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452 Toms POV
"race you to the wardrobe!" Danny giggled, running from the bathroom to the wardrobe, I chased after him, running into the wardrobe in fits of giggles. "shhh! Harry and Dougie are still sleeping!" Danny giggled, putting his hand over my mouth gently. "sorry!" I whispered, sniggering behind the large hand. "its alright, I don't think we woke them up." Danny removed his hand, leaning in to kiss me gently. I tried to kiss back, but my lips wouldn't move, they just stayed still. Shouldn't be kissing anyway, not good. "sorry." I apologised as we broke apart, catching a second of disappointment on Dannys face.
"its okay, you're trying." Danny smiled a little, handing me a shirt to change into. I had put on my pyjamas from the night before after showering, so I didn't get seen because its horrible. "still sorry." I sighed, changing my trousers as fast as lightening. Though it didn't stop Danny seeing my legs, he winced as he saw the flash of my thighs, just the bandage made him wince. "its alright Tommy, you're getting better. Now come up, its breakfast time." Danny sighed too, pulling on a baggy hoodie and some boxers, taking me downstairs past the sleeping couple still in our bed.
Breakfast was eaten easily, in front of the TV like always. "there we go, I'm proud of you Tommy, you're doing so well!" Danny smiled, kissing my hair gently. I whimpered and crawled into his arms, hiding in his chest. I just wanted to hug, that was all, I just wanted to hug now. I felt sick, like I always did, I didn't like it. "feeling sick again honey?" Danny asked, I nodded, glad he knew what I was feeling. "aw, okay, come here. It'll pass." Danny reassured, kissing my face.
Gently, he lifted me up and carried me to the cinema room, laying me down on the comfy chair. "lay there for a second Tommy, I'll put something on to cheer you up." Danny went to the DVD cabinet, grabbing something random off the shelf. He put it in the DVD player, turning off the lights. I whined loudly at the dark, hating the darkness, I couldn't see in the darkness, even with my glasses on! It was horrible! There's monsters in the dark, they'll eat you up! They'll eat you alive! "shh Tommy, just breathe. You'll like this." Danny promised, turning on the lightsabers under the screen. "see? Not so dark anymore! And look, movie is starting!" Danny came over after closing the door, curling up with me on the chair.
Danny wrapped us both in a blanket, like he always did, he always wrapped us up in a blanket when I didn't feel well (which was almost every morning right now), putting on one of my favourite films and sitting in our comfy chair. But it didn't help today, the darkness was too dark, it didn't feel good, there were monsters hiding in this darkness, ready to eat me. They were going to eat me up, eat me alive, not leave anything left. I whimpered and pushed into Danny chest, trying to hide from it all, not wanting to even think about it right now. "it'll pass baby, focus on the film, it'll go away soon." Danny whispered, stroking my hair gently. But I couldn't turn my head round, I could only hide in Dannys chest and hope that the monsters would go away. I hadn't seen them, but I knew they were there. Monsters and aliens always hid in the dark, always, and I didn't know what they would do.
"Tommy, whats up? Why are you shaking?" Danny seemed to notice that I was turning so scared. I didn't answer, pushing my head further into his chest, not wanting to look away to his safety. They'll eat you, you'll die. "Tommy, why are you shaking? Whats wrong? Do you feel really ill?" Danny worried, lifting my face to look up at him. "monsters, so many monsters." I cried, diving into his chest again, refusing to move again, crying uselessly. I was so scared, I didn't want to be eaten, I didn't want the monsters here at all!
"oh Tom, there's nothing here, its just us here, just me and you, thats all. There's no monsters, no aliens, no nothing." Danny sighed, wiping the tears that he could get to, trying to shh me. "whats going on in here? We heard crying!" Harrys voice turned up, he sounded half asleep still. "there's monsters in the dark." Danny sighed again, he doesn't believe you. "well, if we turn on the light, they won't be here anymore." The light turned on, burning my eyes, not stopping the fear or tears.
I cried for hours, unable to stop, feeling so scared of the monsters in the dark. Even as I got taken out of the room, I still couldn't stop crying, just crying and clinging to Danny like it was the only thing I could do.
453 Dannys POV
I decided that Tom needed some air after he calmed down, thinking that we should be go out so he could clear his head and calm down. We hadn't gone out for two weeks by this point, hadn't even left the house to go to the garden, maybe getting some fresh air would help Tom a bit? "where do you want to go then?" Harry asked, bouncing Dougie on his knee gently. "dunno, somewhere quiet and familiar. And where we can keep an eye on Tom." I sighed, looking over at Tom. He was sat on the windowsill, rocking back and forth again agitatedly, his eyes darting about all over the place.
"what about the garden outside? Think that will do?" Harry suggested, bringing my attention back to him again. "maybe, but I want somewhere that isn't really a part of this house. So we have a bit of a change of scenery." I shrugged, glancing back at the troubled blonde, thankful when Carrie sat with him, letting him hug her and hide in her shoulder again. "well what about your house then?" Dougie spoke up, somehow chewing on his own hair. "no, we still haven't cleaned up the mess in the bathroom yet." I shook my head, wincing at the thought of the mess in there. "alright, how about ours? We've got a big back garden and we haven't been there in ages." Harry pulled Dougies hair out of his mouth, holding his hands instead.
"yeah, that's a good idea." I smiled, running to Toms side. "Tommy, we're going out for a little while, to Harry and Dougies, want to come with us?" I whispered gently, holding his hands. Tom nodded slowly, like he wasn't sure. "alright, come on, wheres your shoes and jacket?" I started to pull him up, then decided it was better to leave him with Carrie. I ran to grab his favourite pair of Converse and his Star Wars dressing gown, simply because he loved it. After helping Tom put them on, I gently pulled Tom outside, guiding him down the road, keeping a good hold of him, just in case. I didn't know if Tom actually would run, but, I didn't want to risk it, so it was best to keep hold of him, guiding him to Harry and Dougies house.
They were already there, having set up on Dougies half pipe skating ramp he had put in the garden when he was 20. He was actually sitting on his skate board right now, leaning on Harrys chest at the top of the side of it. "hey, need a hand getting up here?" Harry called when he saw us. "nah, we're alright, there's stairs." I lead us to the side of the ramp, carefully helping Tom climb up it, having a mini heart attack until he reached the top and sat down.
We sat there for hours, enjoying some time in the summer sun, and the fresh air. It was good to relax on the ramp, laying on the deck of it, feeling Tom relax slowly against me. Thank god my plan worked a little, he seemed calmer now, less agitated. His eyes were staying fixed to Dougie, watching him ride back and forth his ramp, trying to do tricks occasionally, falling over most times, much to Harrys amusement. Dougie gave up and grew bored after a while, going inside, saying he wanted to go and do something with his various reptiles. Harry followed him, leaving me and Tom on top of the ramp for a while longer, cuddling close. We only left when it started raining, stumbling inside the house, managing to keep mostly dry.