LeilaTheGalaxyDefender - its 550 chapters long + sequel, so its quite a long one i'm afraid lol xD
xxPUDDxx - haha! its a brilliant film/book series! and i hope you have fun!
FLOYNTERxxx - this isn't really near the end, and then the story carries onto the sequel! and its okay, i like knowing that you want more!
301 Toms POV
Todays agenda was the same as yesterdays, and it was going to continue going on and on for days, being asked the same questions over and over again. Me and Danny were gay and together, why was that such a shock to people?! I mean, its not like we hadn't been a bit obvious at times before, and it wasn't like we had been covering up with girlfriends or anything, so why was it such a huge story? None of us really got that, but, it did mean I got to be a little closer to Danny without having to worry about what people would say. At times that felt horrible because I didn't want to be close, but at others, it was comforting, to know I could hold someones hand so I didn't feel so alone all the time.
"Tommy, do you want me to stay round tonight?" Danny asked on the way home, shocking me, he hadn't asked that in weeks. He just automatically went to bed with me, without asking what I wanted. "you can, if you want." I shrugged, I wouldn't have minded some alone time, but, at the same time, I didn't want to be alone. I was growing used to Dannys arms around me at night, at least for a little while anyway, before I got up to get rid of whatever food I had eaten that day and the curled up on the floor, despite Dannys protests in the morning. "I'll stay at yours again. I was just asking in case you wanted some time to yourself, we haven't stopped for days now." Danny explained, playing with my fingers. He is starting to get annoyed with you, great job. "alright, whatever makes you happy." I let him trace my whole hand with his feather light touch, something you wouldn't expect from his large hands. "thanks." Danny smiled, bringing me closer to kiss my hair gently.
We arrived home and practically collapsed on the sofa, apart from Dougie, who flopped onto the floor to have another battle with the toy soldiers and the aliens. He had been in one when Tommy came to pick us up this morning, he had been playing with them all week, sometimes bringing in other toys, like random dinosaurs and such things, giggling away to himself at the battles and the things his characters were saying. "pow, pow, pow, ahhhhhhhhh, man down! Man down!" Dougie knocked over a soldier, and an alien jump up and down in victory, only to be shot down. He was in his own little world, barely even noticing Harry tracing patterns over his back.
"Tom, why don't you join in? Have a proper game." Danny suggested, whispering in my ear, rubbing my side. "no, he's happy by himself, there's no point in disturbing him." I shook my head, Dougie was happy playing by himself, he didn't need me coming in and messing up his battle. "you sure? He'll love it, Butty loves playing with you." Danny encouraged, he doesn't love playing with you, leave him alone. The monster growled, giving me my orders. It basically ordered me about now, as well as telling me the truth about peoples opinions on me, and how badly I did things.
"come on Tom, it'll make his day." Harry tugged on my jeans, Dougie still oblivious to our conversation, his bullet noises drowning everything out. It will not make his day, you can't make any ones day. the monster told me, tearing me in half. I wanted to play, but I couldn't, I would ruin Dougies game, he looked so happy, I didn't want to ruin that just because I wanted to join in with him. "it will, he misses you, go on." Danny gently started to push me off the sofa he had pushed me on earlier, managing to push me off pretty easily. Don't join in, don't you dare, unless you want more cuts on your thighs, you were getting away with none today. The monster warned, he controlled my self harm, telling me when I needed to cut, how many times I needed to, and what for. He basically now tried to control every move I made, I managed some freedom sometimes, but it didn't work that much.
"Tom! I need someone to be the Jedi side! Be the Jedi side please!" Dougie snapped out of his battle, looking up hopefully at me. Don't you dare, don't even think about it. Don't join in! "alright." I took Anakin out of Dougies hands, making the three boys beam at me. You absolute tw*t! What are you doing?! You're joining in! Thats it, just you wait until tonight, I will make you do so many cuts you won't even be able to walk! Just you watch! The monster screamed, counteracting the feeling the guys gave me by those smiles. I just tried to ignore it, and do as Dougie wanted me to, acting out the battle, trying to feel like this wasn't so wrong and I was ruining everything.
302 Dougies POV
I was so happy as Tom played with me, finally joining in a game, usually he sat on the sidelines, watching with dead eyes, wincing a few times for some reason. But, now I had him playing with me, like I had been trying for the whole week! Finally, he was joining in and having fun. Well, I hope he was having fun anyway, I know I was! And everyone else seemed to be having fun, Danny and Harry were grinning at us next to the sofa. Harry was tracing patterns over the skin on show from where my tshirt had ridden up, and Danny was laying next to Tom, his arm over his back, just trying to cuddle him while he was in a happy mood.
"ahh we're wide open! We must form together!" I gave Tom the opportunity to kill off some of my team, because he hadn't tried to kill anyone on my side at all. "Tommy, he's open, Jedi mind trick them!" Danny whispered, though I still heard him. "we're not ready for an attack! Ahh, we're wide open!" I tried to encourage subconsciously, my soldiers were wide open, it was easy to attack me with the aliens and the Jedis. "go on, send them flying! Team alien to win!" Danny encouraged, kissing Toms cheek, squeezing his waist.
Tom looked hesitant, his hands hovering over one of the three green eyes alien toys, it was almost shaking. Danny noticed this and took his hand, making him pick up the alien, making a 'pow' sound, aimed at a group of my soldiers. "boom! Ahhhh!" I chucked them in the air, laughing when they fell over a whole load of other figures, making them fall over too. "there's too little of us left! We'll never win no!" I made more of my soldiers run around frantically, I wanted Tom to win this and was giving him any chance to win. He usually won 90% of our battles, no matter what we were playing, be it a game like this, a lightsaber fight (yes, we did have actual toys of them, that made noises and everything) a play fight, or sometimes just a video game. So I wanted him to win now, so he could have that feeling winning brought, hoping he would feel good.
With Dannys help, him and Tom shot down the rest of my men, basically winning the war. "no! We lost!" I whined, head bowing in defeat as Danny laughed loudly, it was almost a cackle. "woo! We won! Team alien all the way! High five Tommy!" Danny held up his hand, and when Tom didn't slap his hand, he covered by hugging him close, kissing his cheek. Tom just looked guilty, like he hadn't meant for this to happen. So, my brilliant plan failed then. I sighed, wanting Tom to feel happy again, for him to feel like he had won something. "good try Doug, better luck next time." Danny smiled, ruffling my hair. "yeah, good game guys. Want another round?" I smiled, especially when I felt Harrys hand slide up my back, tracing out some strange pattern only he seemed to know.
"yeah, I'm game for another round!" Danny agreed, resetting the soldiers and aliens hurriedly. "Tom, you up for another game?" Harry spoke up, moving to lay next to me, his hand still running over my back. "no, you play." Tom declined, shaking his head, moving to sit up properly. "you sure baby?" Danny asked, sitting up too, his hand resting on Toms cheek. "yeah, you join in." Tom sent us a shaky smile, nervously picking at his fingers. I sighed, just wishing he would just join in all the time and actually enjoy himself, instead of thinking that he was ruining everything all the time.