FLOYNTERxxx - its a dance label, marketing a dance cd compilation, and everyone in my group doesn't pay attention to anything another than the word music -.- may end up screaming by the end of the two weeks! and Tom's POV is coming up soon! :)

364 Dannys POV

I happily lay on the sofa, my head resting on Toms only boxer covered thigh, his hand gently playing with my hair. I smiled, feeling so content here, like I never wanted to move ever again. "I love you Tom, so much." I kissed his leg, nuzzling a little closer. "I love you too Danny." Toms thumb ran across my cheek, tracing out a few freckles before running down to my shoulder. "hey, come here." Toms hands pulled me upwards, kissing me as softly as he possibly could, his legs on either side of my hips, holding me in place.

I smiled into the kiss, then realised something was wrong... I was the only one doing any kissing, Tom was trying to pull back. I pulled away myself, staring in horror as his once chubby face rapidly thinned, along with the rest of his body. It was like there was something inside him, sucking out his insides, making him a skeleton as the skin on his arms rose up, forming ridges and bumps all over him. Some burst, his blood pouring at of him, making him paler and paler until he was as white as snow. "Tommy whats happening?!" I scrambled out of our tangle of arms and legs, falling to the floor in horror. "you did this to me! This is all your fault!" Tom shouted, getting smaller and redder until he turned into a pile of blood covered bones on the sofa.

I screamed and bolted upright, heaving for breath. That had felt so real, like it could actually happen! But that couldn't happen, right? Of course it couldn't...it couldn't right? Tears fell down my face as the dream played over and over in my mind, it was all my fault, thats what I had done to Tom, made him a walking skeleton. I was turning what used to be such happy memories into pure hell, into the most horrific things possible, just because I was stupid enough to not notice when things were going wrong.

"Danny, was that you?" Harry called, reminding me that him and Dougie were still here. I bolted into their room, scrambling up the covers into their arms, needing to feel someone hold me, make me feel better. "hey, its alright, whats happened?" Harry asked, using the gentle voice he saved for Dougie and his panic attacks. "Tom, skeleton, blood, bones! Its all my fault, all my fault!" I cried, falling into his arms, needing to feel warm and safe arms. "its not your fault, don't say that, its not your fault." Dougie whispered, leaning on my shoulder, his little hands clinging to my arms. "it isn't your fault, because it wasn't real. It was a dream Danny. Just a dream." Harry comforted, rubbing my side gently, letting me borrow into his arms and hold on like it was Tom in my arms. "it was so real! So, so real! A-and it started as a memory! It was a memory!" I cried, whimpering helplessly, all I could see was Tom turning into a pile of bones, somehow still bleeding.

"oh Danny. The rest wasn't real, it really wasn't! And it won't happen, because it can't!" Harry reassured, he was wrong. "it can! Not as fast, but it can! Tom can starve himself to death, until he is only bones and he's dead!" I cried desperately, knowing it could happen, and it would happen. I had to get Tom to believe that I loved him, so he didn't feel the need to cut anymore, so he was happy, so he would eat again. He had to eat again, before he turned into a pile of bones, and died! If Tom died, I wouldn't survive, not for a minute, I loved him so much, he couldn't leave me forever! "shhh, calm down Danny, we have a plan to get you back together tomorrow, we'll tell you more in the morning."

365 Toms POV

I woke up to find I was still surrounded by my toys, the ones I had set out last night, my blanket still over me, keeping me a bit warmer. I felt so cold today, so, so cold, I was already shivering. I wasn't moving now, no way. I didn't want to move away, it was partially warm under the blanket, outside it was going to be so cold, colder than the showers I had, colder than my frozen soul. And I just didn't want to face another day of feeling hatred towards myself because I was pathetic. "Tom, getting up yet?" Carrie made me jump, opening the door, how the hell was she running around in pyjama shorts and a tshirt?! It was freezing! Absolutely freezing, even with my long sleeves and hoodie on.

"no, so cold." I whimpered, hiding under my blanket even more. "what? Its not that cold! Come on, get up! Its your birthday today!" oh no it wasn't! It was not July the 17th, was it? It couldn't be! "no its not! Go away!" I moaned, hiding under my blanket. "well, not technically, but we're celebrating it anyway! You need to cheer up, so we're going to have cake and watch new Disney films like we used to! So get up, movie pyjamas on, and get moving!" Carrie grinned, taking my blanket from me, making me get up. What the hell was she up to?! I didn't get what she was doing at all, why would we be celebrating my birthday, even though it was weeks ago? I didn't get it, at all.

But, I followed orders, guessing it was easier to go along with her plans than to try and come up with my own, following her to my cinema room once I was dressed in 'my movie pyjamas' they were the same as normal ones, just I only wore them when Carrie called a movie day. "surprise!" Carrie grinned as she turned the light on, revealing, Danny, Harry and Dougie, also dressed in pyjamas, curled up on my sofa. What the HELL was going on?!

"surprise Tommy! We came over to celebrate the non-birthday!" Danny looked happy with himself, was he trying to make me hate him or something?! What the hell was he doing here with them?! Hadn't anyone ever thought that I didn't want to see any of my band mates, unless I had to?! Surely they knew I didn't want to! "yeah! We brought cake and popcorn!" Dougie smiled from Harrys arms, clearly in his official lovers clothes. "don't just stand there! Come in! There's loads of room here!" Harry pulled on Dougies shirt a bit, before adjusting his headband on his head, looking nervous. They're here to torture you some more. Get out of here! The voice didn't have to say that twice! I needed to get out of here now! I didn't want to be with my exlover and his actual lovers, pretending that everything was okay when everything was clearly not alright!

"I'll go get some crisps." I ran down the stairs, finding that the door was locked, why was this happening?! "I'll come and help!" Danny called, his footsteps thundering down the stairs after me, oh god no, what did he want now?! I ran into the kitchen, trying to open the back too, no such luck. We're trapped like animals! I was not an animal! "hey, don't look so jumpy! Look, we're not actually here to celebrate your birthday when its not your birthday...wow thats a weird mouthful...anyway, I wanted to talk to you instead." Danny stepped forward, looking so painfully beautiful and kind and like my boyfriend I wanted to scream and cry. Don't you dare fall all over again. He's a liar and a cheater, don't you dare believe him. I wasn't going to, no way was I going to listen.