Hey I know I haven't update in a while but here I am. This is chapter 5 and I hope you guys enjoy. R&R.

"I should never be left alone with my mind for too long"- Libba Bray

(Buttercup P.O.V)

After stealing the letter from Butch

I kept reading the letter over and over. I couldn't get enough of it. I can't believe Butch wrote this for me just for me. It's beautiful. Tomorrow I'm going to ask Butch if he wants to go to the park so we can have some alone time. Its been like forever since the last time I saw him.

I got up from my bed and went to the closet I have. It's a walk in closet so at the end I have pictures just of Butch all hanging from the wall. Its like my own little collection. Just thinking about it gives me chills. I closed the closet door and went to the kitchen to make myself a snack. My parents are CEO's of a company so they make a lot of money and get their own mansion. My parents are never home. They always work so I'm always home alone. I really want company but who am I going to call. Since I was little my parents never took my outside to play with the other kids, they just kept my inside practicing how to play the piano or learning ballet. Everyday when I had a little time to myself I saw all the little boys and girls playing having fun. I want that. Sometimes I feel like I'm not the child that belong to Mr. and Mrs. Evergreen. I don't even resemble one of them. When I was ten I thought I was adopted but when I ask mother and father they just both ignore me so I let it go. Now that I think about, they have always ignore me. for every single birthday party I had, they made me celebrate with the maids and butler. Not once have they ever gave me a hug or a kiss on the forehead. Do they hate me?! I started to feel hot tears run down my cheeks I didn't notice that I was crying. Suddenly I didn't feel so hungry so when I was about to go upstairs to my room, the door opened and the women I call mother came in. She has beautiful blonde hair that went up to her shoulder and she might be thirty but she does not look like it. You could mistake her for a twenty year old and then came in my father. He was plain but in the same time classy with no speck of dirt on his tux and his hand holding a briefcase.

"Hey honey, its almost ten o'clock shouldn't you be in bed" Ryan, my father, said to me. He is the only who at least cares a little about me.

"No..umm...I mean yes I should be in bed so if you excuse me" I said with my head down low. I couldn't look at them. I don't know why but I just did. I was going upstairs I stay at the top so I can hear their conversation.

"That stupid girl, what is she thinking? Staying up this late for what? She should be practicing her flute but no I guess not. She's just a disappointment." Catherine,my mother, said. I'm use to this so what's the difference. I walk to my room going to bed and cry myself to sleep.

The Next Day

I woke up feeling dry tears on my cheeks. I took a shower got dressed with dark blue skinny jeans and a knit jumper that says XOXO. I went down stairs and what a surprise mother and father aren't home. Please note the sarcasm. The moment I step out the front door all I could think about is Butch. Will he like my outfit? Just thinking about Butch makes me so happy I can't stress that enough. I got to school and you wouldn't believe what I saw.

(Butch P.O.V)

This Morning

I got up and do my routine. Brush teeth, take a shower, and go to school. That's about it. All last night I was awake because of two reasons, one Cindy rejected me and two someone took my letter and only if I got Cindy to read it she probably go out with me but no. I wonder who took it and why? I mean that letter meant something to me but why would it matter to the person who took it? This was all hurting my brain. I should probably just go to school but I am very afraid. Buttercup is going to be there. I'm not like afraid of her I'm just feel something not right about her and I don't know what it is. I shook that feeling off and walk my way to school. Another day in hell. When I was walking my way to school, I saw familiar face and it was Aria. I ran up to her.

"Hey Aria how are you okay?" I said. She looked kinda upset.

"Yes, I'm fine don't worry about me."

"Come one you can tell me." I said. I wanted her to trust me.

"Well since Brandon and I broke up, I feel like I didn't mean anything to him. He just completely forgotten about me its like he didn't really care." She said with her eyes getting all teary. I felt bad her. I can't Brandon did that to her. Should I go talk to him about it? I made myself a note to ask him later but right now I have to comfort Aria.

"You are too good for him. He doesn't deserve you."I said. She looked up to me and wiped the tear that was falling on her cheek.

"Thanks Butch, that's the nicest thing someone actually said to me." She said and then we stopped and noticed that we made it to school.

"Thank you Butch for trying to comfort me but don't worry I'm going to be okay." Aria said and she gave me hug. I didn't know if I should hug her back or not but at the end I gave her one. The hug lasted a little long. I guess she is upset but I don't mind I kinda need a hug too since well what I been through with Cindy and everything.

"See you later Butch." Aria said and walked away. I waved goodbye and when I about to walk to the front door of the school I saw Buttercup there sitting in the corner looking at me. I had a feeling I was in trouble. I should have been careful.

(Buttercup P.O.V)

Butch is hugging someone and its not me. I thought Butch actually liked me. I didn't know if I should cry or be mad. You know what, i'm going to pretend that didn't happen. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and looked at Butch. I smiled and I remember what I loved him. I slowly walked down the steps and when I got close to him I….

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