Sorry I was gone! It was the holidays...
NOW I HAVE TONNES OF TESTS!
MIKONO'S POV
I was in Zessica's Room in the hospital. Everyone else were taking a Physic test at school. I bet you're wondering, 'Why would Mikono of all people skip a test?'. No need to worry! I took mine the day before!I'm glad too! The stress is gone and I get to spend some time alone with Zessica!
Gosh! I can't believe that last week Kagura broke into her room! The cheek of it!
I looked over at the lone flower that laid next to Zessica's dying body. You can't see it much, but it was visible that the flower was slowly dying.
Would it be wrong, If I said, that I didn't want the flower to die?
Please don't get me wrong, but... I just don't want Zessica to die! I know that Mykie said that it was most likely that she wouldn't survive... But... Zessica was like sister and mother I never had!
I must admit, we have had our differences, but I truly felt like she was the only girl I could turn to...And I caused her so much pain, I knew that she loved Amata, but I still went ahead, not caring!
At the time, I couldn't decide between Amata and Kagura, I thought I was such a slut! Zessica was the one that comforted me...
What have I done?
I started to tear up, I can't believe that I am crying, even though I promised her!
FLASHHBACKK!~
It has been a day since I have returned to VEGA. I was crying in in my dorm bed, ShuShu was asleep on the balcony. The sun was setting down in the horizon...
I knew I was pathetic, wallowing in my own self-pity, unable to choose between two men, I was such a slut! I felt like I was using them both!
I heard a creak at the door, just to see Zessica.
Zessica was one of the last people I wanted to see. She loved Amata like I did. I caused her so much pain by making Amata fall for me...
I felt someone hug me as I screwed my eyes shut.
"Mikono... It's alright to cry, Just let it all out, It will be alright..."
My tears increased, if that was even possible, as I hugged her back.
I was so selfish, using her kindness... Why do you have to be so nice, Zessica?!
"I-I'm... SO S-SOR-R-RY!" I heard my cracked voice whisper, It was so quiet, but I knew that she heard it...
"Shh...", He affectionately stroked my messy hair, I snuggled deeper into her chest, wetting her yellow blouse. She was so warm, It was the first time I felt like I finally found a missing piece of my family, a sister, or even a mother. My family never truly cared for me except the random acts of Cayenne, but I finally felt a strange warm fill my heart. Was this what It felt like?
I cried for what seemed like hours, until I ran out of tears. I can't believe I cried over something as pathetic as that?
"Mikono, tell me everything."
I let it spill out like my tears, Every single drop of it, until I was empty, and there was nothing left...
I looked up to look at Zessica, she had her eyes peacefully closed closed, a lone tear fell from her eyes. "You poor thing...", Why are you so kind, why?
Slowly, I fell onto her lap, unable to hold any power to stand, and stroked my hair. She was so warm, It was like laying in a meadow on a warm day, not a single cloud in sight.
"Twinkle twinkle, little star...
How I wonder what you are,
Up above the sky so high,
Like a diamond in the sky...
Twinkle, Twinkle, little star,
How I wander what you are..."
She was singing... No one had ever sung for me before, the lullaby slowly sent me towards a peaceful drift...
"When the blazing sun is gone,
When he has nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, Twinkle, all the night..."
Her voice was so beautiful, like and angel, it help a hidden sorrow... A weeping angel...
"Then the traveler in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark...
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so..."
My eyes felt more heavy by the moment, but I wanted to hear her finish the lullaby...
"In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peek...
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky..."
I felt a warm hand hold mine...
"As your bright and shiny spark,
Lights the traveler in the dark...
Though I know not what you are,
Twinkle, Twinkle, little star..."
I could feel Zessica slowly start to drift away, so I squeezed her hand, begging of her to go on...
"Twinkle, Twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are...
Up above the sky so high,
like a diamond in the sky...
Twinkle, Twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
How I wonder what you are..."
And we both fell into blissful sleep, our hands intertwined...
FLASH BACK END
I held her hand, I gasped for a gulp of air, and finally said..
"Zessica, I like Kagura now, I said it! You see, seeing as me and Amata were so similar, it was just to hard to stay together... I have always wondered how you and Amata would be like..."
I could speak anymore! I was blushing so much! I must admit, me saying the last bit was stupid of me... It might never happen...
I started to fell sleepy, the time I took for the test finally caught up to me. As I fell asleep, I still griped her hand...
...But this time, I held hers...
DONE!