xxPUDDxx- its okay! i hope everything is okay at home! when stuff is going on at home, don't worry about commenting, get everything you need to get sorted, sorted, then worry about this silly old story!
and yeah i've been vlogging at mydreamsofwriting since January, it was my new years resolution this year to start vlogging, so i picked up my camera and started! i think you should start with Bring Me To Life by Evanescence, everyone has heard that one! then maybe My Immortal, or Tourniquet, or Lithium, i love those ones a hell of a lot! i shall have to look that song up later on, i've got a list i need to look up soon and that one is going on it! i love heavier music, and i feel like R:A is their heaviest album, and i love rocking out to it on the way home from school! plus it was the first proper studio album i got of theirs, and the first tour of theirs i went on, so it kinda represents the time my life changed completely, so much so, i kinda want Greg the Grill tattooed on me at some point!
i'm glad i made your day! i love writing Fluffy!Flones so much! AND DID YOU SEE DANNY'S TWEET TODAY ABOUT TOM SIGNING HIM IN SOMEWHERE?! I NEARLY DIED OF SQUEEING! AND YOU HAVE JUST DESCRIBED THEIR RELATIONSHIP PERFECTLY! i usually describe it as 'The Bullied Boy From Bolton And The Lonely Stage School Kid' but thats just me listening to Not Alone and getting feelings xD
544 Toms POV
Before I knew what was going on, it was Christmas day! I was so excited, I loved Christmas so much! The house was covered in decorations, with two different trees, and we also got to decorate Dannys house too, even though he didn't live there anymore. But the best part was the actual day, I had so much fun! Carrie woke me up by jumping on us in the morning, dragging us downstairs to see the tree, it was filled with presents! There were so many presents everywhere, in a really big pile.
"wanna open your first present then Tommy?" Danny asked, I nodded and sat down next to the tree, being given a squidgy square with red wrapping paper covering it. "this ones from me Tom, its only small, but I thought you would like it." Carrie smiled, I opened the wrapping paper to find a tshirt, with the three eyed green aliens from Toy Story on it! I loved it, I loved those aliens! "thanks!" I jumped to hug her tight, getting a long hug back. "no worries, glad you like it." Carrie gave me a squeeze before letting me go. Danny helped me put on my new tshirt, giving Carrie her present from us. We had gotten her a book series she had been talking about, she almost squealed with happiness and hugged us both in thanks too.
"Tom, want your present from me now?" Danny asked, rubbing my arm gently. "yeah!" I thought the Simba toy and the Iron Man were my Christmas presents, I was getting more? I felt a little bad for not getting Danny anything, but he had said that all he wanted was to spend the day with me, even though I spent every day with him. "remember when I went out and left you and Carrie when we went shopping the other day?" Danny picked up a bit box, wrapped with Spongebob Squarepants wrapping paper, it was big! I nodded at his question, "well, this is what I went to get." Danny gave me the box, I tore off the paper and opened the box, finding a teddy bear in there. "it isn't just a teddy bear Tommy, its a special one. Its a very special teddy bear, look at this." Danny squeezed its nose, it lit up! "wow!" I liked this teddy! "it lights up, so you'll never be in a dark room again. And also when you squeeze its middle..." Danny pressed its middle, and his voice came out of it! 'I love you Tommy' the bear said that!
"how did it? It spoke!" how did it do that? It actually talked in Dannys voice! How did it do that?! "I told you, its a special teddy bear! Oh, and look, I think there's one more thing that makes him very special." Danny turned it over and opened its back, he pulled out a small bit of paper, with a picture of the two of us inside it! I couldn't remember that picture being taken, we looked really, really different in it. My hair was really, really yellow and bright, and I was fat, and Danny had really long straight hair. We were sat on a bed and were laughing. "do you remember that day? We were still in the Intercontinental, I had just said something really silly, you couldn't stop laughing for hours! James was there too, he was the one who took the photo." Danny smiled, I could remember laughing, but not everything else.
"whose James?" I asked, was he one of the people who came round the house all the time? Or was he the person everyone ignored when he talked? "huh? Oh, doesn't matter. Come on, we better go get some breakfast now before we completely forget!" Danny pulled me upwards, rubbing his eyes a little. He did that all day, like he was tired. "are you tired?" I asked, watching him poke the biggest chicken I had ever seen with a huge knife. "a little bit yeah, I had a late one last night, making sure everything was ready. Why do you ask?" Danny pushed the knife far away from him. "you keep on rubbing your eyes." I told him, holding his hand. "do I? Never mind... dinners ready!" Danny called, Carrie came running in seconds later, helping put everything onto plates and taking them to the table.
Dinner was really, really nice, it tasted better than anything I had had in weeks! I even went back for seconds! "enjoying that, aren't you?" Danny grinned at me, giving me another bit of potato. I nodded, knowing it was rude to talk with my mouthful. "best thing ever!" I answered once I finished, being given the other bit. "good, glad you like it." Danny put his lips to my head, bringing me onto his lap for a hug, not letting me go all night.
545 Harrys POV
My birthday and Christmas were spent with my family this year, last year we had gone to Dougies, because I had thought it was cheer him up a little. This time, I just wanted to keep him distracted from remembering what was happening in new year. It seemed to be working, seeing as he was giggling as he helped my mum cook our Boxing day meal. "so how are Tom and Danny then? You haven't said much about them, is Tom getting better now?" my mum shattered Dougies smile, he deflated the minute she said it. "Dannys okay, he's had a tough yeah, but he's getting better. Tom is...bad, worse than he was a year ago. We're taking him to a psych ward in the new year." Dougie sighed, whimpering a little as I hugged him tight. "oh, I'm so sorry to hear that, it must have been so hard to make that decision, and so hard on Danny too." Mums face melted into pure sympathy.
"it was, but, its for the best." I pressed my face close to Dougies, giving him some support. "well, keep us updated, and don't worry yourselves too much either." Mum warned a little, giving us a warm smile. "we'll be fine, I'm sure. And so will Tom, he just needs some help, and then he'll be fine." I directed most of that to Dougie, gently kissing his hair. "I'm sure he will be." Mum smiled again, bustling off to go do...something. "you okay?" I whispered as she left, rocking us from side to side gently.
"yeah, yeah fine." Dougie nodded, scrunching his face up like it was going to stop him crying. "there's still 9 days, and we'll see him every day, its for the best." I squeezed him tight, trying to make it sound like this wasn't going to be the most painful thing we had done in our whole lives. "I know, doesn't stop it hurting." Dougie whimpered, a tear falling down his cheek. "I'm so sorry Dougie, I really am." I wiped the tear away, kissing his cheek. "its not your fault. Just, hold me, for a little while. I just need, I need hugs." Dougie looked up pleadingly at me. "yeah, of course. Come here." I pulled him close, kissing his hair again to make him feel better, raining in my feelings before I burst into tears myself. I know it seemed like I didn't care at all about Tom going away, but I did, I honestly did. I just managed to keep it all inside, stop myself from feeling guilty for this. If I showed just how guilty I felt for letting Tom go, I was so scared that Dougie would feel worse. He already felt so awful, I didn't want to make him feel worse.
"shhh, shhh Doug." I whispered gently, swaying us again, managing to calm him a little. "we're going home tonight, aren't we?" Dougie asked so quietly, I nodded a little. "o-okay, so, can we see Tom tomorrow?" Dougies voice shook a little with emotion. "of course Dougs, we're going round every day like normal, I promise." I squeezed his little body, trying to comfort him. "good... I don't want to lose him." Dougie wiped a few tears away with the back of his hand, leaning into my neck. "you wont, we'll get him back. Thats why we're doing this. To make him better and get him back." I promised, kissing his hair.
I managed to calm Dougie down by the time dinner was cooked, so we sat with the family and tried to join in the conversation, in the end we both gave up and just ate, listening to whatever everyone was going on about, before going upstairs to pack up our stuff. We said our goodbyes and went home, deciding that it was best to go straight home and not stop off to see Tom and Danny, seeing as it was way past the times they both fell asleep. We would see them tomorrow, and for the next 8 days, and then, we would have to watch Tom go away, with no idea what was going to happen to him.