"you didn't see it, did you?
The way he looked at you, it was different from how
he looked at other girls. He looked at you like
the moon and the stars shone out of your eyes."
I never realized it. I never saw through it. Until it was too late, I didn't see his love for me. I guess I didn't want to see it. If I saw it, if I acknowledged it, it would make a mess. I'm not the one who gets to make the mess, I'm a cleaner, but now. God now I wish I would have let him mess up my idea of a perfect life. Do you ever just feel stuck? I do…