EP/Trinity Dower/Guest – Sorry! But with all that anger and hesitancy, it had to come out at some point.
Thulas / Tana – I wish love could just be as simple as kissing and living happily ever after. But we all know that could never happen when it comes to Emily and Paige. They needed that tension to come out before there's any happily ever after
Guest – Hahaha, both girls will do just that. Let me know what you think about this chapter
Lilla – I never said that was the end of their conversation ;) Let me know how you think I did with that
Shadedgrey15/Mil/Guest – Thank you so much for reading!
Shamika . grandberry – I can definitely guarantee you that they will in this story
Tommy88 – Always a pleasure PMing you!
Disclaimer: I do not own Pretty Little Liars or any of its characters.
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The steady drops of rain seem to be hitting the window at the same pace her heart was beating with every type of emotion imaginable spreading throughout the brunette. She was scared, vulnerable, jealous, excited, aroused, relieved and frustrated amongst others. Emily didn't know how tonight was going to go; she didn't know how she wanted tonight to go. Sitting on the brown polyester recliner, Emily stared outside the floor to ceiling windows. The whole city always seemed to be on a standstill when it would rain. It was soothing. Something she desperately needed. Within a few seconds, a sudden sense of panic came over her. Coming over to Paige's place was a mistake.
After talking with the auburn girl back in her office, Emily knew she couldn't just leave the conversation like that. Emily knew Paige thought Emily wanted to be set free and date whoever she wanted; but that was the last thing Emily wanted. Emily wanted more than anything to be with the girl. What she was uncertain of was whether or not Paige would regret being with her given the situation with her family. After seeing how heartbroken and shattered Paige seemed when said to forget about her feelings, Emily knew right there Paige wanted her just as badly.
Obviously when Emily went to see Paige at work, she was risking the limitation of time when it came to their conversation. Wanting nothing more than to continue their discussion, Emily began doubting her actions. What am I doing? I shouldn't have looked for her key. This is an invasion of her privacy. Emily thought to herself. Shooting up from the recliner, Emily made a 180 around the chair. As she was about to make a dash for the door, it opened. Emily froze. She couldn't think. She couldn't move. The appearance of the famous black platoon half trench coat made its appearance in front of her. Glancing up, she made eye contact with the woman who was the cause of all the emotions she was feeling.
The instant the auburn girl opened the door, Paige met Emily's dazed glance. Not saying anything, Paige paused for a second before turning around to close the door behind her. Locking it, she took in a deep breath and turned back around. No lights were on. Only the lights coming in from the window was lighting up the apartment. Paige could hear Emily breathing a little harder at which she knew she was as nervous as her. Hesitantly looking toward the brunette once again, the pair made eye contact once again. Un-zippering her coat, Paige watched as Emily's eyes shifted downward as she revealed her wet gold sleeveless body wrap shirt due to the rain. A smirk came to her face when she saw Emily take a step back as she clenched her teeth.
Emily couldn't take her eyes off of Paige's toned torso which could clearly see through the transparent top. She never saw a body like Paige's, especially one up close which she could feel her body react simply through her cheeks. Paige was the type of girl that didn't need to try to be sexy; the woman oozed it. As Paige took a step forward, Emily took a step back. Trying to hide her smirk, Paige licked her lips. Back at the office, Paige swore Emily wanted to forget about her feelings for her. But watching the brunette stand silent before her made her instantly realize she was unbelievably wrong.
Noticing Emily still had her white Steve Madden princess coat on along with her black boots, Paige realized Emily was still hesitant of her decision to be here. Watching the brunette turn around to face the window, Paige began walking toward her; careful not to scare her. Listening to Emily take in a deep breath, Paige leaned against the column to her left and folded her arms around her abdomen as she watched Emily's long wavy hair sway behind her; waiting for the woman to calm herself.
"You're Jewish. I'm Christian. More importantly…I'm Spanish." Emily managed to stutter out as she had her back faced toward Paige. "You have a family who cares about everything you do and everyone you're with. I'm not Angela". She turned around just as tear fell from her brown almond shaped eyes. Paige's lips parted at the sight of how much Emily was hurting inside.
"We're complete opposites" Emily continued. "Everything about me is the opposite of who you've been with and vice versa. But…" Emily paused taking another step backwards toward the window. "I'm scared. I'm scared you're going to regret being with me. I'm scared you might run away at how right this might be. But I don't want to forget about your feelings for me".
Looking up hesitantly, Emily finally made eye contact with Paige. "I…I want you to touch to touch me" she stuttered out. "I need you to touch me" she begged.
Paige stood up straight, dazed at what she just heard come out of Emily's lips. It was all she ever wanted to hear. Paige was scared as much as Emily was and mentally berated herself for not making it more known to the brunette. The last thing she wanted to do was hurt Emily. Not knowing what to do, Paige just stood there; frozen. She watched as Emily looked at her with the same frightened look she's given her since she could remember.
Looking to the floor, Emily realized at how pathetic she sounded. This was Paige McCullers. This girl had women tripping over themselves left and right just to be with her and here she was begging the woman to touch her. "I should go" Emily whispered putting her hands in her pockets to hide how nervous she was. Scratching the back of her head, the brunette finally had it in her to move towards the door. This was a mistake. How can I be so stupid?
Making her way passed Paige; Emily could feel the woman gently grab her arm. Turning to look at her, Paige was still seemingly mesmerized as she continued focusing at the spot by the window the brunette was standing in a few moments ago.
Turning to finally look into Emily large almond eyes, Paige knew in that moment she was feeling everything Emily was. Taking in a deep breath, it was Paige's turn; but she never good with words. Positioning herself to stand in front of the brunette, Paige reached for Emily's scarf without breaking eye contract from the beauty before her. Clenching her jaw at the sudden rush of nervousness that hit her, Paige watched as Emily looked down to see her gently sliding it off her collar with her right hand as her left hand rested on the brunette's hip; guiding her to walk back towards the window.
Within seconds Emily could feel the grids of the cold window behind her. Instinctively, Emily found her hands reaching up to Paige's forearm as she glanced back up to find herself getting lost in the woman's deep brown eyes. The touch Emily had displayed made the auburn girl feel more alive than with any other touch she's ever felt.
Carefully swallowing, Paige gently moved a few strands of hair away from Emily's eyes as she tucked it gently behind the brunette's ear. Reaching for both of Emily's hands, Paige placed them on the window grids that were waist high for the brunette right behind her.
"Keep your hands here" Paige whispered in Emily's right ear as she let go of the woman's hands. The heat of Paige's breath on her ear managed to send shivers throughout Emily's body as it made her stomach flip. The smell of the brunette's lavender hair on the other hand instantly made Paige more aroused then she knew.
Making eye contact with Emily once more, Paige brought the scarf up to Emily's eyes; blindfolding her. Emily tried her best not to show how restless Paige was making her feel just by the small touches she was giving her.
Finally tying the scarf behind Emily's head, Paige took in the view that was right before her. She waited almost a decade just to kiss her, to touch her. And now she had the woman of her dreams standing in her apartment, away from all worries she's had. Emily could hear Paige's breathing get harder as Paige could feel the brunette's breathing intensify not knowing what she had planned.
Moving her hands to the belt that was holding her coat closed, Emily's left hand darted on top of the auburn girl's just as she was about to loosen it. Paige couldn't help but smile as she realized how nervous she was making Emily feel. Gently taking Emily's hand once again, Paige shifted it back to the window grid behind them. Paige whispered once again "keep…your hands...here".
Trying once again, Paige moved straight for Emily's coat buckle; successfully loosening it this time around. Slowly beginning to unbutton the 6 buttons on her coat, Paige's eyes drifted towards Emily's lips as she watched them part every time she unbuttoned another button. The further down Paige got, the heavier Emily's breathing became. Finally finishing, Paige slowly began peeling off the woman's jacket; exposing Emily's nude tank top which was revealing a bit skin off her slim waist. Arching an eyebrow at the new exposure, Paige dropped the jacket behind Emily.
Positioning her hands on Emily's waist, Paige began slowly grazing her fingers down Emily's black jeggings. Lightly touching her with her finger tips, Paige took one leg at a time. Emily's breathing at this point became ragged. Moving toward Emily's right boot, Paige un-zippered it slowly; watching as the muscles in Emily neck strain to keep calm. Lifting Emily's leg a bit, Paige managed to successfully take it off without allowing the brunette to fall. Shifting to the left boot, Emily felt Paige perform the same act; with the same amount of attention.
Using the same light touch she moved downward with, Paige slowly moved back up with on the opposite leg. Paige could see and feel the effect of what a mere touch was doing to the brunette; from the hair on her arms instantly standing up or goose bumps that suddenly arise. Only if Emily was able to see Paige, she would know the auburn girl was feeling the same.
The sexual tension was more either has felt; they didn't know how long they would be able to withstand not being able to act upon it. Before Emily knew it, Paige's hands laid right on her waist; feeling her waist fit perfectly within the grip of the auburn girl's hands. With only her middle fingers touching Emily's exposed skin, Paige realized how aroused she was making Emily by the sudden scent of the girl's arousal.
Shifting her right hand up Emily's left side, Paige lightly touched the brunette's stomach before shifting up to the side of her chest, toward her neck, through her hair and finally untied the scarf that was covering the almond brown eyes that always had an instant effect on her heart. Dropping the scarf to the ground, Emily's eyes immediately met Paige's. Moving her hand to the left side of her cheek, Paige's thumb began tracing the woman's chin as it firmly held the brunette's gaze. Feeling Emily's hands instantly hold onto her waist, Paige licked her lips at the touch. Closing her eyes gently, Emily reveled in the feel of warmth and security Paige's touch was making her feel.
"I'm just as scared as you" Paige finally said. Emily opened her eyes just in time to see Paige's hands pull away from her. Emily knew Paige wasn't just going to walk away, but she found her hands maneuvering toward the girl's belt loops on her pants; pulling her back close to her. Placing her left hand on the window grid above Emily's head, Paige leaned on it before continuing.
"I've wanted to kiss you for 3,047 days. When I finally did, you didn't talk to me for a week". Emily shifted her head down making Paige gently pushed her chin back up to gaze into her eyes. Brushing a few strands away from Emily's face, Paige gently traced her eyebrow with her thumb. "I don't blame your hesitancy. And I don't want you to be Angela. I don't want you to be anyone else but you." Taking in a deep breath, she grabbed her waist bring it closer to her own and securely wrapped her arm around her. "I want you. I want all of you. That's all I've ever wanted."
Without another word, Paige's mouth devoured hers. Paige's tongue softly and skillfully licked Emily's bottom lip asking for an invite in. Emily's lips parted without a second thought. With her right hand shifting up Paige's abs then toward her chest, Emily finally draped it around Paige's neck to deepen the kiss as her right hand remained on around Paige's waist. Emily could feel every muscle under her palms before moving it upwards to Paige's neck. Hearing a soft groan leave Paige's lips, Emily knew what a mere touch from her could do.
Paige found her hands shifting to Emily's perfectly round ass and lifted her up so she was resting on her waist as her back was leaning against the window. Emily's arms remained perfectly around Paige's neck to help her keep her balance. Beginning to move her kisses to Emily's neck, Paige began placing them down her chest realizing Emily was wearing her old necklace. Parting her lips in shudder, Paige looked up directly into Emily's eyes. It was Emily's turn to give Paige a small smirk. Without another word, Emily pulled Paige in for another kiss.
As their kisses heated up, Emily began getting more and more dominating. Placing Emily down, Paige felt the brunette pushing her back a little, realizing Emily was leading her over to recliner as she forced Paige to sit down. Placing herself above Paige, Emily's knees dug into the recliner cushion, pinning Paige right between them. Emily instantly felt how much Paige was enjoying it. Continuing with the heated kisses, she began rocking her body slowly back and forth rubbing her center mainly against Paige's right thigh.
Paige's hands began roaming around Emily's back and slowly under her nude tank taking in the warmth the brunette managed to elude from her pores. A sudden shiver shot up Emily's spine making her whole body shift closer to Paige. With her face perfectly situated in the middle of Emily's warm round breasts, Paige began placing kisses in the middle. Emily's hands promptly went up and into Paige's hair to hold her in place so she wouldn't stop because of her sudden shiver. Paige's hands continued to slowly move up Emily's back and toward her bra strap giving it a quick flick.
A smile left Emily's lips as she was kissing Paige's neck. With another quick flick, the bra became undone. Still kissing, Emily took off her bra throwing it on the floor. Pushing off Paige, she kept her eye contact and reached for the bottom of the auburn girl's shirt. Pulling it a bit, Paige sat forward as Emily pulled her gold wet blouse off.
As Emily's eyes shifted downward a heavy sigh came out of her. Her hands began roaming the auburn's chest once again as she went in for another kiss on the neck. Paige's eyes began closing enjoying the warmth of the kiss and the touch of Emily's tongue on her skin. Moving her hands to the bottom of the brunette's tank top, Emily pushed off once again giving Paige just enough room for her lift her to lift the tank over her head without breaking eye contact from one another.
Emily didn't feel embarrassed of her body. There was no need to feel embarrassed. She moved in for another kiss darting her tongue out to meet Paige's. Reveling in the taste of Emily, Paige lips moved skillfully from Emily's lips, to her neck, to her chest, then finally to her breast. Taking in her right nipple first, Emily couldn't hold back the moan coming out of her mouth. Pulling Paige's head in closer, Emily nestled her chin in the girl's hair.
Paige's tongue tasted how sweet and salty the woman was. She began moving her tongue in a circular motion and gently around the brunette's nipple before giving it a quick nibble. Moving to the left, she did the same performance. Breaking away, she looked up to Emily. Giving each other a glance, Emily whispered "Let's go upstairs. Maybe I can make you moan the way dream Emily took care of you".
She did hear me. Paige was in a complete trance. All she was able to do was follow the brunette. As Emily led the way up the stairs, Paige stood behind her as close as possible, fear that this may all be a dream. Walking into her bedroom, Paige braced against the wall as Emily seductively made her way towards her bed. Emily Fields was in her room; in her bed, just for her. Finally walking over to the brunette, Emily couldn't help but stare at how amazing Paige looked. Slipping under the covers, Paige followed as she scooted directly over Emily; she felt every curve of the woman's body.
Leaning in for another kiss, Paige slowly sucked on Emily's bottom lip before making her way down the brunette's neck and chest. Without stopping any of her kisses, Paige gently slipped off Emily's leggings as she took in the fact that Emily now just had her yellow laced panties on. Paige continued her kisses as she placed her hands on the woman's inner thigh slowly moving it to cup the brunette's center; allowing Emily to send out a loud moan. Emily was so wet it was seeping through her panties. Paige could even hear it every time the brunette moved her legs. Not wanting to move too quickly, Paige moved her hands back up to her waist placing kisses around her torso making Emily shiver once again.
Moving back up to her mouth, Emily flipped her over making sure she was on top. She could easily feel Paige's arousal as she began pulling off her pants; exposing the girl's red panties. Emily began whispering to the auburn girl as she gently traced the tips of fingers across Paige's waist. "The day of your parent's anniversary, when you were outside by the water. I watched you with Angela. All I could hear was the sound of blood thundering in my ears as I watched her fingers trace down your abdominal, caressing your thigh, as she slowly unbuttoned your pants" Emily began as she found herself recreating the same enactment. Paige's gut tightened as her eyes never left Emily's, but could feel her hands mirrored her memories. "I made a promise to myself that night. I promised, one day I would do everything to you that she did. Every kiss…every touch…every taste. But I want to make sure I do it damn well better."
Paige shut her eyes in frustration; she soon heard her whisper, "Lift up". Doing as she was instructed, Paige lifted her hips so Emily could pull down her panties. Opening her eyes slowly, Paige groaned as she saw what Emily was going for; grabbing her hand to prevent her fingers from going any further she watched as Emily said, "Let me". Clenching her jaw, Paige placed her hands back behind her as she took in a deep breath.
A small smirk crawled onto Emily's lips as she watched the frustration in Paige's eyes. Getting up from her current position, Emily could feel Paige's gaze dig into her back as she made her way across the room. Slowly pulling out two scarves from Paige's closet, Emily turned around and held Paige's gaze and she walked closer to her. Biting her bottom lip, Emily made her way around Paige as she tied her hands to the back of the bed rest. "It's only fair. You blindfolded me; in return I'm tying you up. But I want you to see everything I do to you" Emily whispered in the auburn girl's right ear. As Emily knelt in front of her, dragging her fingers down the inside of Paige's mid-thigh having pleasure in jerk of the woman's stomach.
Maintaining eye contact, Emily pushed aside the thin shield of cotton from the girl's panties which were useless at this point as she placed a gentle kiss before inserting her fingers into Paige's wet folds without making them go in. Emily wasn't surprised out how insanely wet the auburn girl was for her. Slowly at first, Emily teased the girl a bit before she began pumping her fingers in and out as she watched Paige's head fly back in ecstasy. As her trusts increased in rhythm, she began noticing Paige's torso below her moving in the accordance; feeling Paige's legs wrap around her. Wanting to taste her, Emily kept her fingers where they were but began placing small wet kisses up Paige's left leg; leaving small hickey marks as she got to her inner thigh. As she began nuzzling in a little deeper, Emily made her way to the woman's arousal.
Finally replacing her fingers with her lips, Paige wasn't able to move her hands but managed to whimper out "shit" as she felt Emily's tongue make its way inside finally feeling the taboo she been longing for. Emily knew the right motions to make, the right thrusts; the right sucking points to drive Paige close to the point of climax. Looking up to see the pleasure in Paige's eyes, Emily held onto the girl's gaze as her thrusts became deeper and harder. Within seconds, Emily felt Paige's entire body lurch with a burst of pleasure as she finally came undone.
Sliding herself off of Paige, Emily needed a few minutes to catch her breath as she closed her eyes reveling in the taste of Paige still inside her mouth. Moving upward to finally untie Paige, Emily was still catching her breath as she felt the woman immediately move toward her. Feeling Paige maneuver on top of her, she heard the woman huskily say, "Tired?"
Softly giggling, Emily tilted Paige's head up to look at her eyes. "You gave me a bit of a work out there. I have to catch my breath a bit"
"How about you just sit back and let me take care of it from here" Paige seductively said as she placed a heated kiss upon Emily's lips. Looking down and the glowing brunette, Paige took a second to admire the beauty before softly kissing her yet again. Looking back into those big brown eyes she managed to fall for, Paige whispered "You are so insanely gorgeous Emily Fields". Lightly tracing the brunette's lips with her fingers, Paige admired the woman's swollen lips before gently kissing her once more. The gentle kiss soon turned into another heated make out session before Paige began tracing her fingers down Emily's side making the woman's body arch upward at the feather like touch. Smiling to herself, Paige took advantage as the new position as she began placing kisses down Emily's neck and down to her chest. Taking Emily's right breast with her lips, Paige gave it a little flick with her tongue before beginning to suck on her nipple taking pleasure in the moans emerging from Emily.
Paige still couldn't believe Emily is with her. Lifting her eyes, she managed to catch Emily's gaze and held on it. As she shifted to Emily's left breast, she didn't dare break the heated glance coming from the woman. Once she was done, Paige made her way down Emily's torso and watched the woman arch in pleasure. Emily still held Paige's gaze. Anticipating where Paige was going, Emily spread her legs even further apart to give the girl access. Paige couldn't help but smile at Emily eagerness. Raising her eyebrow, Paige watched as Emily rolled her eyes. "Do you want me to pay special attention to any place in particular?" Paige asked with sarcasm.
"I want you to fuck me" Emily clearly stated.
The surprises from this woman kept Paige on her toes. Swallowing a bit, Paige just answered, "As you wish".