Hi guys, I'm taking a break with all the emotions in this chapter, so I'm just going to crank up the nalu a bit :)
WHEN WE WERE KIDS
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
I sat at the kitchen table, with a cup of tea, staring at the letter. I wanted to burn it, but also to open it. I was worried that if I didn't, maybe Silver might be hurt, and if I did, I may have to hurt someone. I finaly decided to take a , I put on a change of clothes, even though the sun had set, I still hated putting pyjamas on before bedtime. I walked into my room, and put my lacrima pod on. I'll give you the list of the songs Lucy was talking about, if you ever want to listen to them. I lay down on my bed, one hand behind my head and the other holding my pod on my stomach. I closed my eyes, and let 'pleasant' thoughts invade my mind rather than the stupid letter business. All of a sudden, my trail of thoughts was interupted, by someone pulling one of my buds out. Natsu was in my room, the window behind him open, and he was putting a bud in his ear. I sat up, angrily, and scolded him.
"I wish you would stop coming in through the window." I said, pissed off.
"What's this song?" He asked, not paying attention to my scoulding at all.
"It's my playlist. It's got all the emotion stimulating musics on." I said, maybe too quickly for him, because the frown on his face indicated that I had just spoken a foreign language to him.
"I didn't understand a word of what you just said." Natsu said, grinning stupidly.
"You know, emotions, the things you seem to lack half of the time when it comes to self-decorum"
"Nope, still no idea." He said, I sighed.
"Self-decorum means self control, but I was stupid to think you would now that..." I muttered. "Okay, I'll show you, are you listening to the music?"
"Yes."
"Alright. What's playing? Ah yes... okay, when this plays, try to think of everything that sucks in your life, and how it's not fair, stuff like that." I said, finding this kind of fun. He closed his eyes, and frowned, again.
"The song is kinda helping me to do that."
"Yes, it's stimulating the 'self-pitying' emotion, you coulds say." I laughed.
"Play another one." He ordered. I did.
"Okay, on this one, think of flying."
"Yep, it's helping me think again." He said, smiling at me."Another one!"
"This one, violence."
"I knew you were violent. Okay, another one."
"And this one-" I stopped. "No, you wouldn't understand this one." I said, about to skip to the next one.
"No, wait." He said, putting his hand over my one, stopping me from continuing the playlist. "What emotion is it?"
"It's romantic, and you don't know a thing about that, do you?" I laughed.
"Hey! I can be very romantic, thank you very much!" He said, stubbornly crossing his arms.
"I find that hard to believe."
"Why?"
"Erza had to explain to you that kisses are special, and even after that you sexualy harrased me so Gray would be your slave." I replied, raising an eyebrow.
"Other than that." He said. He stood up, pulling me with him.
"Hey!" I said.
"You still have your gloves on, are the burns not gone?" He asked, taking my hands.
"No. How come you aren't burnt? You pulled me out, after all."
"I don't know, heat and smoke from fires have never really bothered me. If anything, I like them." He said, as he held one of my hands, and put the other one on his shoulder. He put his on my waist.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Dancing, you see? Romantic." Natsu said, as we swayed to the music. I rolled my eyes.
"Cliché- omygodicanfinalydoaccentspromlggetonmylevelbacktothefic, if anything."
"Tsch... okay, is this more romantic?" He asked, putting my other hand on his shoulder and both of his on my waist.
"Really?" I laughed.
"Fine. Imagine." He said, putting his arms all the way round my waist, pulling me closer to him.
"Imagine what?" I said, enraptured. He leant closer to my ear.
"Imagine, I was your crush, and I was telling you that I loved you." He wispered.
"How do you know I have a crush?" I said, into his.
"Everyone knows you have a crush. Is this romantic?" He said.
"Definitly a start." I laughed. "So, do you have a crush?" I asked, as we kept on dancing.
"Yes."
"What?" I said, mocking. "You have a crush?"
"No need to sound so surprised."
"I am, who is she?" I asked. I need to know who my love rival is. MIND!
"Like I'd tell you." He grinned. "If you tell me yours, I might tell you mine."
"Okay. Sting." I lied. He looked at me, with wide eyes and a surprised face.
"What? You fancy Sting?" He said. There was something in his voice, that I couldn't identifie.
"Yep. Now who is yours?" I said. He grinned again.
"I said I might tell you mine."
"Fine. I was joking. He isn't Sting." I said. Natsu laughed.
"I was thinking, Lucy and Sting?"
"But tell me! Who is she! Is this how you imagine telling her? Dancing?"
"I don't know. Either it's dancing, but, it's kind of boring." Natsu shrugged.
"So what isn't boring?" I asked.
"This." He wispered in my ear, and pushed me, till my back hit the wall. He held my hands against it, stopping me from going anywhere.
"H-hey! Natsu!" I said, surprised. He laughed, and grinned in a way I had never seen him do. What was it?
Hot, that's what it is. Mind, I swear I'm going to kill you.
"What's the matter Luce? Isn't this fun?" He said, his voice leant in between my shoulder and neck, his breath tickling me. He started to kiss my throat, gently.
"H-h-hey..." I tried to say, sternly, but he got the best of me. I started breathing more faster, and my eyes fluttered. His lips were warm against my skin, which always seemed to be cold, his fingers intertwined with mine, and I could feel the heat from his hands from under my gloves. His kisses were long and drawn out, he went up and down my shoulder and neck. My legs became jelly, as he pressed hiself against me.
"Lucy..." I heard him wisper, as he momentarily stopped kissing me. So he was findinng this just as...arousing...? He started to bite, gentle nibbles along my collarbone. I gasped, but he continued biting, going back up again. He bit my earlobe, pressing gently, and then harder. He went back down again, just underneath my ear. He parted his lips slightly, and pressed them down. He started sucking slightly. It hurt a bit, but it still felt nice.
Hold on, what am I doing? We aren't a couple. He has a crush, this isn't right.
"Natsu..."I tried to say, but found it hard. "Too far." I said. He ignored me, and continued sucking. "Natsu!" I managed to say, sternly. I struggled, trying to get out of his grip.
"I'm next to your jugular, I can hear how fast your heart is beating, I know you like this." He said.
"Get off me, or I'll ask Erza to give you another talk about kissing people you aren't in a relationship with." I said. He sighed, and let my hands go.
"You let me." He said grumpily as I sat down on my bed.
"You surprised me." I said, just as grumpily. "I never thought you would know how to do that."
"I didn't. I just did what felt right." Natsu said, as he sat down next to me.
"You're blushing. That's weird." I said.
"So are you. And your heart beat was like five million per minute." He said. I took his wrist, and pressed two fingers against his vein.
"So is yours, and your all red. Anyone would be in that situation, so don't make it personal." I said, letting his wrist go. He sighed, and crossed his arms.
"Are you angry with me?" He asked.
"Yes." I said, running my hand along my neck. I felt something that was a lump, and hurt. "Ouch."
"What?" He asked.
"Do I have something there?" I asked, lifting my hair up. I saw him smile a bit. "Why are you smiling?"
"I might of discovered how to give a love bite and I may of given you one." He said, smiling.
"Jesus Natsu..." I sighed, as I opened one of my draws to find a light scarf, blue. I wrapped it around my neck.
"Why don't we continue? It was fun." He said.
"No. Way. Seriously, does Erza need to talk to you again?" I said.
"You let me." He repeated.
"You surprised me." I said back, again. "Besides, save yourself for her."
"Who?"
"Your crush."
"Tsch, whatever. I left pizza cooking, I have to go. Unless you want to give me a love bite to?" He said, laughing. He saw my expression. "It was a joke, it was a joke..." He said innocently, as he opened my window. He climbed over the top, and sat on the window sill.
"Hey Luce?" He asked.
"Yes?"
"If you were her, my crush I mean, would you of let me continue?" He asked.
"What?" I asked, surprised.
"You heard." He said. I waited a second, trying to find the right words.
"Well, I suppose, seeing the fact that that's what couples do in theory and also that it was enjoyable, I would of let you continue, I we were a thing, and I was your crush, which I highly doubt is the case." I said, laughing nervously at the end. He didn't speak. I looked at him, he was looking at me, an eyebrow raised.
"...It isn't the case, right?" I said, unsure. He just raised his eyebrows higher. I stood there, fiddling with my hands.
"Natsu?" I questioned. He grinned, and slid of the window sill. He ran to his own house, over the fence. I quickly rushed to the window.
"Natsu! Tell me if I'm your crush or not!" I shouted after him. He just turned around, laughing, and waved.
"Natsu!" I yelled again. I sighed, he was already closing his window.I closed my own, and sat on the floor, smiling. Why was I smiling? With everything that was going on, why would I be smiling?
Because I might be Natsu Dragneel's crush, that's why.
I was wondering, would you stop reading the fic if NaLu happened before the end? As in, they became a couple? Hope you enjoyed, bisous :* Roji
Self pitying song: The Reluctant Hereos- Shingeki no Kyojin
Flying song: This Game-No Game No Life opening
Violence: What's up People-Maximum the Hormone
Romantic song: Decide for yourself I have no idea :S