So, here is chapter 8! Sorry I have taken much longer to update than expected, I recently have been having quite a few personal issues at home which have taken up the time I usually dedicate to writing so sorry! But here is chapter 8, late but here!
"Cammie, Cammie it's time to go, come on"
I looked up at Zach, my hands resting on my stomach; he smiled at me lovingly and cupped his hand around my face. Slowly he lent down and kissed me softly sending little flutters down my back.
"I love you Cam"
He whispered
"I love you too Zachary"
He grinned at me
"Come on we better get going"
He said taking my hand
"Zach, wait, Zach I have to tell you something"
My voice cracked and a tear ran down my cheek. Zach looked startled and wrapped his arm around me pulling me into a tight hug.
"What is it love? Don't cry, I'm here"
"Zach… I'm pregnant"
I mumbled quietly, he didn't say anything, I thought that perhaps he hadn't heard me.
"Zach, I said tha-"
He cut me off;
"I heard you Cam, are you absolutely sure?"
"I'm seven weeks overdue, the test said that I'm 12 weeks pregnant Zach"
My voice was wobbly. Zach placed his hands on my shoulder and looked at me pain etched across his face.
"I'm such an idiot, what the hell was I doing? I'm so sorry Cam, I can't believe I've done this to you"
His voice was raised, angry.
"Zach! Don't, it's not your fault. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for getting you in this mess. You don't want the baby do you?"
I pulled away from him tears rolling down my cheeks; his face softened.
"Oh Cam, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to shout. Of course I want the baby! We're having a baby Cammie! Me and you, I'm a dad!"
His eyes were sparkling, he was smiling.
"Zach, you're not angry that I'm pregnant? You want the baby too?"
I asked confused, I hadn't expected him to be happy about the pregnancy, I knew he would stand by me no matter what, but I didn't expect him to be happy!
"Yes Cammie, yes! Of course I'm happy, yes we hadn't planned this but when does anything we do ever go to plan? You're a mum Cam!"
He laughed
"I'm so glad you're happy Zach!"
I sighed in relief. Suddenly I felt a flutter in my stomach and gasped.
"Cammie what's wrong?"
Zach asked alarmed, worry masking his face.
"The baby is moving Zach! Here,"
I pulled my t-shirt up revealing my stomach which was had a growing bulge. I took his hand and placed it on my tummy. He grinned.
"Hello little one"
He soothed. The baby kicked again, harder.
"Ow! Be gentle sweetheart"
I whispered rubbing my tummy.
The kicking continued getting harder and harder, I started to cry
"Ow, stop, stop, owwwwww!"
I screamed as an agonizing pain shot through my stomach coming form the baby.
"Cammie what the fuck is going on?"
Zach demanded
"I don't know"
I sobbed
"It hurts Zach! It really hurts!"
I heard a tearing noise just an unbearable pain folded around my stomach, I looked down and gasped; a long gash ran across the bottom of my stomach, a black liquid oozing out of it, it ripped upwards as our 'baby' kicked again. The force of it causing me to throw up; Zach was staring at my stomach, he had gone pale, he looked faint. Zach never looks faint!
"Cam why is your blood black?"
I looked down, my blood was pooling around Zach's feet. It started to bubble.
Zach screamed as his feet started to disappear. He seemed to be melting into it!
"Zach!"
I howled, as the child tore its way out of my stomach. It was a girl. I watched transfixed, amazed as she twisted in agony. She stared at me pleadingly, she had Zach's eyes. Then she contorted her limbs getting tangled up in unnatural positions. Her tiny body breaking convulsively. She turned to dust.
I wailed in the pain of losing my most of my stomach and my child. I weakly turned my head to look at Zach as he melted even further into the substance we had thought was my blood.
I reached out towards him, but I was being dragged away by the shadows.
"NO! ZACH!"
I screamed folding up on myself.
I opened my eyes, my body was covered in beads of sweat and I smelt awful.
"Ew gross"
Catherine complained
"You were dreaming about my son"
She shuddered
"Gross!"
I ignored her, I was too distracted by the fact that my what was my smashed jaw was bandaged up. I frowned in confusion. President Winters laughed.
"Yes we bandaged you up a bit, you see we need you talk, we still need the names and until you talk this will happen again and again"
I shuddered my body shaking uncontrollably.
"So tell me Cammie, do you want children?"
President Winters asked me; I frowned, that was an odd question to ask me.
"Answer me!"
He barked dragging the taser across my stomach. I screamed, the sensation of burning alive spreading up through my chest; my wrists straining against the shackles.
"Yes"
I answered, sobbing.
"I see, and do you want children with Zachary?"
He asked me softly; I nodded sending a throb through my skull. Catherine pressed her lips together tightly and stepped forward.
"Cameron I don't want my only child to have children with you, to be quite frank, the thought revolts me. My son is like me, well he would be, right now, he is just mislead and even if this path he is taking, is the one he truly wants to take, he still deserves better than you. He is better than you Cameron. I will not give either of you the chance to have children. My son's children- my grandchildren will not have you as a mother."
"I never expected to get out of here alive Catherine"
I murmured softly.
"Oh but you will, you will Cammie. You are a good spy, you take after your father. This isn't working, keeping you here, you won't crack. So Dr. Steve and I, we had to get thinking. How else would we get the names from you? Then in a moment of wisdom, it came to us. It took us long enough, but yes finally, it came to us. So Cammie were going to send you home and get the names from you in your home"
Her eyes were sparkling, she was playing with me.
"How? How would that work? The Gallagher Academy is safe from you. I would remember you!"
She was laughing
"You won't remember this Cammie, you'll have forgotten the whole summer. The Gallagher Academy think that Dr. Steve is an ally, you'll think he is an ally. We will break you Cameron Morgan."
I took this all in taking deep breaths, and thought through logically, I finally gave a reply.
"What has this got to do with children and Zach Catherine?"
She smiled dreamily
"I was just getting to that bit, you and my son are pretty serious, its gross but I can't change that. I don't want my son getting you pregnant, so I'm taking away the possibility. You will no longer be able to become pregnant after this."
What? I screamed, she couldn't so this to me.
"No, no! Please!" I begged, tears streaming uselessly down my cheeks.
Catherine undid the shackles around my wrists and ankles and I started thrashing my body away from my mind. I fell to the ground in an undignified heap, but I barely noticed, I had no dignity left.
I felt warm water spray my body, took a deep shaky breath and looked up from where I was curled up on the ground. Catherine had a hose, I guess she meant what she said, she wanted to make me infertile.
I knew they were going to kill eventually, but I wanted to die whole, as myself. I didn't want to die with my sexual organs tampered with.
So I started to crawl. Crawl away from her. But I was so tired, so, so tired.
Catherine stopped me, I didn't fight, I couldn't fight. I didn't want to fight anymore, I could end this so easily, I could just give her the names, it would be so easy. Then I could die. I could sleep forever.
Just give her the names.
So that is the end of chapter 8! I hope you enjoyed it! I felt like I was leaving Zach out so I had to bring him in somehow :P
I have decided that there is only 2 chapters left now, so this fan fiction is nearly at its end! Recently I have posted my own story on Fiction Press under the pen name of Rattle. The story is called dark Experiments, I would really appreciate any reviews on it!
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Cheese Assassin xx
