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Chapter 15
She was pretty quiet for the rest of the day and Jason hovered. Not only wouldn't he let her out of his sight but he didn't want her more than an arm's length away from him. If she walked out of a room he followed. When she went to the bathroom he stood outside the door. When she said she needed some space and went to the porch he stood and watched her from the window.
"I'm going to bed." Elizabeth finally said walking out of the main room where everyone was sitting in the most uncomfortable silence ever.
Jason got up and Johnny immediately blocked his path. Francis put down the book he was pretending to read and watched his two friends. If it got ugly he was going to have to try to keep them from killing each other. The two were pretty evenly matched and if they started swinging would do a lot of damage.
"Let her be." Johnny told his friend. "You've been dogging her heels since the two of you came back from the stables, give her some space."
"She's hurting." Jason couldn't bear to see her in pain of any type.
"Then let her work through it." Johnny suggested.
"If I give her space she's going to run." Jason wasn't doing the push pull anymore.
"She won't get far. She can't get off the property and if she could we are in the middle of bloody nowhere. Let her run." Johnny said shrugging his shoulders.
"This is my fault." Jason said starting to pace from one end of the room to the other. "I scared her."
"Intentionally?" Johnny asked not thinking that would be the case.
"No." Jason stopped and rubbed the back of his neck. "Not intentionally."
"Is this about before?" Johnny wanted to know.
"Before?" Jason had no clue what that meant.
"Jason, we guarded Liz back in Port Charles." He pointed to Francis and himself. "You put us with her because we were the best you had. Did you not think that we would notice she's got some pretty major issues?" Johnny asked his friend. "She never said what caused them and we never asked but you don't need a degree in rocket science to guess what is at the root of her problems." The three of them had never talked about this.
"It's her story to tell." Jason wouldn't betray her trust.
"I'm not asking you tell me anything Jason. I don't need you to tell me anything. Her either." Johnny was getting frustrated. "She needs you to back off and give her some space to breath. Whatever you did isn't as bad as you think." Johnny told him.
"Yeah it was." Jason made her flash back to the most painful night of her life.
"Jason, she's still letting you touch her." Johnny pointed out.
"What?" The former enforcer asked.
"When we first started guarding Liz she wouldn't let us touch her, she wouldn't even let us close enough to think about touching her. You she always let near. Whatever happened while you were out took her back there, because tonight she wouldn't let me or Francis get close to her. You she still let touch her." Several times during the course of the night Jason had touched her because he needed to.
"Maybe I should take her to a doctor." Jason said thinking out loud.
"It might be too late." Francis said finally speaking up. "She's been dealing with this on her own for years." Just over four if what he and Johnny suspected was true. "She isn't going to just suddenly open up to a stranger. In case you haven't noticed Liz has got some major trust issues. You seem to help more than anything, but pushing her will make her feel cornered. Johnny's right give her a little bit of space."
"What if she pushes me away?" Despite not meaning to scare her he had done so.
"Hold the line." Johnny told him. "When she pushes don't go anywhere. She'll get tired eventually." He said grinning. "I don't think that will happen. I think if you leave her be in no time at all she will come to you. Let's go in the study and play billiards while we wait." The game would help Jason blow off some steam.
Elizabeth laid upstairs in the dark and concentrated on breathing. Long slow breaths in and out. She wasn't trying to meditate, that didn't work for her. What she was trying to do was keep herself calm. If she stayed relaxed she could work through what she was feeling. If she gave into the turmoil inside her she'd become a raving mess.
What she wanted most was to be in Jason's arms. But the independent part of her nature was fighting the part that craved comfort. Elizabeth had learned the hard way that people were not there when you needed them. There was a part of her that feared if she reached out for Jason she would find empty space. So instead of going to him she pulled inside and tried to protect herself.
What happened in the barn wasn't his fault or hers. She was a walking time bomb. There were so many things that scared her, that sent her scurrying away from the light and into the darkness to hide. Today she had learned another one. So she could stay up here and hide or she could use the knowledge to make herself stronger. Turning on her side to look out the window Elizabeth made her choice.
Johnny heard the stairs creak and looked over at Jason. His friend was lining up a shot but instead straightened waiting to see what was happening. Elizabeth had gone upstairs fifty four minutes ago. Twice he found himself walking to the stairs and twice he forced himself to stop. Now she was coming downstairs. Hopefully coming to him.
"We are in here." Johnny called out when she reached the bottom of the staircase. They listened to her soft footfalls as she made her way to the pub room at the back of the house.
"Hi." Elizabeth said looking around. The room screamed man cave which was funny since Johnny lived here alone.
"You need something?" Johnny asked going into host mode. She hadn't eaten much at dinner, maybe she wanted a snack.
"I was wondering when you were coming to bed." She looked over at Jason. It wasn't really that late but she needed him with her.
"I can come now if you like." Jason said putting down the pool cue. She was seeking him out, and that made him want to smile.
"Yes please. Do you want to finish your game first?" She knew she was interrupting.
"I was losing anyway." Which showed that he wasn't at all into the game. "Good night." He said to Johnny and Francis.
"Night guys." Elizabeth said too.
"Night." Francis said grinning.
"Sleep well you two." Johnny said grinning as well.
"Thanks." Jason said to his friends before following his girlfriend up the steps.
"I'm sorry I pulled away from you." She said once they were back upstairs.
"I understand the need for space." Jason assured her. "Just know that if you need me you can come to me."
"The same goes for you. How long were you going to lie on the couch before you came to get me?" Elizabeth asked smiling.
"Two, three years." He said laughing softly. "We both have some work to do." He conceded.
"I was thinking that we could do it together." Elizabeth offered. With as fast as they had been moving a speed bump or two was bound to come up. They were stronger together, it was something they both needed to remember. Those words felt like a promise to her. That she was telling him she wasn't going to run anymore unless she was running to him. That she was acknowledging what they were building was more important than any problem that might crop up. That together they could withstand anything if they tried.
"I like that sound of that." Jason said closing the distance between them. He linked his fingers with hers and the ring on his hand caught his eye. The first day he wore it he was very much aware of the weight on his hand. Now he didn't even notice it most of the time. Tonight the symbols of friendship, loyalty and love seemed to take on extra clarity. He felt like they had just made a pledge to one another. A vow to make this work no matter what life threw at them.
"Come to bed." Elizabeth said softly. An invitation from her to him.
"Yes." Jason responded. An acceptance of all they were. Leaning over he kissed her gently. He started with kissing her. He started gently, a kiss to invite her to share pleasure with him and when she started to move into him he slipped his tongue inside her mouth to taste her.
Slowly they undressed one another until every piece of fabric that had separated them was gone. Ever so gently he took her down to the bed. He cupped her breasts and used his thumbs to rub her already hardened nipples. Bending down he kissed her taut peak before licking around the areola and making her squirm.
"More…Jason… please." Elizabeth softly pleaded.
Not wanting to disappoint he sucked her nipple deep into the warm recesses of his mouth. She moaned and out of the corner of his eye he could see her gripping the sheets. He sucked hard before nipping her with his teeth. Her hips bucked once and he heard her whimper.
He repeated everything on her other soft mound. Elizabeth was lost in a haze of sensual delight. Every time he touched her it just got better and better. She was glad that she had waited to experience this with Jason, because she realized that it wouldn't be this incredible with anyone else.
Letting his hand move to the very heart of her Jason gently caressed Elizabeth. She was wet enough that her essence coated his finger easing his way as he slowly penetrated her body. She was so tight around the digit and he couldn't help but groan. "Okay baby?"
"Oh yes." She told him. "Don't stop."
"I won't." He promised her. Latching onto her nipple again he started pumping in and out of her tight core. He listened as she whimpered and panted and grew harder knowing that he was pleasing her. Jason pumped into her again loving how she wasn't holding back from him.
Elizabeth's whole body felt like it was on the edge of exploding. A trembling started slow but soon her whole body was shaking and totally out of her control. She never wanted the feelings he gave her to end.
Jason kissed her belly button and felt her muscles quiver beneath his lips. She was close; he could feel her creaming around his fingers. He considered adding a third finger but decided against that. It might hurt, but mainly he changed his mind because he wanted to taste her release.
He settled between her legs and watched as he fingers sank into her. He stroked both of his fingers from tip to base into her heat before slowly pulling out. When he sank back in he touched her clit with his tongue and her hips shot up
He was licking her, lapping up the essence that flowed from her core. Having his mouth on her was the most incredible thing she had ever felt. She wanted to hold on so that she could enjoy what was happening but the sensation was too much. Needing to anchor herself she fisted her hands in Jason's hair and screamed out her release.
He licked her until all she could do was whimper. Until she was so decimated by the pleasure he had given her that the only thing she could do was lie there. He gently removed his fingers and gave her one last lick before moving up to claim her mouth in a searing kiss. "Hi." He said after lifting his mouth from hers. They were stretched out together skin to skin.
"Jason." She whispered looking up into his blue eyes.
"Yeah." Damn she was beautiful all flushed from the climax that he had given her.
"Make love with me." She asked him.
"Nothing would bring me greater pleasure." He said reaching for the condom on the nightstand rolling the latex down he moved between her legs. Kissing her slowly his hands mapped her curves. He was starting to shake with his need but he was not going to rush this.
"I'm ready for you Jason please don't make me wait any longer." Elizabeth said softly.
Slowly, with his eyes on hers he pushed his cock into her channel until she had accepted all of him. Wanting to give her all the pleasure he could Jason reached between them and lightly touched her clit. Gently he stroked the bundle of nerves, he could feel her pulsing around his shaft and he growled in satisfaction.
Underneath him she lifted her hips and Jason moved with her. He kept the pace slow and gentle. When her hips picked up speed he followed her silent demand for more. Knowing that she was fully with him he began to move deeper inside her. "You feel so good baby." He told her increasing the pace even more.
"You too." Elizabeth told him. She loved the feeling of completion she had when their bodies were joined. She bit her lip and whimpered as Jason began pumping faster. The tightness in her center returned and she moved with him as another climax built.
Jason wasn't going to last much longer "Come with me." He begged as he stroked hard and deep inside her. He could feel the fluttering of her channel letting him know that she was indeed close. He sucked her nipple deep into his mouth while moving strong and sure over her. That was all it took. Elizabeth arched beneath him as her mouth opened on a silent scream. The orgasm that rolled through her was so strong that she literally lost the ability to speak. Her whole body shook as pleasure so sharp it almost hurt ripped through her.
Unable to hold on any longer Jason gave himself over to his own massive release. Shouting her name he spilled into the condom as her muscles milked him dry. He gently pulled from her body before collapsing beside her. Not able to do anything else he pulled her close and kissed her. "I love you." He said as he tried to catch his breath.
"I love you too." She said as her eyes filled with tears.
With nothing left to say he kissed her gently and urged her to cuddle close.
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