'bond talk'

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'Dreams/Flashbacks'

"Robot talk"

'Inside thoughts'

It took 10 hours to really get to the base the whole way there the twins tried regardlessly to get me to say a word anything, but I justed either looked at them blankly or turned my head so I wasn't looking at them. We were on the tar mat getting ready to go into the huge base.

I stood in front of the building quietly. The giant hangar doors opened inside the hangar where soldiers walking around like everyday people just with cargo boots and army pants plain white tees and army jackets.

Then there were giant robots walking around like they lived here their whole life. The twins looked at me hoping to see some light sparker through my eyes, but I just looked ahead with my usual distant look plastered on my face. "Sideswipe, Sunstreaker, we have been waiting for the two of to arrive." Both the twins nodded. "It's a honor to be here sir." 'Sir that must be their leader. " The terror twins isn't it a pleasure you haven't corrupted the human have you." One of them said in an amused voice. "No we haven't, it is really the complete opposite."

I could see this caught their leaders attention. "Oh.. How so?" He questioned now all bots were staring at me a little fear of what the twins were going to say. "Well you were going to find out any way so mise well tell you now. We kind of made her mute, silent, not a word." They all had a confused look on there face while the humans looked shocked. The twins sighed knowing they would have to explain themselves. "She doesn't talk she won't say a word." The humans looked completely taking aback. "How in gods name do you mute a child in a day?" A soldiers asked.

A robot that had appeared to be a search and rescue vehicle started growling he look to have two giant wrenches in his hands. "Haven't been on earth already causing problems. We need her to talk to find out why she is reading energon." The two wrenches flew across the hangar, and into the twins' heads. They both whined, complained, and then ended in a groan. Then their leader kneeled down to me. "Hi there youngling my name is Optimus Prime,Young one what is the matter?"

I said nothing I blinked then I looked at him blankly. I couldn't hold it anymore he looked like he really cared, but I had to know. So I quietly told him, "You don't care." The twins looked at me a smile on there face a sad one though. I heard a growl come from a giant black robot.

"Was it the twins?" He asked. "More or less." I mumbled. I didn't want to say much right now, Optimus put his hand down next to me to get on. I looked at him hesitantly he just smiled, I slowly climbed onto his waiting hand.

"Will you be willing to cooperate with us youngling." I shrugged not wanting to met his eyes.I heard two loud groans I looked at the twins. "What the frag did you do?!" The opposed medic yelled. Sunstreaker rubbed the back of his head then mumbled something. " For Primus sake I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done it! Please I'm begging you talk I have more dents than I can count. Frag this shit!" He yelled at me I whimpered. My eyes widened at his words I looked to him then to Optimus. Optimus' eyes narrowed at Sunstreaker, apparently Sunstreaker noticed because he shrank back muttered yet another apology. optimus wasn't the only one glaring at him more like half the base. "Optimus don't be mad at him please they're only a part of the reason his temper just might be the end of me though." Optimus looked at me, "So you will cooperate."

I nodded slowly not sure what was going to happen. "But if I don't need to talk I won't I have nothing more to say." After I said that I stared into the distance again. "Good. Do you mind Sunstreaker and Sideswipe being your guardians." I just nodded.

I had to stay in the twins room until mine was done they both were in holoform staring at me and Storm. "What?" I asked looking up at the two. "Why did your friend's offlining make such a big impact on your life?" Sunstreaker asked.

I looked hesitant they were my guardians so they did kind of have a right to know, right? "Well me and Nicole were like sisters no scratch that we were like twins, born on the same day same room. We never left each others side as our moms said, 'we were conjoined at the hip.' We loved each other to death we couldn't live without the other. Imagine the one person that understand you, the one person that would die for you, the one person who listened. What if they just died right in front of your eyes, and you never got to say goodbye what would you do? Nothing. You lose hope. She made that big of an impact because she was my everything, and I her we been together since birth we-" I had hot tears pouring down my face I desperately need someone to comfort me, and to my shock I was in a tight embrace.

I looked up with blurry eyes only to see Sunstreakers golden locks. He rubbed light circles on my back, and whispered reassuring words to me. I felt Sideswipes hands in my hair lightly stroking it. Sunstreaker kissed my forehead then rubbed his nose on mine.

I was completely shocked I thought he hated me I was sure he hated me. "Recharge." I figured he meant sleep. I laid down on my temporary bed. Sideswipe and Sunstreaker laid on the sides of me.

I stirred in my sleep I just couldn't sleep Nicole's death was still on my mind. It played in my head over and over with every little detail my eyes shut. I had to live my nightmare again.

Flashback

I was outside "Nikky how come you have to go to your grandma's on a Saturday. We were going to do to the movies" Nikky laughed then put her hand around my shoulder. "Kit Kat we haven't seen my grandma in years. It's only for a weekend you'll be fine." Nikky reassured me. I slapped her hand away I turned, and pouted. "Kat stop being like that it's not like a car is going to crash into us and kill me, and I leave you." She said sarcastically, I looked at her and stuck out my bottom lip, then smiled at her, "You better come back or else. No goodbyes though because that would only lead to you not coming back." She smiled at me, "Of course I'll come back I'll kill my parents if they stay."

I laughed watching her get into the car. My smile fell when I saw a car speeding down the road straight into the back of Nikky's car. Then I looked at the car I saw Nikky's fearful face as the cars collided. I screamed for her to get out. "Goodbye Kat." she said faintly, then the car blow up fire was spit everywhere. I screamed bloody murder tears streamed down my face. "Nikky!" I screamed I ran to the car my parents had to drag me away. "No no Nikky! Nikky come back!"

End of Flashback

I shot out of bed sweat rolling down my face. I looked to the left of me to see Sunstreaker still asleep, then I looked to my right to see Sideswipe still asleep. I got out of bed climbed on to a window seal.

I looked into the clouded sky I pulled out my phone shuffled through the songs tell I got to my favorite song, since Nicole died, and I began to sing with it.

Hey there now

Where'd you go

You left me here so unexpected

You changed my life

I hope you know

cause now I'm lost

So unprotected

In a blink of an eye

I never got to say goodbye

Like a shooting star

Flyin' across the room

So fast so far

You were gone too soon

You're part of me

And I'll never be

The same here without you

You were gone too soon

You were always there

and like shining light

on my darkest days

you were there to guide me

Oh I miss you now

I wish you could see

Just how much your memory

Will always mean to me

In a blink of an eye

I never got to say goodbye

Like a shooting star

Flyin' across the room

So fast so far

You were gone too soon

You're part of me

And I'll never be

The same here without you

You were gone too soon

Shine on! Shine on!

To a better place

Shine on! Shine on!

Will never be the same

Shine on! Shine on!

Like a shooting star

Flyin' across the room

So fast so far

"Are you ok?" I jumped in surprise. I turned to see Sunstreaker holding Storm in his arms a frown on his face. "You should be recharging, you had a pretty bad day, tomorrow might not be good if you're tired."

I turned away from Sunstreaker I looked out into the clouded sky. I watched outside as the clouds jumbled together with gloomily color reflecting off the window. "Sunstreaker can I ask you a question?" I asked not daring to look at him in fear of rejection. "Sure anything." I looked of the Sierra Nevada as the first raindrop hit the dry dirt. 'why does it rain wherever I go?'

"Sunstreaker how would cope with your twin dying?" I asked. I looked over to Sunstreaker winced slightly. "I...i…I don't know? I don't think I could." He sighed. I looked back into the grey clouds above I sighed I wondered how I was supposed to help bring faith back to the Autobots when I didn't have faith in myself.

"Sunny-" Sunstreaker growled at me warningly, but I relentlessly ignored his warning. "I saw Nicole die right in front of my eyes. The most ironic thing though was that Nikky told me that she wasn't going to get hit by a car and die, Then she got hit by a car, and died. I never even got to say goodbye." I whimpered slightly I felt Storm rub against my arm.

I looked to him then gently lifted him in my arms, and rubbed his back. I felt someone sit behind me, I looked up to see Sunstreaker he put his hands through my hair, I relaxed into his touch.

This tingle sensation went through my chest it burned a little. I felt much better with Sunny's presence there he didn't have to say anything. He lifted me up when I started to doze off on his chest, and carried me to my bed where Sideswipe was resting on his elbows, but watching with loving eyes.

We laid down again this time no nightmares penetrated my mind.

'Safe at last.'

Well wasn't going too put this up for awhile, but I decided to be nice.

Came up with the best idea for this story you guys are going to have

to find out what most chapters have in common you'll have to wait till

the end.

DarkShadow out!