Hi guys. Here is chapter 5. Please review.

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When Chandler´s door closed, another one opened and Monica came in.

"What´s with Chandler?" Monica still looked confused after the event that happened some minutes earlier.

Since Rachel were the only one who actually knew that they liked each other, she told Monica to go ask him herself in hope for something to happen since Chandler had chickened out the first time.

"Chandler? What just happened?" she asked in a hushed voice.
"What do you mean?" He didn´t look at her.
"You know what I mean"
"I, I. I don´t wanna talk about it."

She walked over to him and sat down next to him at his bed.

"Chandler. Please" she looked at him with puppy eyes.
"Ok, uhm." he sighed before he continued. "I really like this girl, but I kinda screwed up and I don`t know what to do." he said, still looking down. She just looked at him in awe and sighed.
"Well, I think you should go up to her and say everything you feel. That will fix it." she smiled at him. He smiled back, but looked back down again within seconds.

She smiled, but on the inside her heart was breaking. He didn´t like her, he was falling for someone else.

But before she could even think more about it, he grabbed her face and kissed her passionately. At first she was surprised, but she answered eagerly. She had been wanting this since the first time they kissed. To feel his soft lips against hers again was like magic.

He licked her bottom lip and she parted her lips. He started sucking on her neck before lifting her up and laying her carefully on his bed. He got on top of her and moved his own lips back to hers again. A soft moan slipped out of his mouth and with that she pulled away. He looked at her baffled.

"Sorry. I-I" she stammered and rolled out under him. She headed for the door and heard him call out her name, but she didn´t turn around. She kept walking, past Rachel and Joey till she was in her own apartment, her own bedroom with her face buried in her pillow.

She stayed like that for a couple of minutes before someone knocked on the door. She didn't answer at first, but when she heard his voice she knew she probably had to explain.

"Monica, please, can I come in?"

She mumbled a yes, just loud enough for him to hear.

He proceed to open the door and walk over to her bed.

"Monica" he said quietly.
No answer. He tried and this time a little louder.
"Monica"
Still no answer.
"Monica, look at me. Please." He pleaded.
When she turned around, he saw her tear stained face and he fought to hold back his own tears. He never cried, but she, she had this effect on him. He had feelings he never had before and it was just because of her.

He touched her cheek gently and tucked the hair in her face, behind her ear.

There was a long silence before Chandler spoke.

"Mon, whats wrong?" he looked her in the eyes, never looking away.

She took a deep breath before replying. "You broke my heart, Chandler. And it really hurt. I don't want that to happen again." And she was right, he had broken her heart.

He sighed. He didn't know what to say, so he just sat there for what felt like hours.

"Look, Mon. I´m" was all he could say before she interrupted him. "Chandler, I really like you, but I don't think we should date. Things will get complicated with Ross and all. Sorry" She knew it would break him, so she looked down at her hands. Avoiding his gaze.

He just sat there surprised, his mouth dry and eyes wide. He slowly got up and walked over to her door, before slowly turning his face to look at her. He was about to say something, but stopped. If he said something now, he would probably say something stupid, so he turned around again and walked towards the exterior door.

He climbed down the stairs and walked out on the streets of New York. He did not want to face Joey and Rachel now, so decided to go for a walk.

It was freezing outside and Chandler did not have his coat. He walked for another minute, before stopping outside a coffee shop. Central Perk he read.

He hung up his coat and turned around to walk over to the orange sofa he had seen when he had entered the coffee shop.
And there he sat, the guy who had introduced Chandler to Monica. The guy Chandler had used as an excuse to not date Monica. Ross.

Chandler was about to turn around and leave, but before he got the chance, Ross saw him and called out his name.

He faked a smile as he walked over to Ross. Noticing he sat with a woman, he politely said hi and sat down in a chair in front of Ross.
Ross began one of his boring dinosaur stories, so Chandler got some time to think.
Why wouldn't Monica date him? She clearly liked him, so couldn't they just forget the past and live for now? And that was it.

"Look, Ross. I gotta go. Nice to meet you, Phoebe, was it?" he said and rushed out of the coffee shop.

He stopped when he was outside Monicas apartment. He stood there for a couple of minutes, just staring at the door.
Finally he opened the door and headed straight for her bedroom, hoping she was there. He knocked on the door, before opening it gently. He peeked in, but there was no sign of Monica. He sighed. Maybe she was in the bathroom. He smiled at himself when he thought of that one time he had walked in on Monica cleaning the toilet, because she was so stressed.
He walked over to the bathroom door, hoping so fervently that she would be in there, but she wasn't.

He walked over to his own apartment, finding no reason she was going to be there, but still hoping intense that she was. She wasn't there as well. Where the heck could she be?

omfg guys im so sorry for letting you wait so long for chapter 5. Ill try to get better!
Please review. That's what gives me motivation. Sorry if there are any spelling mistakes.