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152 Dannys POV
I didn't understand Toms outburst at all, I didn't understand where he got the lying idea from. I hadn't ever lied to him once, not even once had I lied to him, about anything. "Tom, open up please. We need to talk right now." I sighed, banging on the bathroom door. I had been here for over an hour now, just shouting for Tom to come out and talk to me about this, I was starting to lose my voice. "I never lied to you Tom! Never! I didn't mean to let slip about the cutting! I wasn't going to tell people! Just open up the door please! We can talk about this! Please Tom!" I was crying with desperation, god knows what Tom was capable of doing right now, I didn't want to be faced with his blood all over himself and the floor. The image from last night was enough to give me nightmares for the rest of my life.
Tom didn't make a sound from inside the room, apart from soft sobs and whimpers, I wouldn't be surprised if by the end of this he would be able to drown in his tears. "Tom please. Come on, let me in. We can sort this out together, you've got it all wrong." I banged on the door again, my palm had gone numb from hitting the door so many times. "go away! Just go away!" Tom shouted, he was scrambling on the floor for something, or maybe further from the door.
"no, Tom we need to talk. You've got it all wrong, I haven't ever lied to you, not once. I don't know where you got that idea from but I haven't lied to you. It was an accident when I told Harry, it was just a slip up! I never, ever meant for you to feel like this, I'm sorry. It was a pure accident, you know I'm not the smartest person in the world, I blurt things out all the time, I didn't mean to blurt that out!" I apologised, putting my head against the door. "stop lying to me! Go away! Leave me alone! Don't talk to me anyway, okay? Just stop it!" Tom shouted right back, he was panicking and crying, I could hear it clearly. It broke my heart into pieces.
"Tom I am not lying to you! And I will not go away until you come out and talk to me! I have made the mistake of walking away before, and I'm not leaving you until you are okay again! Just come out and talk to me." I argued, I hated Toms stubborn side so much right now, we could talk about this, we could make up. If he just came out we could talk about this. "no! I will not be lied to anymore okay? Just shut up and go away! Don't talk to me anymore, tell everyone to stop talking to me unless its about the band. I don't want to talk to anyone unless its about the band!" Toms voice was shaking so much, it was awful to hear.
"what? Tom no, don't do this. Come out of there and talk to me. We can sort through this." I was crying uselessly, and to be honest, it was all I could do apart from beg for forgiveness. "will you just shut up! Shut up! Stop lying to me! Don't talk to me! Only talk to me if its about the band! I don't care about anything else!" Tom hit the floor, and I winced when I heard his thump.
153 Harrys POV
Eventually, Danny had to give up, after spending a whole day sitting outside Toms bathroom. All he had achieved in that day was getting Tom in hysterical tears and making him shout that the only thing he wanted people to talk to him about was the band. "Danny, come on, try again tomorrow. He'll come out if we leave." I sighed, pulling Danny away from the door, being met with resistance. "no! Let me stay! I want to stay! Tom needs me!" Danny cried, fighting against my arms. "Danny, leave him some time, okay? We've messed up his head, and we need to just give him a minute to breathe. We know about his cutting, thats got to mess him up a little. Just let him get used to this, okay?" I managed to drag him away and downstairs, all the time kicking and screaming, crying his poor eyes out in pain.
"come on Dan, lets just go home, you need to sleep." I somehow managed to pull him down the road too, hearing the bathroom door open upstairs before I closed the front door. Dougie locked it for me and ran to open the door to Dannys house, helping me drag him inside, having to try and calm him down. "Danny stop screaming! You need to calm down!" I shouted at him, somehow managing to restrain him a little. "no! Let me go! I need to go back now!" Danny cried out again, writhing about in my arms, tears falling down his face. "it'll be fine Danny, trust me. Now calm down, Tom will be fine." I struggled with him until I ended up pinning him to the floor.
"no he won't! He'll cut, he'll cut so bad he'll die! He can't die! I can't just lay back and watch him die!" Danny argued, panicking so much he almost couldn't breathe. "oh sh*t! We can't do that! Harry we have to go back!" now Dougie was panicking, and Danny stopped struggling as much. He knew that for me, when Dougie was panicking about something, he usually got the option that meant he was happier and not panicking. "exactly! We have to go back! Harry we have to back!" Danny pleaded, trying to sit up as my grip loosened a little on him. "right heres whats happening. I'm going to go check on him, you two are going to stay here. You two are not going to panic and freak out and everything will be fine, okay?" I sighed, hating taking charge like this. Tom was the one who took charge in bad situations, not me. I was awful at maintaining control over the youngest of the four of us.
"but I need to go round! Tom needs me!" Danny argued, still struggling against me. "Danny, Tom hasn't really talked to you for 24 hours, he thinks you've lied to him. Maybe its better you sit this one out, okay? Let me calm him down, then we can all talk to him about this." I sighed, coming up with a plan to make sure Danny stayed put for now. "I can still talk to him! Please, I'm his boyfriend, let me see him!" Danny cried, his eyes turning red raw from all the burning tears.