Awww I'm so happy to recieve two reviews that were NOT flames. Definitely nice. And also, a Fanfiction friend, Blumacaw13, is making Jeanette's Songbook. If anyone would like to write Eleanor's Songbook, that'd be great. Also, with the Songbook series, the authors review eachother. It's a win-win.
Anyway, today's installation is of a song called Left Unforgiven. My dad's buddy works for a legal company and all my songs have been copyrighted. And this song has a direct message with non-direct phrases.
I hope you enjoy.
Black stars are spinning out of control
A broken heart snaps the bond between us two
Tires grinding on the pavement under skies of blue
Old cottage fading like a written name
Chorus: Apologies are left unforgiven back home
Country roads, I forever will roam
The stab of pain that brings along a snapped bone
And the sound of silence on my end of the phone
Forever reminding me that I'm alone
Useless memories fill my past days
Now regret clouds my foggy way
Cleared away by the hostile shield I hold
A new life begins construction in a dainty mold
Chorus
If only it were a fantasy
If only I didn't live in reality
Chorus ×2
Brittany stuck her car key in the ignition, salty tears dripping down her cheeks. The past two weeks had been such a horrible experience. She'd eventually given up. It was time to run away.
As her Maserati started up, the 14 days' events rushed through her head in a matter of seconds. Falling in love with a certain red-clad chipmunk, making love in the janitor's closet at school, hearing rumours that ruined their romance, dating another boy that said he'd help with the relationship, breaking up with Alvin, breaking up with Ryan, being called a worthless slut, endless bullying.
She'd snapped.
She packed up her necessary items, grabbed the car key and snuck out the door to her vehicle. Nobody would miss her anymore. She was certain of it.
The car backed out of the driveway, turned and sped at 80 per hour down the street and out of sight. Brittany reached up a sweaty paw to wipe her eyes free of tears. She failed; pools of the tears were returning, splattering her dress. It was the same white dress she had worn on her first date with Alvin. A white ankle-length dress with thin lace sleeves. A dark pink ribbon roped around her small waist. On her feet, instead of her usual pink flats, were Alvin's old sneakers.
Yes, she had a pair of his worn Converse. And she loved them.
She had to leave. Everything in Hollywood reminded her of Alvin. And it was painful. A different town? Perhaps a different state? Or country? Maybe continent? That's it. She'd leave to Australia. Back to her roots. It would be healthy and warm; no memories to haunt her.
Excepting those that were planted in the back of her mind.
Their first kiss; the best kiss she had ever had. Countless study sessions with Jeanette and Simon. Cheer squad. Her first time (which Alvin was lucky enough to be the one), learning how to bake with Eleanor and Theodore, crying over pointless issues, endless conversations with Alvin.
No.
It was a new life.
And she needed to let go.
Well, that was definitely a change from my usual romance style. But it was fun to write. :) I will be writing more of that genre eventually. It is quite interesting.
There's a poll on my profile. Please vote!
For me, this song is about school. But I made it seem like a break-up/angry song. I dedicated this to anyone in the world who is a lonely type of person, like me. It basically says that after a break-up, you don't feel like you're alright. The backstory has nothing to do with love. It's very confusing and painful for me, so it's better if I leave it at that.
Hope you review, vote on my poll and fave! Thanks!
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