried to hate Zach I really did try and I thought if I was mean to him then maybe he would be mean to me making it easier to hate him, but No Zach Goode was just there and nice and I hated having to be mean to him, the more I tried to hate him the less I actually hated him. I was becoming weak, that was the effect he had on me and I HATED it. Which explained why I was now being kissed by a idiot, but I was to weak to do anything, I tried to hear Bex Macey Liz or even Zach but the comms had gone silent, and I was scared. For so many years I did everything never taking a break distracting myself from my broken heart and finally my body had had enough I was weak and tired and weak. I sound so pathetic, Zach probably hated me now. I pushed Anton back abit,

"Can I have a drink?" I asked he nodded, going back to his nicer self, making this less hard for me.

"what do you want?"

"Vodka." I didn't want to remember this and if I was drunk this would be much easier. He nodded again and walked out of the room, he came back 8 minutes later with a bottle and 2 glasses, he passed me the bottle and I opened it and started drinking from the bottle, loving the feel of it going down my throat like fire lighting me up again, I smiled up at Anton, might aswell get this over with, I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him back down, kissing him. I thought about Zach that day the feel of his hands playing with my hair... I loved it unlike Anton. Zach was softer, Anton was much rougher.

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Anton fell down next to me, tired. I closed my eyes and pulled the duvet up around me breathing heavily. I snuggled closer to him, he wrapped his arm around me, spooning me... It felt much better when Zach did it.

"When can I go back, Jace will be suspicious." I asked,

"I'm going to have a shower now, if you want one then Im going to make my way back to town." I nodded,

"can I have a quick shower, where are the towels?" he pointed to draw,

"mind if I join?" I did mind, but he would come in anyway and no reason to get him angry, so I shrugged and said,

"sure." getting out of the bed trying to cover my body then running over and getting a towel and covering myself before walking into the bathroom, the bathroom was one of those really modern ones where everything was powered by movement and sensors, so as soon as I moved into the shower it sprang to life, soaking me in the hot water, I breathe a sigh of relief. I stand there for 15 minutes soaking up the water, relaxing, and then the door opens and Anton walks in, my immediate reaction is to hide my body even though he already seen it, so I hide behind my hands until he walks into the shower and slips them off and gives me a quick kiss.

He stares at me while i'm shampooing my hair and its horrible, he's just standing there naked not even trying to hide the fact that he's staring. I quickly rinse out my hair and walk out of the bathroom, getting changed back into my shorts and top since I had no other clothes, that's when my phone started to vibrate I looked down, worried if it was Zach but relieved to find out it was only Marshaal,

"Hi Cammie, I've got everything sorted, and I've texted you the address is there anything else you need?"

"Thanks Marshaal that's perfect, your sorting out the jumpsuits though aren't you?"

"Yep. Are you ok? You sound like you've been crying." He said sounding really concerned, I laughed and said,

"I'm fine , I just stubbed my toe." I lied, he laughed but I could tell he didn't believe me,

"Such a klutz you. Anyway got to go Cam ill see you tomorrow." Huh I thought it was in 2 days, I clicked the screen to find out its 8 o'clock in the morning, what the hell time went quickly, everyone's probably wondering I've got to or maybe not.

"Ok see ya then Marshaal Bye." I said and cut off, I turned around to see Anton standing there leaning against the doorway with just his jeans on, his tanned abs would send any other girl drooling, but they just made me feel sick now anyway Zach's were much better… Zach, UGH I did not just think that.

"Who was that?" Anton said his eyes flicking to my phone,

"My boss wondering why I wasn't at work yesterday." I said remembering that it was the next day, if felt like my brain had jet lag or something, and my cover was relaxing HOLIDAY but yesterday I panicked and said job, so my cover was blown.

"I can drop you off to Jace now if you want." He said walking over to the bed were his shirt was, "But we should keep in contact, what's your number again." He said with a smirk on his face, but it wasn't hot like Zach's it was far from that it was sickening.

I nodded and told him a bullshit number, hoping he would only check if it was legit after he dropped me off.

"Come on." He said walking out of the room and downstairs, I followed wanting to get away, from this house and then him.

Zach POV

I carried on pacing backwords and forth across the hotel room, I checked my watch again,

"Where is she? She should be back by now? She wasn't supposed to spend the night with him?" I said, last night I had went to sleep thinking Cammie would slip in but she hadn't when I woke up and went to tell the girls and now we were huddled in our room me pacing, Liz crying, Macey filling her nails and Bex watching me pace,

"Maybe she just fell asleep at Antons she'll be back soon, you heard what they were doing yesterday." Macey said, I shuddered,

"No, she wouldn't actually have sex with him, he- he's one of the bad guys. She wouldn't." I said thinking out load shaking my head,

"Who wouldn't." We all turned to look and there was Cammie standing in the door way acting like nothing had happened,

"Where the bloody hell have you been?" Bex said, I shook my head and walked out of the room, she was fine no need to get worried she was just with Anton and I really did not want to hear about that. I walked out of the lift and out of the hotel walking to a small café and getting a coffee, thinking about things…Cammie. I got a table outside and the sun was out. Suddenly I shadow passed over it I looked up but couldn't see the person properly it was a guy I could tell that, I pulled my arm up to block the sun,

"Your Jace right, is this seat free?"

Oooh Another Cliffie ;) Ah I'm annoying :p Who do you think it iss and do you think Cammies going to say anything about her.. encounter with Anton?

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