You never said I'm leaving
You never said goodbye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And no one really knows why.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart I hold a place,
That only you can fill…
Sometimes when I go to bed, I feel my mind ease a little bit. See sometimes when I sleep I forget you won't be around in the morning. It's funny how you dying made me realize I needed you. I needed you just to be. Whether we talked or not, whether we were friends. I just needed you to be here. Somewhere close to me. Now instead of holding you in my arms, my heart holds a Will-Shaped hole. I hear your name so often. It's more than just a word, it's a tiny little bullet that crashes into my skull. I don't want to cry anymore…