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Chapter 5: Hidden emotions

Seras felt warm, very warm! Although she felt comfortable she opened her eyes to see the demons usual devilish smile. "EEP!" Thats all she said as he got up and got his cloths on. "Well its time to get to work." He walked out of the room without even looking at her with a bored expression. What!? No cuddling, no hello! Nothing, thats all! Was she just a toy for him to use. She blushed and frowned at the thought of last night.

She sighed as she used her powers to make cloths go around her. Deciding to talk to Sebastian about the troops would be the best thing to do right now. "Sebastian." "Yes malady?" "How are the troops." "Some had to be... disposed of." "What do you mean disposed of?!" Yes he remembered what happened at the training field.

Flashback:

He released the humans from their hallucinations and they all were shaken badly. Only 3 had no thoughts and kept mumbling thing to themselves like," Such a pretty gun...pretty...pretty." Sebastian knew there was no saving them so he took the three men out into the woods and killed them. No use for insane humans in the Hellsing Organization.

Flashback end

"Its simple, I killed them after they went insane from the training, no use for insane humans in the Hellsing Organization." Seras couldn't believe he did such training to make practically humans insane in just 2 hours! I was wrong about this demon I shouldn't have been with him. "Thank you for the report." "Anytime malady." She got off the bed and headed out the door with a frown on her face.

As she was walking to the study and her thoughts in chaos. She had on black gloves that were just below her shoulder, she had a black corset on and in the middle of her stomach was a cross. She had on a black leather skirt that hugged her hips. It looked like her old uniform skirt in length. She still had on the same leather boots that went to her knees. She grew her hair to where in went to her lower back.

Making sure to keep her thoughts guarded, I was so stupid! Did I really think he was the one for me?! I don't love him, I can't love that demon! There will only be pain and pleasure if I am to be with that demon. There will be no love. Tears threatened to go down her face but she kept them back. I seem to fall in love with men that will never love me.

Securing her mask and putting a smile on her face, Just like the old days Seras, keep your mask on and don't let people think your sad. Sitting down, she looked in the files to see if there were any missions. She found one that apparently 3 freaks were making many ghouls in a certain area.

"Sebastian." "Yes malady?" "There is a mission for you and some men." "What is it?" "There are 3 freaks at a art museum. I want you to take care of it make sure none of the paintings get blood on them." "Yes my master." "Also is it really necessary to take the men with me?" "Yes they can take care of the ghouls while you take on the freaks." "Malady did you enjoy last nig..." "Get to work Sebastian and make sure that no humans see the ghouls or the freaks." "Yes malady."

Blocking any further communication with him she sighed. I'm starting to sound like sir Integra. I wonder if I can talk to her about this. No I can figure this out myself, theres no need to trouble her. Looking out the window she saw the men and Sebastian heading toward the art museum. Standing up she decided to listen to music. That seemed to cheer her up a lot in the past. Walking down the corridor, unaware of the red eyes watching her. Reaching her room she opened the door to find another surprise. "Hello my little police girl."

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Sebastian walked to meet the troops to tell them of their mission. I wonder why Seras is being distant from me. Is it because I came onto her too soon? I don't know but something is definitely wrong. He decided when he came back from the mission her would confront her about the subject.

Reaching his destination he spoke," We have a mission, in an art museum there are ghouls and 3 freaks, I will take care of the freaks while you all take care of the ghouls. Lets go." There were screams of happiness because when there was a mission there wasn't any training sessions. They walked to the Hellsing field, Sebastian felt something was wrong as he felt a dark power go past him. He looked at the window to see Seras move away from it and he shrugged it off.

Reaching the art museum Sebastian gave the soldiers a warning," Don't get blood on the paintings or you will go through tougher training." All the soldiers had fear reeking off them, Will they ever learn to not show their fear? Running in and dodging all the ghouls he made his way to where the freaks were.

The brown headed male spoke first as they saw Sebastian," This will be your death bed butler!" Lunging at Sebastian, but only met with ashes and blood as he saw his own arm be torn off. "I have no desire to play with you right now." He moved toward the females who watched the whole thing, seeing they were both blond and they had the same face meant they were twins. "Don't worry your deaths will be painless." Suddenly he saw that they looked relieved and they smiled at him! Taking out his knifes he threw them into their heads right after they both said," Thank you."

Something told Sebastian that they were used for the other freaks pleasure since they didn't smell like virgins, by the way they acted when they were about to die. Turning to the ticked off freak that was cursing quite foully. Taking another knife out of his pocket Sebastian had a devilish smile on his face and feather going around the room with his eyes ablaze," My, you need to take care of that language... or better yet let me do it for you."

Sebastian uppercut him in the stomach and grabbed his tongue," Don't worry this with hurt quite a lot." Beginning to cut the tongue slowly so that the vampire could suffer more from it. The freak was moving around too much so Sebastian just cut off the tongue right then." There we go no more foul language for you."

Gagging the freak couldn't speak and his eyes showed his horror to the demon. The demon frowned," Why does everything show their fear to me when we are simply in a life or death match... then again not everyone is afraid of me." Smiling at the thought of fighting Seras again made his day a little better.

Deciding he didn't have enough fun and the soldiers were still busy he decided to torture the freak some more. Grabbing the freaks arm and turning him around so that Sebastian's foot was on his back he pulled his remaining arm with more pulling and pressure little at a time so when the arm would finally rip of it would cause great pain.

He could here the freak gagging again trying to say," Have mercy! Please it hurts, oh god just kill me please!" "Oh but wheres the fun in that for just simply killing you?" The freak was crying tears of pain and he knew tonight he was going to die. The freaks arm was at its limit and finally tore off, this earned an agonizing scream from the freak.

"Hahaha, pathetic how can you even exist!? There are humans tougher than you and you are a fake vampire how can you not put up a little bit of fight!? There was no answer from the freak only tears of pain with blood and ash. Frowning Sebastian said," Fine, you will die now rest in hell." Putting his foot on the freaks head and ever so slowly pushed down. Screams of agony could be heard in the whole entire art museum, until the freaks head finally exploded. Looking around him he saw the mess he made and shook his head. "My I really need to work on not being messy when it comes to fights." Starting to clean all the blood and ash away until it looked good as new, that itself only took Sebastian a minute to do.

Walking out the door where all the soldiers were still fighting a few ghouls but had killed almost all of them he decided to leave and go back to the mansion before the soldiers did. Feeling the presence he had when he went to the mansion again he knew it wasn't his imagination so it was either Seras, or something else... maybe another demon, vampire, or another type of creature? Deciding he need to tell Seras this he tried to contact her in his mind but found she had blocked him from talking to her in her mind. Worried he broke into a run to see what was the presence he had felt and what was going on. Half way there he stopped as he saw a presence he knew all too well." You!" "Hello there Sebastian its been awhile, hows your new master... Seras I think. By what I can tell shes a delicious soul... more so then Ciel. I might have to take this one." "Claude you will not get her, her soul is mine."

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"M-master?!" Getting up he moved toward his fledgling, he could practically feel the power coming off her. Her soul had grown stronger since he was gone, he did notice her outfit too and he approved of her new style much. "Hello Seras." he practically purred. Seras's mouth was open in shock until she closed it and said," Where were you all this time?!" "I was in Romania ruling my castle." He what?! He didn't visit us this whole time and Integras dead! He couldn't at least visit her once! I mean for Christ sakes she loved master! "Seras you've improved your mind barriers well, I can't actually go in without you knowing anymore." He was disappointed that he couldn't go into her mind like the old days. Blushing," T-thank you master!" He smirked, she still calls me that when she can actually call me Alucard, and Vlad... then again she is the only one allowed to.

"Seras, you can call me Alucard... you realize this don't you?" "Yes mas.. Alucard!" "Better." With blinding speed he hugged her! Seras was utterly shocked now, her master was hugging her?! "A-Alucard what are you doing?!" " I'm sorry I wasn't able to come get you before, but if Integra saw me she would make sure the binds would stay." "Why.. why would come back for me and not sir Integra?" He looked at her confused as he said," Why would I?" Blushing harder she mumbled," Don't you... love her?" "No, why would I love her Seras?" There was a serious tone in his voice that she thought that her master didn't even own.

Looking into his eyes she said," W-well, you guys were always close and Integra had feelings for you and so thats why I thought.." "No, I don't feel the same way for her at all." Seras had a questioning look on her face as she said," Why did you come back for me?" Smirking,"Because you are my ma-" Before he could finish his sentence Sebastian had stabbed his head from behind. Seras eyes grew huge, then they turned to rage as she spoke calmly but angrily," Sebastian... why did you do that!?" "He is a threat why wouldn't I when he would be sure to kill you easily."

Alucard reformed and the same angry tone as Seras's said,"Just who in the hell are you?!" Turning around Sebastian replied by drawing 10 knives all between his fingers until Seras gave the command," Sebastian stop he is not a threat he is my master." Shock took Sebastian's face as he found this information out, he knew this vampire well... he was Vlad III the impaler, and the evilest creature alive most said.

Putting his knives back in place he bowed before Alucard as he said," My apologies, I was only trying to protect my master your fledgling." "Master? Seras who is this and why is he your servant?!" Anger was in his voice, she could tell he knew what this creature was and when someone was their master they had made a soul deal with them. "I made a deal Alucard... when Integra died... if you were there I might have reconsidered." Walking out of the room she felt the pain again of being with the demon and Integra's death.

Alucard was really pissed off," You will not take her soul demon!" Smiling devilishly as Sebastian replied," Oh I have taken more than a little taste of her soul you know." The demon left to go after his master and laughed as he felt the power of the vampire rising as his anger grew.

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Seras was in the study thinking of how her life was now, great Alucard is back and the demon seems to have tried to kill him... I hate this day. A knock at the door made her get out of her thoughts as she said," Come in." The demon she had just been thinking about came into the room. "Hello master, I have some information I need to tell you." "Continue." "Another demon is after your soul." "What do you mean Sebastian?" "His name is Claude, he has smelt your soul and wants it for himself... no doubt he will try to also make a deal with you." "Is that possible to have two deals Sebastian?!" "Oh yes but they have to share the soul equally if you do make the deal with him and I recommend you don't because your master is already mad enough as it is."

"Why?" Seras was so confused, why was master angry? Why was another demon after her? Why did she feel love to these creatures? It was starting to give her a headache so she stopped thinking about it. " You will have to ask him for the answer. Now for the other business." He used his speed to trap her to her chair and the wall. " Why have you been avoiding me after what happened yesterday was so splendid?" Blushing at the thought of yesterday she replied," Its none of your business demon!" Leaning in to where their lips almost touched he replied," I have every right to know after all we... we are to be together for all eternity."

"No we aren't your not my mate, get off me!" He stood his ground as he said," What is making you have second thoughts about me? Is it your master Alucard, is that the reason you won't have me?" She didn't reply and thought about it, I've always loved master and I have started to have feelings for this demon. Who will I chose? Wait! Alucard doesn't want me, and what was he trying to say before? A growl answered her thought as Sebastian said," Looks like I'll have to convince you who you love won't I?"

Before she could reply her lips were connected to his and he leaned forward more. "S-Sebastian stop!" "No." His mark was burning but he didn't care, the pain he felt was nothing to his determination to show Seras who she really loved. Right as Seras was about to loose herself in the kiss Alucard threw Sebastian off of her and made Sebastian hit the wall.

"How dare you touch what is mine!" Sebastian was now furious also as he got out of the ruble," She doesn't belong to anyone but me you got that." In response Alucard growled at him and extended his claws. "We'll just have to fight for her won't we demon!" "Agreed."

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Aw looks like you guys have to wait for next chapter don't you :3!

Alucard: You better write it quick... I've been waiting for this!

Sebastian: So have I!

Seras: Why am I the prize!