TEGAN POV
What do you wear on the first date I mean what does she like to see me in oh she always tells me I look cute when I wear those flower shirts do I button it all the way. What pants jeans black or blue awe this is so hard ok it will be fine breath. I'll have a shower and just get dressed.
SARA POV
I hope she likes what I have planed I just want it to be different not the clique dinner and a movie. My brother dropped my car off the other day thankfully. I'm about to knock on the door but my nerves got to me no girl has ever made me feel this way normal I'm so confidant around them. Ok "Tegan are you ready" I call out between knocks I have to be my normal charming self. " yeah" the door flung open she was wearing one of her floral shirts button all the way up with dark blue skinny jeans that hugged her bum nicely I wish I was those jean was all I think about.
TEGAN POV
"Come on lest get going" she persist "ok how are we getting there? And where is there?" I quizzed "you'll see" we get to her car how did this get here I was sure her mother dropped her off "hey where did this come from" "Ethan" was all she said oh her brother must have dropped it of he so sweet just like her. She opens the door for me the smell of food invade my nostrils she have made dinner for us she is such an amazing cook well I mean how could she not be her whole family are chefs. She is driving up the cliff side of the mountains we must be having a picnic on the water it's a little cheesy but I don't care it's not where she normally takes girls so I must be special. When she stops it's on the sand hills she places the blanket down and pulls out the food all I could do was stare she was so beautiful she wore mostly black but it looked so sexy on her they way her black skinny jeans held her body and the large black over sized shirt with a white collar, white buttons and white cuffs made her look both sexy and cute. "Well aren't you going to sit" bring out of my daydream "oh yeah I'm ok" I know I'm stuttering I'm just nervous "I know it's not much I just wanted our first date to be different, I wanted to show how much I care" I was going to speak and tell her it's more than romantic and that I know how much she care but I could see she had more to say "the only way I knew who to show you was sharing everything about myself I know you know a lot about me but you've only scratched the surface I want to be a open book for you and only you" I started to cry I could help it I knew she had never open up to anyone at that moment I knew she loved me and I love her to more than I could ever say I know it's only our first real date but it felt like we had been in a committed relationship for years "please don't cry you'll make me cry" her voice cracked out "it's just I'm so happy at this moment and I..." I just kissed her with the all the passion I could muster it was a sweet kiss as I pulled away I gave her my gummy smile I knew she loved as we ate she told me everything how her father had been verbal abusive after her parents split but it was only ever towards her, how when she was about six throughout to the age of seven she was sexual abused and raped by her grandfather and she had never told anyone because he was so loved by her family and she couldn't break her mothers heart. She completely open up to me and I know to anyone else this wouldn't have seem sweet but I knew it was her way to show she cared to be open I just listen to every word she said I wanted to cry for her but I knew if I did she would stop because she would this it to much to take.
SARA POV
she just sat there in silence and listened to every word a said I could tell she want to cry. When we finished eating she smiled at me I love her smile it sends chills in to my body. "Your a great cook Sara" "thanks" "I'm sorry you had to grow up like that but I want to make it better" I loved that she want to 'fix me' I know I'm broken but I don't believe that you can fix someone but I think she meant it a way that she would love and care for me "I love you" did she just say that, I know I love to but it's it to early in to be throwing around the L word I just don't think I'm really to put it out there but if I don't she going to think I'm ready to commit to her "Tegan you know I love you but I'm scared that it might be moving to fast" I really did think that I thought that it might have been a bad idea to tell her my whole life "Sara I'm scared to but only because Im scared you'll decide you don't want me and you will find someone else but after all you have told me I feel special and close to someone for the first time since my mum died..." Tears are welling up in both of our eyes "but Sara I'm not so sacred any more I want you more than I've wanted any thing in my whole live" relief wash over me I know I made the right decision "Tegan will you be my girlfriend" "of course I will Sara" the drive home was quite but I had never felt more happy in my life.
TEGAN POV
That would have to have been the best date of my life and I wanted to show Sara my appreciation when unlock the door I practically jumped on straddling her waist smashing my lips into hers slowing running my hands up before she flipped us putting her self on top "Tegan stop I want your first time to be special. I want to take it slow with us I need you to know how truly important you are to me" I can't help but smile I know she cares and as much as I want her at this moment and I know she wants me to I understand that I need to let her do this for me "ok can we at least cuddle" giving her my gummy smile hope that will win her over it did she pulled me into kissed me sweetly on the back of my neck.