Lost in my Heart

Jojo's chapter, hopefully mine will be next (I hope!)

Enjoy...

Tasha's P.O.V.

I stand upright as Clint bursts into the room, head turning wildly as he searches for me. When he sees me, unharmed, his face relaxes, and I can't help but laugh at the look of relief on his face.

"Tasha?"

I can hear the uncertainty in his voice as he tries to determine if I'm real or not.

"Yes."

His response is to come over and envelope me in his arms. For a moment, I almost forget that he betrayed me; that he left me to die... But then it all comes crashing back to me, and I remember the two months I spent hoping for him to come and free me. I tense, and pull away from his embrace.

"Tasha..."

I turn my head away from his face.

"Tasha, what happened?"

I look him in the eye, and see the concern in his eyes. I have to remind myself that it all fake; a lie.

"Tasha! Talk to me, please!" He begs, and I turn away from him, realising too late that my tattoo will be completely exposed to him.

It is very large, covering almost all of my upper back. A large blue circle; edged in black, and a large red H in the centre. Underneath that are the letters HYDRA; spelt out in thick, blood red letters centred on my back.

I hear Clint gasp as he takes in the depth to which I have "betrayed" him.

"Tasha, what the fuck is wrong with you? Why would you do th...?"

He is angry, I can hear that in his tone as he yells at me, but he trails off as I turn around, anger blazing in my eyes, and fear crosses his face.

"You." I hiss.

I can see the reaction – shock maybe- cross over his face, an expression that always made me so angry when he can't understand me or what I'm trying to say.

"You are the reason I am doing this."

I pause, just to see the confusion cross over his face once more, then I continue.

"Know that you will never be safe. Always look over your shoulder, just to see if I'm there. And know that one day I will kill you."

With that, I turn and leave, but as I do so, I hear the click of Clint's phone, making a documentation of the tattoo on my back.

Steve's P.O.V.

We find him exactly where Stark said he was, in a plain room, all alone. And the look on his face was of pure horror.

"What is it?" I ask, truly concerned.

"She's not dead..." Clint manages to choke out.

We all freeze; that is most definitely not what we were expecting.

"So where is she?" Stark asks, bold as ever.

Clint shakes his head, unable to formulate words. Instead, he beckons us over to look at his phone screen.

"Oh no..." I breathe.

It is a photo of a HYDRA initiation tattoo, and above it, clearly visible, is the back of Tasha's head.

Dun, Dun Dun! Next chapter will be a little bit of Clintasha (plus some action ;))+(I made a promise to Jojo)

PLXS R&R

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