Alicia Speaks

by AWPuRpLePoPtArT

Like her mom suggested Alicia starts to speak into the universe, she doesn't know who will hear or listen, she just knows it's time to speak.

11. Busy With and Without You

I keep myself busy

With the things I do

But every time I pause

I still think of you.

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You would think after 4 months and 5 days, my thoughts would have found somewhere else to wander in the quiet moments. But no matter how I try I still seem to think of him. It's someone's haircut that resembles his. It's a pause in Judge Politi's courtroom when I see Finn stuck in a horrible flashback, because I know what he's seeing. The things I see when I see Diane struggling trying to find her place. When I sit in my office and your letter head crosses my desk.

Yes it seems no matter what I do, I will always think of you.