WOO. Hi. Yes, I am back. It's a miracle. Sorry for being gone so long. I have nothing more to say, so enjoy and please review. If anyone is actually still reading this? Idk. Anyway, like I said; I hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: no, I do not own them. I wished I owned my own Chandler though.
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A couple of weeks had passed. The four of them were all hanging out on daily basis.
They had become really good friends, but it never went a day without Chandler thinking about the day he saw Monica cry and she hadn´t just cried about a cut or something. She had cried about him. She thought that he didn´t want to date her, but he did. He really wanted to tell her that, but he couldn´t do that to Ross.
So that day, he had told her that he couldn´t date her because he was Ross` best friend. It was an crappy excuse. He knew that. She knew that, but they never talked about it again.
Joey knows that Chandler has a crush on Monica. He have known for a while, he had figured out something was wrong when Chandler was wearing his sweats all day and after a hour of talking to him, he had finally got Chandler to tell him what was wrong. And of course Joey had told Rachel, so now it was only a matter of time before Monica knew, if she didn`t already.
Ever since Rachel got to know Chandler`s little secret, all she wants to do is scream it out. She can`t keep secrets. She is an terrible secret keeper. So she tells everyone at work, just to get it out somewhere. It`s not like they care anyways, because they dont know who Chandler or Monica is. But she feels relieved. Maybe she should tell Monica? Maybe Monica is feeling the same way?
No, she can`t do that. And no, she is probably not feeling the same way. Why would she? She is too picky.
Maybe she should ask Monica if she likes anyone.
"No." "No, I definitely don`t like anyone" Monica said while organizing her towels.
"Ok, well Im of to get some chinese. Bye"
A minute passed and Monica heard the door closing. She put down the towels, not wanting to organize them anymore. She felt bad for lying to Rachel. But she couldn`t tell Rachel she liked Chandler. That would be disastrous, Rachel could tell everyone including Chandler. So Monica convinced herself that lying to Rachel was the best thing to do.
"Good night, Monica" Chandler and Joey got up from their chairs and went back to their own apartment. Rachel had already went to bed, so the apartment was filled with silence. All she could hear was the traffic outside.
Nights were always the worst. Thats when she would lay in bed for an hour or two and think about everything, especially Chandler.
It was hard enough too see him everyday, but did she have to think about him when he wasn`t around?
"Night, Joe." Chandler walked to his room and got undressed.
Ah, heaven he thought as he laid down in bed. His mattress was like the softest thing he has ever touched. It was also big. He could probably fit two penguins there.
It would be better if a woman laid there, though he thought.
He immediately thought of Monica. How great wouldn`t it be if he had Monica in his arms?
He fell asleep to the thought of Monica in his arms, but before he closed his eyes to sleep he had said to himself that he would tell Monica and he would get her. He felt confident.
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But it never happened. It`s not that he hasn`t tried, but everytime he did someone interrupted them. It was like the universe didn`t want them togheter.
"You have to tell him" Rachel kept nagging.
"Well, I wont" Monica shot back.
Rachel stared at her and went to her room.
She knew it. It was a bad idea to tell Rachel about her feelings for Chandler, but she had to do it. She couldn't lie to Rachel anymore. It was too hard.
One week passed and to Monica´s surprise Rachel hadn´t told Chandler.
That must be a new record or something she though to herself, before Chandler barged into the room.
"Wow, Chandler. What´s the problem?" Monica looked at him confused.
"I just, I. Ehm, do you have any beer?"
"Chandler, it´s 10 am."
"Oh, yeah. Yeah, I knew that. Ok, bye then." he looked at her, stopped for a second, but then continuing towards the door.
What was that all about?
"So did you tell her?" Rachel and Joey asked in unison, when Chandler walked in.
Chandler didn´t even looked up at them. He continued to his room, when he reached the door he said weakly: "No, I couldn´t do it."
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wow, im sooooo sorry for taking so long to update. It´s just that I havent really had any inspiration since school started. But i promise, Ill get better!
Please review. It will help me write more. Thanks.
But right now its 5.41 am and I really have to go to bed!
Thanks again :) And sorry if there are any mistakes. Ill read through it tomorrow and check for myself, but right now im going to get some rest.