Normal POV

I sang until I fell into a horrible sleep.

'I walked down the sidewalk all alone. That was until a boy around my age probably a year or 2 older. "Hi." He turned to me as soon as he did his happy features fell. "What's wrong with you?" He questioned in disgust. "W..what do you mea?"

He shook his head then went back into the store. I slowly grabbed the handle, but when I did he looked the door. I stepped back shocked at his reaction. I looked into the window I screamed at my reflection.

My brunette hair was greasy and gary and coming out, I had scratches, and gashes all over my face. My clothes were tore and rip. My eyes were two different colors. Open wounds were just littered everywhere on my body they spelt out every word I thought of myself. Yes these were the wounds no one could see. The pain I lock away that left nasty marks that only I can see.

Then just a head I saw a cliff, I ran to it I wasn't going to watch the sunset. I ran to the edge and I took one step off the edge and I fell to my death. Finally over, at least I thought so. That was until….'

' "Child." I knew that voice. "Primus I can't help the Autobots." I couldn't bare to look into his eyes to scared to see shame and disappointment in his eyes. "Why? Child why can't you?" I was on my hands and knees tears dropped out of my eyes slowly. "I..it hurts too much…. I have no faith in myself. How am I suppose to bring faith in something if I don't even have it. I'm tired of pain, I'm tired of disappointment, I'm tired of crying, to be honest I'm tired of being tired…..But if I had to choose what I was most tired of, it would be me, I'm tired of being me." My knees and arms started to shake as I fell to the ground I slowly picked myself up on my shake hands and knees.

Primus put one of his large finger under my chin, "Child did I ever say it was going to be easy. One reason I choose you to do this and no one else is because you didn't have faith. You all are suppose to help each other in the times you're struggling. Child you can't wait for the storm to pass, you have to learn to put on a coat and go out and play figure things out for yourself. You can't learn things if you don't try, you can't learn things if you give up. You have to get up dust yourself off and say is that the best you got life then try again." I looked into his big blue eyes searching for what I need it didn't take long to find the reassurance. I nodded at him I slowly got up I looked at him, "I'll keep trying." I said. He nodded "Your days are numbered Catherine I think you should look into what Sunstreaker was doing before you blow him off." I looked at him confused. "What does that mean?" He just chuckled, "Exactly how it sounded." Then we faded out. I was back on the cliff instead of me stepping off I stepped away, and ran home."I promise not blow him off." '

I jolted awake out of my sleep I wiped my tears, stood up and went to search for an answer. 'I'll look for one instead of waiting on Sunstreaker to give me one.'

I ran into something hard and yellow speak of the devil. I was not ready to see him yet not even close to talk to him. "Please be Bumblebee. Please be Bumblebee." I slowly looked up and flinched it wasn't Bumblebee. I slowly took one step back he looked like he was about to grab me, until….

"All Autobots and humans going on the mission report to the main hanger." I sighed then spirited down the long hallway. When I made it to the main hanger I was full of energy. I looked up smiling wide, all autobots looked at me so confused.

"Hey Electric are you ok?" I jumped at the sound of the nickname, and ran behind Jazz. Everyone gasped at me I looked into the shiny hanger walls to see I was sparking. "Don't touch me." I say plainly still had the smile on my face.

I looked up to Ratchet he was looking worried. "It's my defensive system." I told him all the Autobots nodded except Sideswipe. "Why did you go into the self defensive because of me I haven't done anything to you." Jazz glared at Sideswipe the look was full of hate. "Because you're related to that." I spat out, and pointed at Sunstreaker as he came in.

I didn't want to hate him, I didn't hate him… I'm just going to stay clear of him. "And I know something now that I didn't before I talked to Primus a little while ago."

"What did he say?" Optimus questioned. "He told me a lot, but mostly he said I can't give up helping you guys it's not going to be easy at all and-." I decided not to tell them about Sunstreaker. "And." I shook my head they all gave me wary looks, but continued on with the preparations.

The whole time we were getting ready Sunstreaker watched my every move. 'Don't blow him off.' I shook my head trying to get rid of the voice. 'Am I blowing him off?' I shook my head. 'but to get answers I will have to talk to him.' I slowly made my way over to him each step I would reassure myself I'm okay.

"Hey Sunstreaker?" He looked at me completely shocked. "Um.. I thought you didn't want anything to do with me." I looked at him and shrugged.

"I don't want anything to do with you." He flinched. "Um." I laughed at him. "I'm just playing." He frowned then looked me into my eyes. "What Primus said it was about me." It wasn't a questioned. "Yeah he told me not to blow you off."

He smiled at me, "So you're going with Primus said." I shook my head. "No." I said simply. He transformed down, and his passenger door popped open. I hesitated 'Get back up.' I sat inside him.

"I can explain why I did what I did." I held my head down. "Can we not talk about it yet, I'll ride with you to the valley, I'll talk and joke with, but I will not act like everything is okay I will hesitate when I'm around you, but otherwise we're okay."

Sunstreaker looked me in shock. "Um okay, can I ask why you are so willing." I smiled at him, and climbed into his holoforms lap and hugged him. "Because I promised to not give up, that I'll get back up and say is that the best you got."

Sunstreaker laughed then hugged me back and kissed my cheek which of course made me blush. One thing crossed my mind that I wanted to say so bad.

'Sunny I love you.'

Typical they both love each other. The dream is the most important part.

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