Roxas
"Axel, I swear if you don't let me go... I can walk just fine!" I snap, yanking my arm away from him. Bad decision... it hurt like hell. "Fuck..." I mumble under my breath, slamming the door to the bathroom behind me and leaving Axel on the other side. But I can sense him standing there, waiting... hovering over me like he has been for months now. "Seriously, Axel! I'm fine!"
Finally I hear him walk away and flop down on the couch, leaving me to myself for a moment. I don't even need to go to the bathroom, I just need a few moments away from him. A bath would feel nice... I think to myself, deciding to run the water nice and hot.
As I sink into the water, the warmth envelops my perpetually sore muscles, soothing them immediately. It's hard to believe its already been six months since I was in my accident... Axel's been making it out like it happened yesterday. He still thinks I can't do anything by myself... Whats worse? We still have never had sex... He refuses to even kiss me half the time, as if it's going to hurt me or something. Do you have any idea how hard it is to have someone as sexy as Axel be afraid to touch you? It's incredibly frustrating.
I mean, damn... I can't even believe I was trying to avoid it for so long. Now it's all I can think about. He's seen me naked dozens of times, he's had his hands on me, bathing me, dressing me, taking care of me... He had such gentle hands, a whisper of a touch... I want to feel his fingers dig into my skin, I want to feel his body against mine.
"Enough is enough! Damn it!" I exclaim softly, noticing how hard I've gotten yet again. I lift myself from the bath and step out, dripping wet and incredibly aroused. Without a care in the world, I fling the bathroom door open and approach Axel on the couch, hands on my hips. "Axel." My voice is short and filled with frustration.
The look that runs through his eyes is one of worry and pity, and it makes me want to slap him. "Roxas, what's wrong? Did you hurt yourself?" he asks, honestly concerned for my well being as he sits up and leans forward a bit.
"Damn it, Axel! I didn't hurt myself! Just... don't talk," I tell him as I straddle his lap, pushing him back against the couch as I force myself on him. He goes to speak again, but I cut him off with my lips on his, effectively silencing him.
But the silence only lasts as long as the kiss does. "Roxas, what are you doing?"
"Axel, seriously... It's been months, I'm fine! Can't we please...?" I trail off, placing my hands at his cheeks.
He grabs my wrists and lowers my hands, giving me a stern look, "I'm not going to take the chance that you don't heal properly, Roxas... You know I love you, and that I want you too, but... We can't."
"It's my body, Axel... I say we can!" I fight his grip, pouting at him.
"Roxas, no. Go dry off, you're going to catch a cold," he says, looking away from me and dropping my wrists.
I climb off of him and storm into the bedroom, snatching a towel out of the cabinet on the way and drying myself off. Thunder booms outside as I slide on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, muttering under my breath in anger all the while. "I... I can't be here right now..." I whisper, grabbing my jacket and sliding on some tennis shoes. Without a word to Axel, I slip out the front door and into the rain. I don't know where I'm going, but... anywhere is better than here right now.
Riku
When the doorbell rang, I lifted myself up from in between Terra and Shiki, leaving my sleeping lovers in peace. "Who the fuck is here so late anyways...?" I wonder silently as I approach the front door. But the sight before my eyes when I open it... a soaking wet Roxas, bawling his eyes out as he looks up at me. "Roxas... what are you doing here? What's wrong?"
"Riku... I... I... he won't... I need..." he starts stammering, and I can barely understand him.
Before I can say anything else, a pair of arms wrap around me from behind and I feel lips on my neck, "Riku... who's here?" I recognize Terra's voice in my ear. When he sees the sobbing boy standing in front of us, he immediately steps over next to me. "Roxas, what's up buddy?"
We usher the blond inside and wrap him in a big, fluffy blanket, sitting him on the couch. Luckily our roommates are out, so there's nobody to wake. I can only imagine that Shiki will be joining us in moments.
"All right, Rox... calm down and try to tell us what's wrong, okay?" I tell him, while Terra makes us all some hot chocolate.
"It's Axel... he's still treating me like a baby... I can't take it anymore, Riku! I just can't! He won't even touch me... he won't... I... Riku, I need to have sex. We've been together for seven months and... and nothing... I know at first it was the accident, but I feel fine! I mean, I get sore, but it's nothing I can't work through... I... I'm sorry I came here so late but I had to get out of the house and... well... I..."
Terra sits down next to us, handing us both a mug of hot chocolate. "I know why you're here Roxas..."
The little blond looked up at him, eyes wide, "You...?"
"You need release, and you know that we share each other... You thought we'd be the best people to come to for casual sex," he says calmly, not surprised at all by it.
I raise an eyebrow and look at Roxas, "Is that why you're here, Rox?"
He looks down, his cheeks flushing a deep red, "I... It may have occurred to me, but I would never assume something like that."
"I know, and I appreciate it. Roxas, are you sure that you want to resort to cheating on Axel? Have you tried talking to him about this?" Terra asks, as a sleepy Shiki stirs upstairs.
He nods quickly, "I've talked to him about it time and time again... I'm at my wit's end with him. It's not even just that we don't have sex, but he just won't stop treating me like I'm made of glass! So I'm blind in one eye, so I get a little achy... I'm not going to break into pieces! He won't even let me walk to the damned bathroom by myself... I don't know what to do anymore."
I don't even realize that Shiki is behind us until she speaks, "Sounds like you need a really good fuck to clear your mind. You're thinking irrationally because you're pent up and frustrated."
"How am I supposed to get a really good fuck if he won't touch me?!" Roxas shouts, not understanding her at first.
"I mean... we could help you out, but only if it's what you really want," I tell him, "There's a difference between sex and love... Sex is a basic need, and even though it's wrong to cheat on Axel... you seem like you really have no other choice right now."
"I was never like this before I met him... I was fine just getting myself off occasionally... He turned me into this!" he yells, and I can tell that he honestly doesn't know what to do with himself. "He's so irresistible... I... I..."
I lay a hand on his back and he looks up at me. "You need to make your decision now, Roxas... Satisfy your desires with us and risk losing Axel, or living in pent up frustration awhile longer."
I've never seen him look more confused... it takes him awhile, but suddenly I can see his decision on his face. "I-"
Axel
"Rox-!" I call as I hear the door shut. My first instinct is to run after him, but... I think about it for a moment and sit back down, sighing heavily. It's not the first tantrum he's thrown since his accident, and I'm sure it won't be the last.
"C'mere Janey... it's alright, he'll be back," I comfort her as she crawls into my lap. She hates it when we fight, especially when he leaves. I pet her absently as I flip through the channels on the television, thinking about Roxas and how pent up he must be.
It's not like I don't want to have sex with him. God, it's the only thing I've wanted lately... but his doctor made it very clear to me that we have to wait another two months at least until his body has less stress on it from the healing process. I still don't think that Rox fully understands his injuries, so it's hard to get him to understand his limitations.
Not finding anything on TV, I mute it and decided to call Demyx. It takes him forever to answer, like always, but eventually I hear his familiar, "Hello?"
"Hey man... it's Axel."
"Oh, uh... hang on a second," he says, and I hear a bunch of muffled noises before he comes back, "Hey, you're on speaker now, Zexy is here."
I chuckle a little, "Is he ever not?"
"Good point... so what's up?"
"Roxas ran off again... He's pissed cause I can't sleep with him yet."
There's a bit of a pause before he says anything, "We know... we saw him over by Riku's on our way home from dinner. I think he went inside."
Riku's...? Why would he go over there? "Okay... maybe Sora wasn't home, so he wanted to camp out there?"
"They do have some extra room since Marluxia and his girl moved out," Zexion suggests, "He probably is staying in their old room."
"Good point," I agree, shrugging a little as Janey starts licking at my hand. "Do you guys think I'm being too harsh about it? His doctor said to wait another two months... I'm just trying to keep him healthy."
Another pause, "Well... Axe, you have been babying him quite a bit lately. I mean, I think he knows most of his limits... And well, I've seen you deny him kisses before. I can't see how kissing would possibly hurt him."
Damn... I guess they have a point... "Shit, I've really been awful haven't I?"
"I wouldn't say awful, but... you could definitely back off quite a bit and still be there for him."
"Fuck, I need to call him. Thanks guys, I'll see ya around," I tell them, hanging up before they can even say goodbye. I dial Roxas' number, but my first two calls go to voicemail.
Finally, I get an answer, but it's not what I expect at all, "Hello?"
"Uhh... Shiki...? Where's Roxas?"
"He's busy," she says in a short, irritated voice, then hangs up the phone.
What the fuck? I call his phone again, but it goes straight to voice mail. "Okay..." I mumble, calling Riku next. No answer... I try Terra, no answer... Shiki, shocker there! No answer...
Things are getting really strange, and I can't just sit here while something... goes on at Riku's house. I get my coat and drive over.
Roxas
"I need it..." I whisper, ashamed of my low self control. "Please... I can't... I can't go any longer like this..."
"Are you sure, Roxas?" Riku asks me one more time. "I mean... do you really want your first time to be with us?"
I don't know what I want anymore... "It's obviously not going to be with Axel, so..."
"He's obviously made up his mind, Riku... Come on, let's go upstairs," Shiki says, grabbing my arm and yanking me to my feet.
"Damn, Shiki... make it a little less obvious that you want him!" Terra jokes, following us upstairs.
She just shrugs, "He's hot, so what? Are you telling me you don't find him attractive?"
"Are you kidding? Of course I do!"
They... they certainly have an odd relationship. But it's what I need right now.
Even as she pushes me back on their bed and straddles me, I can't help but think about Axel. Even with her lips on mine, a kiss like I've never had before, he's still on my mind.
"Shiki, down. Come here." One short command from Terra and she's off of me. "Sorry about her, she gets a little excited. We're going to take this slowly, and you can back out any time you want, okay?"
I nod a little, uncomfortably hard in my jeans. I feel like I've been perpetually erect since I started feeling better.
"All right... Go for it, Shik... Just remember it's his first time, okay?"
She's back on top of me before I can even blink and then everything just starts feeling amazing...
At one point, I hear my phone ringing, but I don't know where it went or what's even happening. I feel just too good to care at this point.
"Fuck, Riku..." I groan, gripping the sheets. At least, I think it's Riku's mouth on me... I don't even know anymore, there's so many of them...
And then all of my pleasure is ripped away in one swift movement and I hear the most sickening crunch I've ever heard. I jolt upright to find Axel standing over me, and Riku crumpled up on the floor, most likely unconscious.
"Axel..." I mumble, immediately starting to cry, "Axel, I didn't... we didn't... I haven't..." I'm hyperventilating, and I don't know if he can even understand me.
"We're going home," he says in a short, angry voice. He yanks me to my feet, barely giving me time to button my jeans back up as he drags me out the door. He's certainly not as gentle as he has been recently... and I kind of like it.
Once we're in his car, I speak up again, "Are you mad at me...?" It's a stupid question... I know he is.
Silence... the whole way home, silence. He just stares at the road with a death grip on his steering wheel. I can see a few cuts on his knuckles that look painful, but I don't think he even feels it.
When he parks in front of the apartment, I don't even want to get out of the car... but he comes over to my door and yanks it open, pulling me out and literally dragging me inside.
Just as my mouth opens to apologize again, I'm cut off by his hand wrapping around my throat in a firm grip. I can breathe... but just barely. "So you couldn't wait, huh? You couldn't go two more months without feeling my touch?"
I shake my head a little, having to stand on my toes to keep breathing. "Axel..." I gasp out, but he squeezes my throat a little and I stop talking.
"Did you go to them thinking they could give you some kind of satisfaction? You thought they'd give you what you really need?" The look in his eyes is terrifying and sexy at the same time, and I don't know what I should be thinking right now. "I've been treating you like a child, like I'd break you... Maybe that's what you want. Do you want to be broken, Roxy?"
I'm not sure if I should answer, so I just stare up at him.
"Ha... Good answer," he says, lowering me back onto my feet and backing me towards the bedroom.
"Ax...Axel!" I screech a little, "Axel, I don't understand... are you mad at me or not?!"
He smirks a little, "No... I'm not mad... I'm going to give you what we've both wanted for so long." He lets up on my throat a little as he lays me back on the bed, pinning me down under him.
"But... why aren't you mad?"
"Because I pushed you to do this. Remind me to apologize later," he says before pressing his lips to mine.
Author's Note: So... that took awhile, huh? I'm so sorry guys, I went through some rough things and then I started cosmetology school, so stuff got away from me. Expect regular updates again!
Yes, you will see Axel and Roxas get it on in the next chapter... I had to save it! Hehe.
The chapters will be much better from here on out... and you will be updated on the other couples in the next one. But best of all... Akuroku sex scene coming up! :3