Chapter 46

Anna POV

These past 2 weeks have been fabulous. We went sight seen and shopping all along the Midlands Meander. The best part for me was having Jose with us the entire tine. To make me even more happy he has agreed to join us on the two week vacation to the island. My best part was the canopy tours. Christian was so stressed out about my safety. It was very funny watching him. We just got a tour of our new boat and wow it is a hotel on water. I would of never of dreamed of owning such a luxury vessel. I can't wait to get behind the wheel. My nightmares have been under control. I know it is Dr. Flynn helping me sort my feelings out. Christian has been so patient with me. I am the luckiest woman on this planet.

I am lying on the lounger on the fourth floor on our ship with Jose next to me. Its been so fun spending time with him and catching up. I was just thinking about our little trip to Durban. The days on the beach in Durban were magical. We drew so much attention it was crazy. Gail and myself were surrounded by sexy as hell men in only boarder shorts on the beach it was crazy. But I had the sexiest man next to me the entire time. 3 days went so fast. We are now docking at our harbor on the island. Been back here again brings back happy and sad memories for me.

Bulldog walks up to me and holds me in his arms and asks me.

"Anna are you ok with been back here? We can stay on the ship if you would prefer."

"No it's not that. I didn't really have any bad days on this island. The only bad part was the withdrawal process. The rest of the time we had a fantastic time. Between Alex and Elliot I was always entertained. And kept happy. This beach was the same place Elliot and I had that fake wedding. Even though we knew it was not real it still felt special to me because I knew I had found a best friend who was willing to protect me. Even to the point of giving me his last name." So no. I am happy to be here. It is going to be hard for me to go over to the place were I was kept captive. I do feel safer knowing I will have you all with me every step of the way. Thank you for everything you have done for me and for your continues support." I say to bulldog.

"Anna there is no need to thank me. You are family to me and family keeps each other safe. I almost died when you radioed me to say the men I put to protect you have betrayed me and I put you in danger. I will never forgive myself for that. Every time I see the scar on your forehead it will remind me of my failure to protect you. I will be by your side this entire trip no matter what you need. You just have to ask. I am going to do a perimeter check then we will sit for supper. I have sent Alex and Taylor collect supper off the ship so we can dine here on the beach."

"Ok that is a fabulous idea. See you later." Wow I did not know he was feeling like that. I don't hold it against him it is not his fault. I need to chat to the other men in my life and find out who else is blaming themselves. What an eye opener. This place is just like we left it. I laughed when we walked in. The silly photos of our little adventures around the island were still all over the walls. Us hiking, swimming, sailing, using the jet ski, snorkeling, a few wedding photo's, our first American BBQ, us in the gym training and even a bit of us sunbathing on the beach. My favorite is the ones of us on the dirt bikes Elliot bought. I had fun riding them around. I must say Alex is a great photographer.

" There is allot of catching up I need to do Anna. You and Elliot have done a lot of stuff together. It is time we start to also build lasting memories together. I Cant wait. Let me start now by christening the master bedroom." He scoops me up into his arms and I start giggling."

"Oh Mr Grey we have already had so many memorable memories together. But I won't object to more. Let the memories begin. We giggle together.

We walk into the main bedroom and it was like I walked back into time. Everything was as we left it. The look on Christians face said it all. He had on a look that was so sad and hurt. I know he put two and two together and realized I stayed with Elliot in the main suit. We didn't do anything though; it was like brother and sister sharing a room. But Christian didn't understand that. So I decided to keep my baby happy.

"Baby can we sleep on the ship rather. It is more luxury anyway and when you make me scream your name later I will know that nobody will here me." He was happy with that idea and all was ok he knows our boat is only ours.

Christian POV

Firstly I didn't like the fact that Bulldog had my Anna in his arms. I must ask her what they were talking about. They seemed very cozy. When I walked into the house I couldn't contain the hurt and sadness I felt when I realized this was their first home. This was the place were it all began. There was evidence of their life together all over. Lot's of photo's against the walls. Even though I know the truth behind the story I am only human. I am feeling very insecure about everything. She is so happy in every shot. I know Elliot is no treat to me, but my mind and heart wont let it rest. Anna's suggestion to sleep on the ship made me happy. When she told me she wants to scram my name I forgot everything and went hard for her. That is a place only her and I have been together. I know I am been silly but I can't help my feelings.

We had a lovely supper on the beach with everyone. Alex and Taylor built a large bon fire and we all sat around and chattered. We needed the relaxation. It felt so good to have Anna in-between my legs resting he head on my chest while I had my arms around her waist. It was just so natural. The sky was filled with thousands of stars. It felt so magical. I promise Anna she can go swimming when we board the ship later while I do some GEH work in the office.

Elliot POV

It is such a good feeling been back on the island with no treat hanging over Anna's head. She is so happy with Christian she is actually beaming. I saw my baby brother's face when he walked into the house. The sadness on his face was so obvious. I wish he would see how much she actually loves him. If he can just see that he will not feel like that ever again? He has no reason to be jealous or insecure with the men in her life because not one of us sees her in an attracted sort of way. We all see her as our baby sister. Tomorrow is going to be tough for butterfly been back to that house. I have to keep a close eye on her. It's off to bed now. I have also decided to stay onboard because there is so much more to do. Jose and I are defiantly going to hit the gym then we are going to go swimming.

Taylor and Gail POV

The ship was just as we expected. Absolutely, amazing. We are totally relaxed and enjoying ourselves. Mentally preparing ourselves for tomorrow. The food and entertainment is 5 star rating. When the boss does something he always go big. This is his best buy yet. The boss had a bad moment when they entered the house I thought I will have to step in. But Anna whispered something to him and he relaxed almost immediately. She is really good for him. He better not screw this up. We have never seen him so happy and acting his age before.

Alex POV

There are so many memories around me. I remember every one of these pictures like it just happened. The good and the bad. Christian seemed a bit off but it might have just been me misreading the situation. Bulldog and I ran through the plans for tomorrows mission. We will leave the island in GreySteele and land on Paul's helipad at his estate. Our team of men will leave before us on Elliot's boat and secure the premises. When all is secure we will go in and release the prisoners. Anna is a very strong lady but everybody has his or her own limit. I feel as if her limit is almost met. I do hope I am wrong though this just might be a way she needs to let it all go. Bulldog and I are staying on the island to keep watch. Taylor and Luke will be onboard security.

Jose POV

This ship of Christians is more comfortable than the cruise ship we went on. Its actually better than my house back home. I am having such a good time with my Anna. I get the evil eye from Grey when I say my Anna but I don't care she was mine first. Elliot and I have become good friends. He is a really funny and cool guy. We are going to hit the gym then go for a swim. A nightcap at the bar will also be in order to settle the nerves for tomorrow's drama. I am so scared because the last time I was on this island with Anna she was taken. She keeps scolding me for staring at her. She said I am making her uncomfortable. But I feel if I take my eye off her she may disappear again and I can't allow that. I will keep her safe this time. I also promised to visit her in Seattle sometime.

"Hey Jose are you ready to hit the gym with me?" Elliot asks me.

" Lead the way dude. I am right behind you."

We had a great work out and an even better swim. We chilled at the bar afterwards until we realized it was after 1 in the morning. Everybody else was fast asleep.

"Goodnight Elliot I will see you in the morning,"

"Night Jose I am going to hang around on the 4th deck a bit longer see you later."