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Chapter 20

"Oh my god Cam your pregnant!" She shouted, everyone turned to look at us,

"Way to be discreet Mace." I said, my hand over my stomach.

I looked up at everyone expecting them to say something but no one did they were silent, they all looked pissed/sad apart from Arizona who was on her phone texting as always.

I looked down at my belly I had a kid in there...it felt weird knowing there was a living thing in me it breathed, ate, drank and grew but it was just a reminder that I was weak...that I got raped.

I felt my breaths get shorter the temperature raised it became really hot...I had to get out of there. I pushed passed Macey, my breaths got shallower I flapped my hand in front on my face, I needed air I can't breathe I pushed passed people until I was outside. I took deep breathes and felt myself calm down. I stood with my back to the wall I slowly sank down to the floor my head in my knees.

"Hey are you ok?" I looked up to see a doctor around my age he had casual scruffy brown hair and chocolate brown eyes and a small stumble he was average height and you could tell he went to the gym every other day but his muscles weren't bulging...they weren't small either, definitely smaller then Zach but bigger then Jonas'.

"Yeah I'm fine." I said but I stayed seated. He came and sat down next to me,

"So What's the matter? Just had some bad news?" He said kindly I don't know why I confided in him but I did,

"I guess you could say that."

"What is it?"

"I'm pregnant." He looked confused,

"Aren't you supposed to be happy?"

"You try having your rapists kid." I said blankly.

"Jesus that must be tough." I laughed,

"Yeah."

"But you don't want a abortion?" Abortion I hadn't thought of that...but I couldn't kill a innocent baby could I.

"No." I said, I hated the way I sounded unsure,

"You don't sound like you've made your mind up yet." I shook my head,

"I couldn't ... I couldn't kill a baby its defenceless I wouldn't be able to live with myself." I said hugging my knees,

"You could give it up for adoption once its born." I shook my head growing up without my dad was hard but I know he left us unwillingly. Imagine knowing both your parent left you willingly that would be worst.

"I couldn't, I grew up without my dad and I found it really hard I couldn't put that onto another baby but with both their parents." I explained,

"It might find some loving parents that will take it in." Loving!? Was he saying I wasn't going to love my kid... I would no matter who his dad is. I would love it...I sounded so unsure I hated that,

"Your making them sound like a dog he/she is human. And I will love it." I said stubbornly.

Zach POV

I watched shocked as Cammie pushed her way outside and ran down the hall the girls got up to follow her but I stopped them,

"Give her some time." I said it must be a shock finding out your pregnant with your rapists child. I wanted to go see how she is but I wasn't allowed to get out of this bed and also then the drugs would stop coming so my wound would hurt making it harder to walk but I still wanted to go.

'She needs time alone.' My brain told me but what if she did something stupid. I know she doesn't care about me but that doesn't mean I stopped caring about her.

"Ari can you check on Cam." I said breaking the silence.

"Sure." She said and walked out. Arizona had filled me in with her past how she got away from the circle.

"So...She's your sister?" Grant said as soon as she walked out, I nodded,

"How come you never mentioned her?" Macey said,

"I thought she was dead." I replied honestly I had lost hope that she was alive but here she was, I woke up and she was here.

"So you thought she died with your dad?" Grant asked, I shook my head,

"No she was with me after the fire we were in Joes house he was out Catherine came, I hid and then I never saw her again until 4 days ago."

"That's weird man somethings not right." Grant said, couldn't he just be happy for me for god sake.

"Grant I don't care what you think right now but she's family so you better not say anything bad about her or your out."

"Don't you think its weird you get stabbed and she suddenly shows up. How did she even know you were here?"

"She said she saw my picture through the files and recognised me. Is that good enough for you?"

"So she was looking through hospital/prison data bases coincidentally the same time your In both." He argued,

"So what if she was Grant."

"I do-" Grant remark was cut off when Arizona came back...without Cammie, Arizona shrugged,

"She was making out with some hot doctor you can't expect me to pull them apart." My body clenched up...did I really mean nothing to her?

Sorry its short...but ya know and patience Zammie will come ;)

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