Alicia Speaks

by AWPuRpLePoPtArT

Like her mom suggested Alicia starts to speak into the universe, she doesn't know who will hear or listen, she just knows it's time to speak.

3. Every Night

Day Three:

Each night I put my head

to my pillow

I try to tell myself

I'm strong

because I made it

through another day

without you

I tell myself every morning when I wake up that this day will be different. I tell myself I'll be better than I was yesterday. But some days just getting through the day is my only accomplishment. I don't want to cry anymore. I want to be the strong person everyone thinks I am. But I'm not. I want the man I love back. Eli tried to tell me that Peter still loves me, he asked me if I loved Peter, inside I was screaming. The man I love died on March 23,2014. And I never told him.

I never told you Will, I am so sorry that I never told you how much you meant to me. I don't know if you can hear me. For the first time in my life I find myself hoping there is a heaven, just so I can see you again. Just to so you can hear me say the words "I Love You" and hear you tell me you love me too. God Will I miss you.