*well here's the much demanded update, sorry about leaving it on a cliffhanger guys ;) thought it'd make a good change as I don't normally do cliffhangers. But here it is*

Beca POV

'rrrriiinngggg riiiinnggg* I looked at my phone, it was an unknown number, and nobody would call during Bella rehearsals but I answered it anyway. Suddenly everything was in slow motion. I was falling to the ground; tears were falling uncontrollably in seconds. The Bella's came rushing over, everyone was questioning me. "Jesse….accident….hospital" was all I could get out between sobs. I stood up quickly. "I need to go, I need to be there!" I grabbed my keys of the piano before they were snatched away from me. I looked at Cynthia who stood before me, my keys in her hand, "you ain't driving nowhere in that state, or you'll be in an accident of ya own!" I knew she was right but I couldn't understand. I reached for my keys again, but this time Fat Amy picked me up. "come on, we'll drive you!" she said as she carried me the bus.

The drive to the hospital seemed to take hours when in fact it was only about 15 minute drive from campus. When we eventually got there, I climbed out the bus, the girls went to follow but I put my hands out to stop them. "please I need to do this on my own, but call the trebles, please." I wiped a tear away as I walked into the building. The smell of cleanliness and antiseptic hit me as the doors opened. I walked over to the reception desk. "Um, hello?" I asked, no one was visibly behind the desk. Suddenly a blonde girl popped up from underneath.

"Yes, Hello how can I help you?" She asked, bubbly and happy. I hated it.

"Erm my boyfriend was in a car accident, I got a call to tell me he was here? His name is Jesse Swanson" I explained, trying to hold back the tears.

"Oh yes, he is down the right corridor, Bay 5, but the doctors are with him now so its probably best to take a seat outside the Bay" she told me, her face full of sympathy. Strangling it was comforting. I nodded my head and thanked her as I went down the corridor she pointed to. I found Bay 5 and looked in the window. I saw a crowd of people around the bed, I knew it was Jesse in there, probably in pain. I sat on the hard plastic chairs underneath the window. I reached for my phone, I knew by now the Trebles would be here, I needed someone to comfort me. Pulling my phone out I rang Donald. A few minutes later him and Benji appeared, they stopped in their tracks as they saw the scene through the window. Benji swallowed hard, he was always a softie, but today he was trying to be strong, for me. It meant a lot to me, they both meant a lot to me. They came and took a seat either side of me. We waited for what seemed like a lifetime before a doctor finally came out to us.

"Hello, you must be Beca Mitchell? His Girlfriend I'm Dr Gray, and these are?" he asked moitioning to the boys. My heart skipped a beat at the word girlfriend because only this morning I'd finished with him. I wasn't going to say that though, he'd surely kick me out.

"Yeah I'm Beca, these are his best friends and housemates," I explained. I was annoyed that he was more concerned about introductions than telling me how my boyfriend was doing. Dr Gray nodded and took a seat opposite us.

"Well Jesse is in a good place right now, he came out lightly for the type of crash he was in. He has suffered from a broken leg, broken shoulder and a punctured lung. It could've been a lot worse. He will be going into surgery soon to try and fix the broken bones and set them in place. You are more than welcome to come and see him, but I warn you now. He doesn't look pretty and he is unconscious at the moment," He explained, there was a lot of head nodding during his speech. I nodded and stood up, my knees were weak and I stumbled backwards, luckily Benji was behind me and caught hold of me, he wrapped his arm around my waist and gave me a comforting squeeze. His arm stayed like that as we entered the room. In front of me was the boy I loved, the boy who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. He was normally so strong, but laying on that bed he looked helpless. Silent tears fell down my already tear stained face. He was hooked up to different machines that were beeping and had funny lines on them. I reached for his hand and squeezed it gently, for some reason I expected him to squeeze back and my heart sank even further when there was no response. I turned to face Benji, this was my fault. "This is all my fault, why did this have to happen?!" I cried out loud, I tried to push Benji away as he came towards me, hitting him on the shoulders with each step. "no I don't deserve you" I screamed. He was stronger than me and just grabbed my wrists and put them in-between us and held me.

"Shh Bec, this wasn't your fault, don't ever think that!" he whispered as he stroked my hair.

He was wrong, I didn't deserve this, Jesse didn't deserve this.

Benji POV

The call from Lily had been a shocked. Donald answered the phone all happy and bubbly then his face dropped and I was instantly worried. When he explained I grabbed my keys and we headed to my car. I drove faster than I ever had before and we reached the hospital in no time.

We inside and saw the Bella's waiting in reception, Donald ran over to Lily and wrapped her in his arms. I went to find out what was going on from Fat Amy. I listened to her, but didn't take much of it in to be honest. They pointed to where Beca would be and we headed to see her.

We turned the corner and saw our best friend lying on bed surrounded by doctors. I looked away from the window; I didn't need to see that. I could feel tears starting to sting my eyes, I swallowed them away, I had to be strong for Beca.

Me and Donald sat next to her as the doctor explained what was wrong with Jesse. It wasn't as bad as we thought it would be, but it was still upsetting and Beca took it hard. Walking into the room I swallowed more tears, he looked so weak and lifeless. It was terrifying.

"This is all my fault, why did this have to happen?!" Beca cried, I stepped towards her but she pushed me away. "No I don't deserve you" she cried hitting me over and over again. All I could do was grab her wrists and pull her towards me. I wrapped my arms around her and let her cry into me. Stroking her hair I whispered comforting words to try and soothe her. She blamed herself, but I blamed myself. I knew what had happened and how upset he was, yet I still let him go out driving!

We stood there together for a while when the doctor came in.

"Excuse me, but we're taking Jesse to surgery now," he said softly to us. Releasing Beca I nodded at him. We headed back into the corridor as he was wheeled away. It wasn't major surgery but it was still at the back of my mind, what if he doesn't come back? What will I do then? Who will take care of Beca? What if?

*hope your enjoying this no, sorry it took so long to get this chapter up, I had hoped to have another couple up tonight, I will start writing the next one once I post this, might be able to get it up tonight! Review!*