Hi! Gosh, I dont think I've really posted in this story for a while. And I feel really crappy about it. I just really think that this story isnt one of my best, in fact I dont think its all that good. But you guys seem to like it so.. Ive just had a major case of Writers Block, especially for this certain story. I feel so bad for giving you guys crap chapters as well.
But anyways, the last chapter, if you've forgotten, everyone found out about Emily, and all shunned Dani. Except Aylin and Michael, who already knew about the whole thing.
Please tell me what you think about this chapter, and remember, if you have any ideas on how to improve, or anything you'd like to see in this fanfiction, or any fanfiction for that matter, let me know please! Im always keen on reading your reviews. (:
I've started another 2 stories, that I would love for you guys to read!
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This chapter will be in the past tense, the time when Nellie was just a kid. Just to let everyone know about Nellie's past. I feel you guys dont know enough about Nellie, so yeah. This is when she was just figuring things out about her life.
AHH. Another thing! I've figured out my ending for this story. (Which is coming soon by the way) What im hoping to do is surprise all of you guys. (: ANYWAYS. ENJOY!
Everything was wrong. Everything. The wallpaper on her walls, the placement of her bed, the rug on the floor. She didnt like the new remodel. She didnt like the new house. Nellie stared angrily at the walls as she waited for the last shipment of her stuff from the moving van. She was always used to new houses, but not this new. She was used to houses that were a bit run down, ones that have been lived in before. They always felt more homey. They always made her feel safe. She was used to little rips in the wallpaper, the scratching noises the furnace made, the squeak that her bed made, that woke her up through the night.
She took a smell of the room, it smelled like the wooden floors, with a hint of lilac. She liked the smell of burnt popcorn and smoke around the house. "Nellie?" Her mother asked, opening the door. She looked around, and smiled. "This sure looks cozy." Her mother smiled, and took her hand. "Come here." She sat Nellie on the bed, and took a seat beside her. "Honey.. I know you dont like this house. But its the first actually nice house we've had." Nellie sighed, and crossed her arms. "Mom, I liked our old house. I liked my old school. I liked my old friends. Why did we have to get another house?" She asked, angrily.
"Our old house wasnt exactly nice hon.. And anyways, the new day of school tomorrow will start a new experience You can be an all new you." She set her hand on Nellie's shoulder, and smiled. Nellie nodded, and glanced over at the window. "Now.. That teen thing starts soon, so get ready and i'll drive you over." Her mom signed Nellie up for a youth meeting where you could meet people your own age. Her mother loved interacting, and really liked getting Nellie into it as well. Nellie sighed, and arched her head up to look at the roof. "Do I have to?" She asked, a tad annoyed. She hated being social.
"Yes. Mingle! You'll have a great time. Now hurry up and change." Her mom ran to the door, but before she left, she turned and faced Nellie. "Oh, and Nellie? Try to be nice to them... Unlike last time." Nellie sighed, and looked straight at her mother. "Mom, they asked for it. Plus it wasnt all that bad what I did." Her mother scoffed, and put her hands onto her hips. "You cut up one girls coat, you put glue in somebody's hair, and you collected bugs from outside and set them free on one boy."
"Mom, that was so long ago. I've grown since then." Nellie smiled, and grabbed a suitcase that was on the ground. "It was last year." Her mother stated. She then left the room, and headed downstairs. Nellie rolled her eyes, and opened up the suitcase. She looked through all the clothes, and picked out a nice dress. She quickly slipped it on, and searched through the case even more. She found some black, converse shoes on. She opened up the bedroom door, and headed out into the hall. She groaned as she saw every 'perfect' little aspect of the house. She hated everything perfect.
She ran down the stairs, and saw her mom sitting at the table, with her dad. "Whoa.. Nice shoes." Her dad laughed, and looked at them. Nellie smirked and turned to her mom. "Mom, ready to go?" Her mom nodded, and stood up. They headed out to the car, and her mother climbed into the front seat. Nellie did the same, and quickly buckled in her seat belt. They drove in silence until her mother started to talk. "So, for school tomorrow, I printed out everything you need to know." Nellie nodded, but stared at the window instead of replying back.
Her mother rolled her eyes, and stopped the car. "Here we are. Go in. Be nice." Her mom reminded her. Nellie opened the door, and ran to the building. "Alright.. Here we go." She grabbed the handle of the door, and quickly opened it up. When she did, she saw a bunch of people her age, guys, girls, and even the odd person in a costume. "Whoa." Was all she could get out. She stepped in, and glanced around. It looked great in there. A DJ, disco ball, a punch table. "Hello." She heard someone say. She quickly spun around and saw a girl about her age. She had light blonde hair, and blue eyes. "H-Hi. Im Nellie." She stuck her hand out, and waited for the other girl to shake it. "Annie. This place sucks, huh?" She asked. "Um, actually.. I kind of think its cool in here."
"Oh... You're new here aren't you?" She nodded, and bit her lip. "Come with me." She grabbed onto her hand, and dragged her into another room. "This is where the real party's at." Annie told her, letting Nellie go in first. As soon as she walked in, the smoke filled her lungs, and she had a small coughing fit. Her eyes filled with tears as the smoke went into her eyes. She quickly rubbed them, and noticed 2 guys, one girl, and of course, Annie, all smoking something. The one girl even had a bong. She glanced behind her, and saw the door closed. "Guys, this is Nellie. She's new." Annie introduced, taking a puff on whatever type of drug she had in her hand. One guy stood, and smirked. "Damn.. New girl has some nice curves." He looked up and down Nellie's body, making her feel uncomfortable. "Here." He handed her the smoke. She looked at it, and looked right back up at the boy.
"Come on. Its cool." The guy put his arm around her, and coursed his other hand up her side. She slapped his hand off of her, and got out of his hold. "Oh. You aren't into that.. You're a lesbian.. Annie. This is your time to shine." Annie smiled, and jumped up. "Alright." She walked over to Nellie and sent the guy off. Nellie tried walking away, but she hit the door instead. Annie put her hands on the door, trapping Nellie there. Nellie gulped down air. She wasnt gay, she just really wasnt sure of herself. "Nellie.. Dont be such a, a wuss..." Annie moved herself closer to Nellie's face, and put her lips onto Nellie's ear.
Nellie shuddered at the action, and peeked her eyes to everybody else. They were enjoying this... "Dont be scared." Annie whispered, moving her hand down to Nellie's hip. She laid her hand there, and moved it up and down her stomach. "If you do this... We can have, sex." Annie smirked at how Nellie was shivering at her touch. "N-No. And Im NOT gay." Nellie pushed Annie off of her, and grabbed onto the door handle. "It will make all of your problems go away." Nellie stopped in her tracks, and turned around. If it could make her her life better, then that would actually be great. She saw all the health films, about how drugs ruin your life. But not everything you hear is true. And maybe that person never knew what it felt like. Maybe it gave you such a great time, but eventually got bad. Nellie was desperate though, she had to try anything if she wanted a great life. "Just this once." Nellie shut the door again, and got handed the smoke. She sighed, and took a long puff of the drug.
That moment was a mistake. She never told anyone, but she actually had gotten a drug addiction. All because of one little thing. One night, she had to get her stomach pumped because of how much she had in her system..
Now back to real time. Nellie could feel a tear in her eye remembering her one weakness. She had been sober for 1 year. That was all. "Nellie?" She looked over to the side, and saw Aylin standing there, her arms crossed. Nellie shook her head, and breathed heavily. "Yeah?" Aylin furrowed her brows, and walked over to her. "What were you thinking about? Follow up question, why are you crying?" Nellie shrugged, and sniffled a bit. "I was just, thinking about my past.." She answered. "Oh.. Why are you crying then?"
"Things in my past... Things that I regret to this day, haunt me." Aylin nodded in understanding. "What happened?" Nellie sighed, and glanced over at Aylin. "I get it. You dont wanna talk about it. Thats fine." Aylin smiled, and headed for the door. "Where are you going?" Nellie asked. "Um.. Charlie's." Aylin quickly ran out, which left Nellie alone. She felt a vibration in her pocket, so she grabbed her phone out of her pocket. The name, 'Dani' showed up on the screen, and a picture of Dani with big sunglasses on. Nellie rolled her eyes, and threw the phone. That was the fifth time that Dani texted her just in that hour. She hadn't looked at any of the texts, she couldnt bare to.
She could feel tears sting her eyes. "Dammit..." She muttered out. She reached over and took her phone. She quickly dialed Charlie's room number, wanting to talk to Aylin. "Hello?" Charlie said, picking the phone up. "Hey. Its Nellie. Put Aylin on." Nellie begged. "Aylin's not here..." Charlie told her. Nellie's eyebrows rose. If she wasnt at Charlie's, where was she?