It's sooo short! Sorry I'm sorry! But shit happened so this is short and probably sucks but trust me pixane very very soon..Enjoy?
Have you ever felt like your falling? You know, like your just teetering over the edge of something then one day you just, fall.
But, not all falling is bad right? Some is very bad, like before, but this one seems sweet. like an everlasting gum ball.
In case you hadn't guessed I'm talking about love. yes love. the gooey, dopey bottomless pit called love. you hear all these people in book say 'I'm falling in love and it's so amazing, but one day I'll have to hit the floor' but they're just books.
Fictional
Real love, the one I'm feeling, seems endless, bottomless, endless except it's beautiful. Well, love is strange when it's unrequited but it's sweet all the same. kinda sickly though. I guess at first it was just a stupid crush, but the longer I stared and the more I thought, the more mysterious and lovable Zane became.
I'm sitting outside the principals office, waiting to get my 'punishment' for falling asleep in biology, (but come on, plant hormones? How am I not supposed to doze off.) when I see him, this time I get a lingering glance before he notices me. I see his hair, fluffy and I just want to run my hands through it. it's just looks so soft! His posture was straight, like rigid besides it was kinda hot. Pale skin, creamy and smooth, a bold jawline, powerful jaw and cheekbones that could cut through trees.
I wonder what his name would be.
Probably something strong but still cute. maybe, Zachary? Chris? Nah, nothing I could think of felt or sounded right. A few minutes passed before I realised I was gaping, mouth open, eyes wide. the works. shutting my mouth quickly and checking for drool (don't judge me) I saw the figure turn from the corner of my eye. being the fool I am, I turned back. only to stare into these cool blue eyes, sharp and glassy like icicles.
Then-then he smiled. at me. the human angle effing smiled at me! His thin lips curving over these perfect white teeth. then, BAM! I was hit with his dreamy good looks full on, it was almost as if he'd shot me. A deep blush over took my face, no matter how hard I tried to stop it took over anyway. his smile grew wider, turning into a grin. I sucked on my lips and looked at my lap. eyes bulging once again.
Stupid angelic dick.
Jesus his ass is perfect...
I find my gaze following his skinny body through the school doors. His smile blinding me slightly. stuck behind my eyelids like those smudges you get when you stare into the sun for too long.
See? Sweet and sickly and unknown to me the perfect poison.
