Not Like I Think About You Constantly

By: Tracy Cook

Disclaimer: I do not own anything; these characters belong to the creators of Glee, One Tree Hill, and The Vampire Diaries.

Authors Note: This is an AU fic that focuses around Glee/OTH/Vampire Diaries. There will be NO VAMPIRES and characters may be slightly OOC, but I will try and keep them in character.

Pairing: Quinn/Rachel, Brooke/Haley, and Caroline/Rebekah.

Rating: M

Chapter Twenty-Three

I Love You

Haley almost felt sick to her stomach as her heart pounded painfully in her chest. She could feel her heartbeat vibrating throughout her entire body, all the way down to her fingertips. Her palms were sweaty and she worried momentarily that she would gross Brooke out, but the other woman did not seem to mind. She was wearing a beautiful smile on her face and her hazel eyes were shimmering with excitement.

'She probably thinks that I look sick or something… I feel sick…'

It wasn't that she was not excited to finally sleep with Brooke. It was the opposite. She had spent weeks wanting nothing more than to finally sleep with her girlfriend, and now that it was finally time, she was overwhelmed with anxiety and nervousness. Just the thought of being naked in front of her made her stomach twist in knots uncomfortably.

She knew it was silly. She could trust Brooke. She would never judge her and she obviously found her to be attractive. Haley just didn't find herself to be attractive. Despite knowing that Brooke did, she continued to remind herself that the cheerleader had slept with people who were way more attractive than she was, and way more experienced.

'What if I'm not good enough to please her…? What if I do something wrong…? What if I'm not pretty enough?' The questions repeated over and over in her head.

Still, she did not back out of the arrangement. Because, regardless of how terrified and anxious she was, she was more excited. She was losing her virginity to the woman she loved more than anything.

Haley glanced down at the promise ring on her finger and her heart settled a little. She knew that she had nothing to worry about. Even if she completely messed up the entire evening, even if she backed out at the last minute, Brooke would still love her.

Ironically, Brooke was feeling even more nervous than Haley about the arrangement. She glanced over at her girlfriend and flashed her a confident smile, but deep down she was terrified. She was known around the school for having slept with practically every person, male and female. It wasn't an image that she was proud of, she hated herself for it, but she accepted that it was true. Yet, here she was about to sleep with Haley and she was scared to death.

She was scared that it would ruin everything. That it would complicate their relationship. She had had sex a lot in her life, but she had never made love.

Tonight was different than every night before. Tonight had to be special, romantic, perfect.

Brooke reached out a shaky hand and opened the front door to their apartment, holding it open and allowing Haley to enter first.

Haley's brown eyes widened and she gasped out when she saw their living room. The only source of lighting was the candles that dimly lit the room, there was soft piano music playing in the background, and there were rose petals leading toward the bedroom. The scent of sweet vanilla surrounded her. She wondered how Brooke had set it up while they were at the pageant. Seeing the room decorated so sensually only reminded her of what they were about to do.

Her heart sped up full-force.

Turning, Haley caught stunning hazel eyes and smiled intensely. "This is perfect, Brooke." Her voice came out breathy and shaky.

"Only the best for you." Brooke admitted softly. "Now come on, my frisky little tutor-girlfriend." Her grin spread across her face, dimples deep in her cheeks as she dragged the other woman toward the bedroom. Haley was blushing and laughing embarrassedly at the comment.

O

Rachel waved her fists at her sides as she hastily walked out of the house and down the street. She was approximately two miles away from her house and she was determined not to slow down before she got home. Most did not think of her as an athletic type, but she worked out and she was fully capable of making it such distances.

She could do anything with enough drive and determination.

Currently, she was determined to get away from Quinn who was chasing her down the street and screaming her name.

"Rachel! Come on, just slow down!"

Rachel wanted to slow down more than anything. She wanted to turn around and hold the blonde in her arms and melt into her embrace, to lie to herself about being happy in a relationship that she was not happy in. But, she couldn't. Not anymore. It was not in her nature to sit around and pretend.

"Rachel!"

Rachel continued to move quickly, finding it almost hilarious that for once Quinn was chasing her down after an argument and she just wanted her to leave her alone.

"Rachel! Please stop!" Quinn was practically panting at this point from running so fast to catch up with the starlet. Reaching out, she grabbed ahold of her arm and halted her walking. Rachel turned around and glared at her with such anger and hatred that it broke her. But, what was worse than that was the sadness in those large brown eyes and the tears that stained her cheeks. She had hurt her again.

"I never thought that I would say this to you, but will you please just leave me alone?" Rachel asked, full lips shaking and tears resurfacing in her eyes. She pulled her arm away.

"No!" Quinn shouted quickly, the suddenness causing the other woman to jump. "I-I won't just leave you alone." She spoke in a softer tone, her voice cracking as tears filled her hazel eyes. "Not after I just made you feel completely worthless again. I—I need to—I need to fix this."

"Nothing that you say is going to fix—"

Quinn silenced her by pressing her lips against Rachel's and kissing her hard, her fingers tangling in dark hair. She was kissing her with desperation and need. She needed to fix her mistakes. All of them.

But, Rachel pulled back and gasped out. Fresh tears were falling down her cheeks and she looked even more upset. "Stop it! You cannot keep fixing things this way! You cannot keep trying to make things better between us by kissing me!"

Her body was shaking as she ran her hands through her hair. "Then how—how can I fix this?"

"I honestly don't know…"

"Please." She moved toward her, reaching out and touching Rachel's arm as she stared down into her eyes. Quinn could feel her heart racing and her chest clenching in pain at the thought of losing Rachel forever. "There has to be something I can say to make you see how much this means to me, how sorry I am."

Rachel looked unconvinced.

"God, I am! I am so sorry! You were right about everything. Those people in there, they didn't care about us and they don't matter! I don't want to live a fake life. I want to live a real life, a life of happiness and I need you to do that, Rachel!"

"I know that you want that, Quinn. I just don't know that you are ready for it."

"I am ready for it." She insisted, moving closer to her. "Please, just let me fix this. Can't we just go back to the way things were before all of this? Please? I don't want to lose you."

Rachel chewed on her bottom lip and looked away from Quinn's eyes. She feared that if she allowed herself to drown in those hazel pools that she would agree to go back to how they were. "We can't go back to the way things were."

"But, why not?"

"Because, I do not want things to be the way that they were, I want them to be different. I want to be in an actual relationship with you." Rachel stated confidently. It tore her apart saying those words to Quinn, but she had to stand up for herself.

"We can be. We can be anything that you want us to be." Quinn insisted desperately. At this point if Rachel told her to go and out herself to the entire world, she just might. As long as she got to keep the beautiful woman close to her.

Rachel wrapped her arms around her body and took in a shaky breath. "Do you want to know what it is that I really want? What it is that will make me truly happy, Quinn?"

"Yes…" She whispered, nodding.

She threw her hands up in the air and stared into hazel eyes as she spoke. "I want to dance with my girlfriend in public, I want to hold her hand when people are watching without her growing tense and uncomfortable, I want to have awkward dinners with her parents, and to show her off to the world. I want my girlfriend to be proud to be with me. But, most importantly, I want my girlfriend to be proud to be herself."

"I can be those things."

"I don't think that you can."

"But, Rachel—"

"—Actions speak louder than words. You cannot possibly be those things, at least not now. You would have a panic attack if I even suggested that you introduce me to your parents as your girlfriend. And you know, I was actually fine with that. I figured that with time you would come around to the idea. But, it's like you do not see how difficult this is for me, how often you hurt me."

"Rachel…"

"All I wanted to do tonight was to come to the pageant and support my girlfriend in something that I knew was important to her. And she was too obsessed with being perfect, and what other people thought of her, to even offer me a genuine smile."

Quinn watched the pain cross Rachel's face, but more importantly she listened. It wasn't like when Caroline bitched at her about her attitude. This was Rachel and what she was saying was important to her. She hated herself for making her feel this way and she was going to do everything in her power to make sure she fixed it.

"I asked you to dance with me and you turned me down. Not because you are shy or afraid to dance like normal people, but because you have some crazy notion that people and even God himself are constantly watching and judging you for your actions."

"I just… If my parents found out, they would destroy us…"

Rachel shook her head. "No, that is not true, Quinn. If your parents found out, you would destroy us."

Quinn felt her stomach twist and tears escape her eyes. It was true.

O

Caroline sat on her knees in her bed, staring across it at Rebekah. The other woman was still wearing the crown from the pageant and she had a confident smirk on her full lips. She looked proud of herself and that made Caroline feel proud, knowing that she had been the one to give her back the confidence that she once had. She had been the one to make her feel special for the night.

Crawling over her girlfriend she cast her blue eyes to the crown and then glanced down at Rebekah, staring deep into her eyes.

"This crown looks so freaking sexy on you." Caroline pointed out with a toothy grin.

"Is that so?" Rebekah asked, her smirk twisting up deviously and her eyes darkening with desire.

"Mm…Yes, so, so, so sexy." She playfully whispered against her lips.

Rebekah whimpered when she felt Caroline swipe her tongue along her full bottom lip, before tugging on it with her teeth. Leaning up she captured her girlfriend's lips in a heated kiss and twisted her hand in blonde curls, dragging her closer for more contact. "Mmm…" They moaned against each other's mouths.

Caroline reached down and tugged on Rebekah's shirt, signaling that she wanted her to remove the article of clothing. The other blonde was only too willing to oblige. Pulling out of the kiss, she reached for the crown and started to remove it so that it would not be in the way, but Caroline placed a hand over hers and stopped her.

Rebekah flashed her a look of confusion.

"Leave it on." Her toothy grin widened and her blue eyes squinted in excitement. She wanted to make love to her girlfriend only wearing the crown that she had won.

O

Brooke and Haley were both nervous about the night. And once they entered their bedroom, for a split second, it was extremely awkward. They both stared at each other not knowing how to start or what to do. Brooke quickly pieced together that she needed to make a move. If they just stood there staring at each other they would never get anywhere.

Moving toward the tutor, she cupped her face lovingly and leant down giving her lips a tentative kiss. She could not believe how shy she was being. It was ridiculous.

A fire ignited in Haley on the other hand, the moment that their lips connected. She could feel the desire and the need coursing through her body. There was an almost painful ache between her thighs and her wetness was growing just because she was kissing Brooke. Placing her hands on her hips, she pulled her girlfriend closer to her and pressed her lips harder against hers. Making the kiss more passionate and deliberate.

She could not wait any longer.

Brooke moaned into the kiss and gasped out when Haley twisted her body around and pushed her down on the bed, running her tongue along her bottom lip and asking for entrance. Which she granted. Parting her lips she felt Haley's tongue press into her mouth and start a dance with her own. "Mmm….god…" Her skin was on fire and her body was aching as Haley straddled her waist on top of the bed.

"I thought I was supposed to be the tutor tonight." Brooke pointed out with a dimpled grin.

"Well, you weren't doing anything so I figured I could learn with a little hands-on experience." Haley smirked back. She felt confident with this. They had gone this far before.

Brooke was about to come back with a sarcastic remark when she felt Haley press her lips against her own with fever and need. She moaned out and arched her back, lifting her hips off of the bed in order to get more contact where she needed it most. Her nails were digging deep into the tutor's hips as she pulled her down on her.

Haley let out a soft whimper when their bodies came into contact, and Brooke smirked against her lips. She started to trace her fingers under the cheerleader's top, teasing her toned abdomen beneath the clothing. The other woman's body shook and she let out deep raspy moans as they continued to kiss each other. Slowly, Haley lifted the shirt over Brooke's head and threw it across the room.

Pulling out of the kiss, she sat up and admired the sight below her.

Brooke Davis was lying on her back in their bed with her shirt off. Now she was left in only a red lacy bra. Brown eyes darkened with desire as she allowed them to run over that long neck, those beautiful shoulders, down over her perfect breasts, and then over her abdomen. She could make out the muscles in her stomach and that was extremely sexy to Haley.

"Like what ya see?" Brooke teased with a raised brow.

"Not nearly enough of it." Haley teased back, leaning down and reaching behind Brooke's back. She unclasped the bra that was hiding her breasts. Her girlfriend was chuckling under her breath and teasing her for her desperation, but she couldn't help but be desperate. She had been teasing her for weeks and she needed her. Pushing the straps down her arms she discarded the bra with the shirt across the room.

"Better?" Brooke wondered with a smirk.

"Much better." Haley breathed out, unconsciously running her tongue over her lips as she stared down at the newly exposed skin. A blush painted her cheeks and her heart started pounding loudly as she stared at her body. She was perfect in every single way.

"You are beautiful."

Brooke blushed now. She did not know how to take the compliment. That was not a compliment that she was used to getting when she was having sex with people. In fact she didn't usually get any compliments.

"Uh… Thanks."

Haley was shocked to see that the beautiful woman looked uncomfortable with the compliment. As if she didn't think that it was true. 'How could she possibly not think it was true…' Leaning down she planted kisses along Brooke's jawline and then whispered against her ear. "You are. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met, Brooke Davis."

The words were so caring and genuine that it almost made Brooke cry. She was not used to making love. This was different than anything she had ever experienced before.

Haley ghosted her fingers along her abdomen and up toward her breasts, teasing the sensitive skin beneath them and smiling against her neck. Brooke pulled away a little though, putting some distance between the two of them and looking her fully-clothed girlfriend over.

"This doesn't seem fair."

"What do you mean?" Haley immediately tensed up.

"I mean, this doesn't seem fair. I'm practically naked down here and you're still wearing all your clothes. I want to see some of that sexy body too, y'know?"

Her muscles became tenser at the mention of taking off her clothing. It was easy for her to be in control when it was Brooke who was exposed, but she hated the thought of being naked in front of anyone. Skinny dipping had been difficult enough. Now she wouldn't even have the water to hide behind. "Brooke… I…" She didn't know what to say. It's not like she could tell her that she didn't want to get naked.

"Please, Haley. Trust me." She spoke softly, running her hand beneath the other woman's T-shirt.

"I—I don't know, Brooke."

"Please?"

Haley chewed on her bottom lip and looked away from hazel eyes; she could not stand to look into them while she examined her body. Nodding her head, she closed her eyes. Waiting for it to be over.

Brooke pulled the shirt over Haley's body and then reached behind her back to unclasp her bra, throwing both articles of clothing across the room. Her hazel eyes darkened with desire and she gasped out when she was met with the mesmerizing sight of Haley naked. It wasn't that she had never seen naked people before, that wasn't what made this special. That's what Haley couldn't seem to understand. It wasn't about the sex, it was Haley that made it special.

"God…" She breathed out.

"I look terrible… huh?" The tutor insecurely attempted to cover her body up as she turned to look at her girlfriend.

"No, you look gorgeous, Haley. Absolutely gorgeous." She insisted, reaching up and pulling her arms away. She did not want her to hide from her. She had no reason to hide from her. Brooke allowed her eyes to wander over her larger breasts and her flat stomach, down over the curve of her hipbones. "You look perfect."

"Brooke…" Haley dismissed the idea with a bright infectious blush that was spreading down over her shoulders.

"You do." Brooke insisted. Reaching out, she ran her fingers along Haley's stomach toward her breasts. Watching closely as the other woman shivered beneath her touch and her eyes fluttered closed. Wasting no time, Brooke ran her fingertips over Haley's hardened nipples and teased them with her fingers. Her lips parted and she let out a soft moan of her own when the other woman moaned out beneath them.

"God… Brooke, that feels so good."

"Mm…" Brooke groaned out, sitting up in the bed so that she could have better contact with the soft mounds. Her clit was throbbing with need and wetness was soaking through her panties, she had never been so turned on by pleasuring someone else before. This was just captivating. The way that Haley's mouth parted and she sucked in a breath of air when she twisted her finger around her nipple, the way that she moaned out loudly when she pinched it. It was amazing. She needed more.

Leaning in, she flicked her tongue across Haley's nipple, smirking deviously when she heard her let out a cry of pleasure and dig her nails into her hair. Holding her in place.

Brooke was not about to move away. She sucked the nipple between her lips and ran her tongue around it, holding onto Haley's back and pulling her body as close to her own as possible. The entire time her hazel eyes were fixated on that beautiful face. She was fascinated by the reactions that Haley made.

After a few more minutes of paying close attention to her breasts, she wanted more. They both wanted more. She could see it in Haley's eyes.

"Come here."

Haley looked confused, but she did as she was told. She took Brooke's hands and allowed her to guide her toward a laying position on the bed. They were now lying side by side and facing each other.

There were a lot of fun and exciting ways that Brooke planned to have sex with her girlfriend in their lifetime, but tonight was going to be normal. She wanted it to be special and for them to feel like they were connected to each other. It was Haley's first time. She didn't want it to seem rushed or one-sided, nor did she want it to be too over the top.

Hazel eyes connected with brown and they both smiled.

Brooke reached up and traced her fingers along Haley's cheek, stroking her hair away from her eyes and tucking it behind her ear. For a minute they just stared into each other's eyes. She could tell that the inexperienced woman was terrified about what was to come. "Just follow my lead."

"Okay…" She sounded hesitant.

"Haley, are you sure you want to do this?" She was suddenly worried that she had somehow pressured her into it. That she didn't really want it.

Haley nodded quickly. "Yeah, I do. I want it, Brooke. I'm just a little worried."

"Worried about what?" Brooke grew concerned.

"Worried that I won't be good enough." She admitted shyly. "I mean, you've been with so many people who are so much more experienced then me and—"

She was cut off of her insecure rant when she felt Brooke's lips press against hers in a short loving kiss. When she pulled away, she stared into Haley's eyes and spoke in a serious tone of voice. "Haley, I don't think you understand how important you are to me… How different things are with you then they were with them. I mean, I just practically came from just kissing you and touching you. That's never happened before."

Haley blushed at the straightforwardness.

"Sorry, I just can't really explain it very well. But, trust me; there is no way that you will not be good enough. We haven't even done anything really yet and you're already the best I've ever been with."

"Brooke." She didn't believe her.

"It's the truth."

Haley wanted to disagree because it was completely illogical. How could she possibly be the best? She hadn't even touched Brooke yet. But, the way that she was staring at her with such intensity and sincerity, she could not deny it.

"Now, don't be scared… Just follow my lead."

Haley nodded, blushing even brighter when she felt Brooke start to undue the buttons of her jeans. It had been difficult for her to allow the cheerleader to see her exposed chest, thinking about her seeing her completely naked made her dizzy. But, she trusted Brooke. She lifted her hips to help her girlfriend pull her jeans over her legs before tossing them over the side of the bed. Hazel eyes wandered over her legs.

"God, you are so sexy Hales." Brooke said with a dimpled smirk as she traced her fingers teasingly along her inner-thigh. She stroked the skin there for a minute, waiting for Haley to follow her lead.

She appeared to be building up the courage to do so.

Finally, Haley moved closer to her and started to unbutton her jeans, pulling them down her legs and throwing them to the ground. Moving back to her previous position she let her eyes greedily take in the newly exposed skin. Brooke Davis was perfect in every way.

Now they were lying facing each other in the bed wearing only their panties, and Haley had never felt so happy or exposed in her life. She felt content though. Like she had a sudden calming realization that Brooke loved her and that made things different. That made things more special for her. It made her feel less insecure.

Leaning in, Brooke pressed her lips lightly against Haley's. The kiss quickly became more heated and soon tongues were battling for dominance and hands were digging into hair and shoulders. Lost in the passion neither of them cared any longer about being shy or timid. Reaching down, she pulled her girlfriend's panties down and threw them across the room. The scent of Haley's arousal surrounding her, it was intoxicating and set her body on fire.

"Mmm…" They moaned out into the kiss and Haley took the opportunity to follow Brooke's lead and remove her panties as well.

The scent of their mixed arousal surrounded them and they were both lost in the passion and love. Brooke traced her nails along the inside of Haley's thigh toward her center, but stopped right before she touched her. Smirking when she heard her girlfriend let out a whimper of disapproval. She wanted her.

Moving her fingers back up her thigh, Haley tightened her grip in Brooke's hair and let out soft moans of want and need. The sounds caused Brooke's arousal to intensify. She loved making her make those noises. Gently she traced the tip of her finger along the other woman's clit, applying just enough pressure to tease her, but not enough to please her. Then she moved her finger down to her soaking entrance and she stroked gently.

"Haley…" Brooke's voice turned serious all of a sudden.

"Mm…yeah?" Haley moaned out, unable to really hold a serious conversation with Brooke stroking the entrance of her heated womanhood.

"This might hurt a little…. I don't want to hurt you, so if it hurts to bad just tell me and I'll stop."

"Okay." She nodded.

Brooke gently pushed her finger inside of Haley, feeling her walls clamp tightly around it. She moaned out at the feeling of being inside of her. But, she also heard the tutor let out a sound of pain. Haley didn't stop her though, so she continued to gently move her finger in and out of her. Soon the moans of pain turned to moans of pleasure and her hips were moving against the finger begging for more.

"Mm… God, more, Brooke."

"Fuck." Brooke groaned out. It was so sexy hearing Haley begging for more. She wanted to make her come so badly. Slowing down her pace, she inserted another finger. Once again there were the sounds of pain followed by moans of pleasure. She watched with mesmerized hazel eyes as Haley pulled her closer to her and stared into her eyes, moaning loudly and moving against her fingers.

"Faster…Mm…" Brooke did as she was told and picked up the pace. Thrusting her fingers faster and deeper inside of the tutor, drowning in the screams of pleasure.

Suddenly, she jumped when she felt fingers making their way up her thigh. She had told Haley to follow her lead and apparently she still planned on doing so. She moved her fingers between her thighs and traced them over her entrance like she had done. Both women moaned at the contact. Haley because of how wet Brooke was and knowing that she had been the cause of it, and Brooke because it felt so amazing.

Without warning, Haley thrust two fingers deep inside of Brooke. Picking up the pace so that she was moving at the same speed as Brooke was moving inside of her. Leaning forward they crashed their lips together and moaned into the kiss, thrusting their fingers deep inside of each other and pushing each other closer and closer to their climax.

Brooke pulled out of the kiss and rested her head against Haley's shoulder. Her body was coated in sweat and her breathing was heavy.

"Haley…Mmm…Fuck, Haley I'm so close."

"Me too."

Brooke picked up her pace inside of Haley and the tutor moaned out her name loudly as she came all over her hand and the bed, digging her nails into her back. Her body was shaking and her toes curled up as her body tingled with pleasure. She had never had an orgasm before and she had no idea what to expect. It was amazing.

Seeing Haley's eyes close and her mouth part as she came, and feeling her walls tighten around her fingers and the wetness cover her hand was enough to push Brooke over the edge and she came right after her.

Both women were breathing heavily as they came down from their highs. Their fingers still deep inside of each other as they stared into each other's eyes.

"I love you." Brooke said with a smile, leaning forward and kissing Haley's swollen lips.

"I love you too."

O

"What sort of pathetic vampires are these?" Rebekah asked as she stared at the screen with confused blue eyes and a furrowed brow. She had been avoiding watching Twilight ever since she moved in, but Caroline had finally persuaded her. So, after they made love, they got dressed just in case Liz came in, and they put on the movie. So far she was unimpressed.

"They are not pathetic!"

"They are pathetic. Feeding off the blood of furry little woodland creatures instead of human beings."

"They are trying to be good and not hurt anyone! Just because they are vampires doesn't mean that they have to kill people!" Caroline exclaimed. She was not actually upset, but she did believe that if she were a vampire she would want to be a good one. She wouldn't want to hurt innocent people.

"Personally, if I were a vampire." She paused and looked over at her girlfriend with a devious smirk. "I would want to be a bit more malicious."

"You would want to be a monster!?" Her blue eyes widened. She couldn't tell if Rebekah was joking or if she was being serious.

Rebekah shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly. "If I were a vampire, I would be a monster Caroline. And I personally would act the part." When Caroline gave her a look of disbelief she laughed. "Vampires are supposed to be terrifying and evil seductresses, not romantic and loving."

Caroline pouted and crossed her arms over her chest. "I like the idea of romantic vampires. Really beautiful creatures from a different time period where men still wrote poetry and courted women, that is romantic."

"Oh, I would still do all of those things." She assured. "I would simply kill people as well. Besides, that is not the only flaw with this movie."

"Yeah, I bet it's not." Caroline scoffed and rolled her eyes.

"It's not. I mean, am I truly to believe that this human girl is so special to have a mythical creature of the darkness fawning over her like a pathetic lost puppy-dog seeking a master?"

"Are you telling me that if you were a vampire and I was a human you wouldn't "fawn" over me?" The word 'fawn' was practically drenched in sarcasm. Rebekah could tell that she had upset Caroline and it only made her smile. She loved teasing the other blonde; it was fun to see her get so frustrated.

"That is different."

"How is that different!?" Caroline practically screamed.

Rebekah caught blue eyes with her own and she reached out, tracing her finger along her pale cheek. "You are special, Caroline." She glanced toward the television and laughed as she watched Bella walk out onto the screen. "She is just an ordinary girl. And quite frankly, she is sort of boring." She paused and looked back at her girlfriend, raising a brow at her. "Besides, maybe I would just change you."

Caroline screamed out and laughed as Rebekah lashed forward and straddled her hips, biting down on her neck.

Rebekah pulled back and grinned widely down at her.

Caroline pouted at the British woman, not wanting to give her the satisfaction of winning the argument. "That's because you're mean. Edward doesn't change her because he loves her and wants what is best for her."

"I do love you." Rebekah stated in a serious tone. All of the teasing was completely forgotten now. "I would never change you if you did not wish to be changed."

She was taken aback by the sudden serious turn of events. It had only been a hypothetical conversation; it was nothing to take so seriously. But still, her heart leapt when she heard Rebekah say that she loved her and that she would not change her if she didn't want. Hypothetical or not, it was still romantic. "Yeah…well, thanks." A blush stained her cheeks and she sat back up, focusing her attention on the screen.

Rebekah blushed as well as she forced herself to focus on the horrendous movie. She knew that she made things too serious, but no matter what hypothetical world, she would always love Caroline.

Caroline let out a squeal that caused her girlfriend to jump beside her. "Oh my gosh!"

For a minute the blonde Brit was confused by the sudden outburst. Nothing was happening in the film aside from some muscular boy taking off his shirt. Her stomach twisted as she realized why her girlfriend had screamed, and her heart pounded loudly. She was jealous.

"I am so Team Edward, but I can't blame a girl for wanting some eye-candy around. That boy is fine!"

Rebekah turned and looked at Caroline with a raised brow and pursed lips. She was chewing on the insides of her cheeks and trying not to say anything harsh. Her jealousy always got the best of her when she dared to get into a relationship. She did not wish to push Caroline away, but it did cause her insecurities to rise. She was terrified that what Quinn had said was true, that she was straight.

"Your friends were correct in their accusations." Her accented voice came out monotone and angry.

"Huh, what do you mean?" Caroline wondered, confused.

"You are most definitely the straightest girl in their group."

She scoffed. "I am not."

"Tell that to your face, love." Rebekah bit back. "You might want to wipe away the drool before you start your defense."

"I'm not drooling, and I am so not the straightest girl in my group of friends!" Caroline didn't understand where the sudden accusations were coming from. Did she find Jacob attractive, sure she did, but that didn't mean anything.

"I disagree."

She laughed as it all clicked into place. Rebekah was jealous because she had called someone else attractive. It was actually quite adorable. She always acted so strong and confident, but deep down she was just human like everyone else. 'She could never be a monster…' Crawling over her girlfriend she smirked down at her. "Oh right, that's why I frequently have hot passionate sex with my girlfriend and they never do."

Rebekah weighed that thought in her mind, but she still looked upset.

"Are you…" Caroline started, reaching up and poking Rebekah's nose with the tip of her finger. Laughing when she scrunched it up uncomfortably. "Jealous?"

"Perhaps I am."

"Well, stop!"

Rebekah laughed and nodded her head. "Why thank you, sweetheart. You telling me to stop is sure to make it stop."

"No, seriously." Caroline insisted. "You have nothing to be jealous of." She glanced to the television screen for a second and then back to Rebekah. "Do I think that Jacob is sexy with his shirt off? Yeah, I do."

A scowl formed on Rebekah's full lips and she glared at her girlfriend.

"But." She emphasized on the word, tracing her fingers beneath her shirt. "I would much rather see you with your shirt off any day." She pulled the shirt over the other woman's head and smiled brightly as she leant down and started to kiss her way along Rebekah's abs.

When she reached her breasts she stopped and her smile widened. Glancing up she caught the other blonde's eyes. "And there is something that you have that Jacob doesn't." Caroline flicked her tongue over Rebekah's hardened nipple and watched her shake beneath her. "These." She repeated the action. "I really, really love these."

"Girls! It's getting late!" Liz yelled from behind the closed door.

"Shit!" Caroline gasped out, quickly jumping out of bed and handing Rebekah her shirt.

"The movie isn't over yet, mom!"

"It's the middle of the night and I have work in the morning. You can finish the movie tomorrow! I want you in your separate rooms tonight!"

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"I just don't think that I can be with you any longer. It hurts me too much." Rachel whispered softly as she looked down at her shaking hands. She could not stand looking into Quinn's eyes; she knew that she would break. That she would give in and do whatever she wished.

"Rachel, please just give me a chance to show you that I've changed!" She pleaded, moving closer to her.

Rachel took a step backward, staring up into her eyes. "You are not going to change overnight, Quinn! You need to take some time to learn to be happy in this relationship, to learn to be happy with yourself. That isn't something that I can help you with."

"But…I…"

"I understand that you are scared and that is why I cannot be selfish with you. It would not be fair to either of us to continue being in this relationship at this time. I would constantly be angry with you, and you would constantly be terrified, and in the end there wouldn't be a relationship at all. We would resent and hate each other, and I do not want that for us. We deserve better than that. We deserve a chance."

"But—When I figure myself out." She paused and took in a shaky breath, tears rolling down her cheeks and over her lips. "When I learn how to be happy with myself, then we can be together, right?"

"We will just have to wait and see where we both are at that point."

"No, Rachel, no! I can't lose you! I love you!" Quinn's body was shaking and she was crying out loudly.

"I know. I love you too."

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Authors Note:

Awww thanks to all of the wonderful reviews y'all left me, I got the next chapter up quickly! I hope that you all enjoy it! I didn't really get to proof read it, so hopefully there aren't too many errors! The next chapter will be a long one and I am excited to write it! And no worries, I won't be rushing into the Faberry sex scene, they have stuff to figure out first. :)

Thank you all for reading! Please do leave me some reviews and encouragement and I promise to add the next chapter soon!

Thank you so much for being wonderful!

-Tracy Cook