xxPUDDxx- they have changed my entire life, and i can't thank them enough for changing everything for me! and Radio:ACTIVE is definitely my favourite too, i adore that album so much! i love all their albums too, but R:A is my favourite for sure! and same here, hearing Love Is On The Radio has made me so much more excited for the new album, it sounds AMAZING! though i do wish they were putting Red on there, cause that song nearly killed me with its perfection!

you have to listen to Evanescence! they're INCREDIBLE! i love them! i really look up to Carrie too, she's the reason i started vlogging myself! i love her personality and her videos and her music so much! All Time Low are pretty awesome too!

542 Toms POV

Danny managed to cheer up a bit for a few days, until our friends went away for Christmas. He said that they were coming back on Boxing Day to spend some time with us, but were spending some time with their families for a few days. That was okay with me, I got to spend some more time with Danny and Carrie! We spent all day watching films on the big screen, eating something that were also the pattern on my pyjama bottoms. We talked a lot too, and cuddled, and played games, and everything we liked doing! It didn't snow outside though, I really wanted it to snow, I liked snow.

"Tommy, look up!" Danny said, I looked up, seeing white things float around me, like snow...but we were inside! How was this happening?! "I made it snow for you Tommy!" Danny smiled, dropping slowly a few more white things. They got stuck to my hair and my clothes, like snow, but they didn't melt or feel cold. "wow, pretty!" I grabbed some of them, they were squidgy in my hands. More fell around me, I spun round in it, getting covered in them, feeling like I was in a snow storm! Carrie joined me too, the both of us spinning and dancing under the squidgy ball things until they ran out. "ah no! We're all out!" Danny jumped down from the bed, slipping over on them and falling onto his bum with a bang!

"hey! Don't laugh!" Danny told me as I laughed at him. I couldn't help it, it was funny! "funny!" I answered him, falling onto the bed as my legs went like jelly from laughing. "oh really? It is not funny!" Danny jumped onto the bed and on top of me, tickling my sides as I screamed with laughter. "stop! Stop please!" I cried out, feeling water fall from my eyes. It was happy water though, not sad water. "see? How do you like it?" Danny laughed, slowing down, his smile as big as possible. "s-sorry. Funny!" I giggled, knowing I should have been sorry for laughing when I was told not to. "nothing to be sorry for Tommy, I was joking." Danny pulled me closer to him, pressing his lips to my head, "want to have another snow storm?" he asked, I nodded, getting back up again, I would have loved another snow storm!

Carrie had collected up all the white things and put them back into the really, really big red cushion they had come from. She put on a fan too, pointing it towards us before letting the white things fall around us again, this time they floated for so much longer. "big snow globe!" I bounced in happiness, I loved this! "yeah, we're in a big snow globe Tommy!" Danny smiled really widely, spinning me under his arm, getting the white things all over him too, we looked like we were in real snow! I loved it! It was almost as good as snow!

Danny brought me close to him again, looking right into my eyes, holding me tight until he leant forward and pressed our lips together. "I love you Tommy, remember that, I love you. And remember this, please." Danny said really quietly when he pulled away, he was smiling, but his eyes had water in. "I will." I promised, hugging him close, not wanting to see the water, wanting him to smile. "good, just remember this, thats all I ask, just remember this moment, and that I will forever love you." Danny pressed his lips to my neck, making it feel all tingly. "I will too." I said, squeezing him so close.

543 Dannys POV

I breathed a sigh of relief at Toms words, so glad he promised that, whether or not he could keep it was another matter. But I refused to think about that, I had my plans, to make him know that I loved him, that I may have almost given up on helping him by myself but I would never give up loving him, and making him happy. I spent the rest of the day making Tom laugh, doing all the things he loved to do, making sure his smile never dropped.

The thing that made Tom the happiest was when I was playing guitar and singing to him. It wasn't anything fancy, just Iris by Goo Goo Dolls. But, Tom seemed to like it, his hand resting on the side of my guitar, near the 'all about you' sticker I had on the side of it. He seemed to like the vibrations of the guitar, and the sound of my voice. A soft smile was on Toms face at the moment, it was one of my favourite smiles, the soft smile that crept across his face when he felt like he was completely calm and relaxed, enjoying the company he had with him. I hadn't seen this smile in what felt like forever, I had missed it so much, I loved that smile, it showed just how Tom was feeling. He hid his emotions so much, no matter what his mental state was, so seeing this smile was just... indescribable. I finished the song, kissing the blondes hair, slipping my hand around his waist.

"still awake Tommy?" I whispered softly, realising the he still had some of the bean bags filling in his hair. It was what I had used as snow, I guessed that it was still in my hair too, it was going to be a mission all of it out, but it had been worth it. "mmmm." Tom made a small noise, nuzzling into my shoulder. "aw, I think its your bed time, you're almost asleep." I grinned at him, unable to help but think that he was so cute. "don't stop." Tom mumbled, I guessed he meant the singing. So, I laid us back and rested us on the bed, leaning the little guy on his side, his head on my shoulder and our legs entwined. I started playing again, singing softly, seeing Tom relax more and more until he fell asleep, calm and quiet without the help of warm blankets and other things for the first time in weeks.

I didn't dare stop singing though, I kept on for at least another hour, making sure that Tom was sleeping, not just dozing. I put the guitar down on the side of the bed and grabbed the blankets, curling us up inside them, creating a comforting place for Tom to wake up in. "night night Tommy, I love you." I whispered, running a hand down Toms face. He was so cute, really, he was so cute as he laid there, fast asleep. His wheat blonde hair framing his face, even though he was in need of a haircut, his long fringe blowing up as he breathed out. I watched him for what must have been hours, trying to remember his beautiful face, imprint inside my brain. There were only 12 more sleeps left until I had to give Tom up, I had to make the most of them. I had to remember his perfect face, to remember when I was in bed alone with no-one to cuddle.

I leant up and kissed his nose gently, running my hand over his arm. "I love you." I whispered again, hoping those words would imbed inside his mind. I knew that Toms Christmas present would hopefully help him remember that, but, I still felt the need to say it over and over.