I think of you at 2 a.m. when I can't sleep,

and I wish you were here to hold me.


It's not like this is new, I used to do it when you were alive too. I never told anyone that. I never told anyone how much I wished you were here. How much you meant to me. I can't believe you're not here. It gets better a little more everyday but I wish you hadn't gone away and left me here to stay