Hate me all you want. I know I do for the way I ended this chapter. At least you don't know where I live to point a gun at me and make me change it.
Kendall Logan Carlos James
(Mon. 7:45 p.m.)
You have to make him stop.
(Mon. 7:49 p.m.)
Who?
(Mon. 7:50 p.m.)
Stop what?
(Mon. 7:52 p.m.)
Kendall! He won't stop texting me everything like I'm his personal diary!
(Mon. 7:55 p.m.)
Why should I make him stop?
(Mon. 7:56 p.m.)
You are being a douche and ignoring him.
(Mon. 7:58 p.m.)
Fine. Never mind. I'll figure this out on my own.
(Mon. 8:00 p.m.)
Sure you will.
(Mon. 8:14 p.m.)
Dear Diary.
(Mon. 8:16 p.m.)
I found out da perfect plan 2 make Logie talk 2 me
(Mon. 8:17 p.m.)
Wait 4 it
(Mon. 8:18 p.m.)
Suspense
(Mon. 8:19 p.m.)
…
(Mon. 8:20 p.m.)
Make James become my best friend!
(Mon. 8:21 p.m.)
That way Logan'll hav 2 talk 2 me
(Mon. 8:22 p.m.)
Cause he's best friends wit James.
(Mon. 8:23 p.m.)
I mean
(Mon. 8:24 p.m.)
We already hung out Saturday.
(Mon. 8:25 p.m.)
It was fun
(Mon. 8:26 p.m.)
I found out James really really really likes his hair.
(Mon. 8:27 p.m.)
I already have da first step 2 make Logan talk 2 me
(Mon. 8:29 p.m.)
We hold an intervention 4 James.
(Mon. 8:31 p.m.)
Logie would hav 2 go cuz he's James' best friend!
(Mon. 8:32 p.m.)
I'm so smart.
(Mon. 8:33 p.m.)
I already know wutt I'm gonna say 2 James.
(Mon. 8:34 p.m.)
James, my newly appointed 2nd best friend.
(Mon. 8:35 p.m.)
U hav an addiction.
(Mon. 8:37 p.m.)
We need u 2 stop eating hair gel n gettin high off of hairspray.
(Mon. 8:39 p.m.)
LOOK.
(Mon. 8:40 p.m.)
YR MOMS CRYING.
(Mon. 8:41 p.m.)
IS DIS WUT U WANT?
(Mon. 8:43 p.m.)
Does eating hair gel n getting high off of hairspray justify yr mom cryin?
(Mon. 8:44 p.m.)
I used a big word rite there.
(Mon. 8:45 p.m.)
Logie likes big words.
(Mon. 8:46 p.m.)
I know dis won't make James become my friend faster
(Mon. 8:47 p.m.)
But
(Mon. 8:49 p.m.)
At least I'll see Logie.
(Mon. 8:50 p.m.)
Dat's all I want.
…
(Mon. 9:01 p.m.)
Please talk to me.
(Mon. 9:02 p.m.)
Just.
(Mon. 9:03 p.m.)
Anything.
…
…
(Mon. 9:25 p.m.)
Alright.
…
(Mon. 9:37 p.m.)
Diary I guess I'll try l8r.
(Tues. 10:02 a.m.)
Logan's asking me to stop Kendall from texting him anymore
(Tues. 10:05 a.m.)
Kendall's texting him?
(Tues. 10:07 a.m.)
From what Logan told me.
(Tues. 10:08 a.m.)
Kendall doesn't even talk about Logan anymore.
(Tues. 10:09 a.m.)
He just looks all sad.
(Tues. 10:10 a.m.)
I don't like that.
(Tues. 10:11 a.m.)
The last time he was like that it wasn't good.
(Tues. 10:14 a.m.)
What happened?
(Tues. 10:17 a.m.)
Not my place to tell.
(Tues. 10:20 a.m.)
And yet you told Logan that he liked Kendall? Even when I told you not to tell him?
(Tues. 10:23 a.m.)
Oh…
(Tues. 10:25 a.m.)
Um…
(Tues. 10:27 a.m.)
Sorry?
(Tues. 10:31 a.m.)
At least you didn't say anything to him that would make him feel worse about this. I mean, I know he's being an idiot with ignoring Kendall, but he's still not 100% ok.
(Tues. 10:33 a.m.)
He hides it really good, but he's my best friend. Especially with his panic attacks. I got an earful from my mom because his parents finally found out about them and then told my mom.
(Tues. 10:35 a.m.)
I got grounded for a week. He's lucky he's my best friend and that I don't have a date until next Friday.
(Tues. 10:40 a.m.)
…
(Tues. 10:42 a.m.)
What's with all the periods?
(Tues. 10:46 a.m.)
I feel bad now.
(Tues. 10:50 a.m.)
What did you do?
(Tues. 10:53 a.m.)
In my defense I was angry for him breaking up with Kendall.
(Tues. 10:55 a.m.)
What did you say to my best friend?
(Tues. 10:58 a.m.)
Itoldhimtogetoverhimself
(Tues. 11:01 a.m.)
What?!
(Tues. 11:02 a.m.)
CARLOS!
(Tues. 11:06 a.m.)
I was angry!
(Tues. 11:07 a.m.)
I wasn't thinking when I said it!
(Tues. 11:09 a.m.)
He probably felt like shit after that.
(Tues. 11:12 a.m.)
Sorry!
(Tues. 11:15 a.m.)
I guess I'll talk to you later. I need to see my best friend, and a bucket of vinegar and eggs aren't going to stop me.
BANG!
SLAM!
CRASH!
"Argh! LOGAN!"
...
(Incoming call.)
...
...
Click!
"I told you I had more traps."
"How did you make a can of hair spray taped to the wall shoot fire at me?!"
"I'm magic. Now. Go away, James."
"No. Carlos told me what he told you a few days ago. I don't care that you're angry at me for telling him how you felt about Kendall. Let me in!"
...
...
"I'm good."
"Then you leave me no choice. Here come the lock picks!"
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Clank!
Tick!
Clunk!
...
"How'd you do that?"
"What do you mean?"
"How'd you make it so I can't pick your lock?"
"The internet is a wonderful thing."
"Fine then. I'm staying right outside your door until you talk to me."
"Aren't you grounded?"
"My mom's at work."
"Hmm."
...
"Come on, Logan. Talk to me."
"Why? So you can go and tell Carlos? He may be my friend but I only trust you with this stuff and you went and told him about how I felt about Kendall. I bet you told him about my panic attacks too?"
"I'm sorry, alright? But you deserve to be happy and that's what Kendall does to you. He makes you happy."
"I just wish everything went back to the way it was before..."
"Then you wouldn't have met Kendall or Carlos."
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"...good."
"That's bulls shit. You and I both know you would hate it that you didn't know Carlos or Kendall."
"That's a lie..."
"Sure it is. Before the accident you had me as a friend, Camille, and Lucy, a little. Now? Now you have two more. This is what your brother would have wanted."
"James. Don't."
"Don't what? Don't tell you the truth? He was always worried about you! He was always scared you wouldn't go out and live! That you would live your life buried in books and not have anyone there! And that's what Kendall's making you do! He's making you live and you're pushing him away, and that's not what your brother wants!"
"You don't get to say those these things to me. I knew how he felt. I knew I was just that annoying little brother who had no friends and read too many books! All he wanted was for me to not bother him."
...
"Logan... is that what you think?"
"Just. Please. Just go away."
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"I'm coming back with reinforcements!"
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...
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"Bye Loges."
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Click!
(End call.)
(Wed. 3:52 p.m.)
Dear Diary
(Wed. 3:53 p.m.)
Carlos told me wut he said 2 Logie after I told him bout da fight we had.
(Wed. 3:54 p.m.)
Carlos is sorry bout dat
…
(Wed. 4:07 p.m.)
I
(Wed. 4:08 p.m.)
Just
(Wed. 4:09 p.m.)
Please Logan.
(Wed. 4:10 p.m.)
Give me anything.
(Wed. 4:11 p.m.)
Anything at all.
(Wed. 4:13 p.m.)
Anything for me to know that you aren't dead in a ditch somewhere.
(Wed. 4:15 p.m.)
Please.
(Wed. 4:18 p.m.)
I miss you.
…
…
…
(Wed. 4:43 p.m.)
At least you aren't writing like an illiterate hillbilly anymore.
(Thurs. 7:18 p.m.)
Dear Diary
(Thurs. 7:19 p.m.)
Logie texted me yesterday
(Thurs. 7:21 p.m.)
FINALLY!
(Thurs. 7:22 p.m.)
But he ignored me after dat.
(Thurs. 7:23 p.m.)
I think he's all shy n stuff now.
(Thurs. 7:24 p.m.)
It's alright.
(Thurs. 7:25 p.m.)
Even if he was complainin bout my grammer n stuff, it was good 2 know he wasn't dead
(Thurs. 7:26 p.m.)
Dat would hav been a bummer
(Thurs. 7:28 p.m.)
Never got 2 meet him and he be dead
(Thurs. 7:29 p.m.)
I would be so sad bout dat
(Thurs. 7:32 p.m.)
Probably…
(Thurs. 7:33 p.m.)
Just as sad as I was wif wut happened 2 my dad
…
(Thurs. 7:45 p.m.)
Diary?
(Thurs. 7:46 p.m.)
Can ya keep a secret?
(Thurs. 7:47 p.m.)
I think ya can.
(Thurs. 7:48 p.m.)
Just
(Thurs. 7:50 p.m.)
Don't tell no 1 dat I told ya dis.
(Thurs. 7:51 p.m.)
Carlos would be so angry if I told ya dis, cuz he still angry at Logie
(Thurs. 7:52 p.m.)
Ok
(Thurs. 7:53 p.m.)
Here goes.
(Thurs. 7:56 p.m.)
Diary
(Thurs. 7:58 p.m.)
Logan
(Thurs. 8:00 p.m.)
My dad died when I was ten.
I can't believe it took me so long to realize this. I just wanted to say thank you to all of y'all! Without y'all I wouldn't have made it well past the 100 reviews! I've never had 100 reviews (or well, I have more than 100 on here since it took me so long to remember) before! I remember when I first saw it I made my best friend go on here, read all the reviews and the story. She never read it cause I don't like talking to people out of here and Tumblr about my writing. She punched me and told me to stop making it so angsty even though this story is supposed to be more humorous. You just have to be a little patient until the next chapter. That one gets more fluffy and uplifting. Less angst. More Kogan that makes you squeal. Again. THANK YOU!