Hi guys! I'm so sorry to keep you waiting, the truth is that I haven't had the time, or the inspiration to write a new chapter right now but today it hit me haha so I hope you will enjoy it. Althought, I suck at writing sex scenes, that's why I'm not giving you everything in this chapter and why it may seem like Magnus and Alec never have done it before, but that is not the case ;) Please tell me what you think! Here we go...

"Alexander?" he could hear a voice far away but he sure recognized it

"Magnus" he breathed and slowly opened his eyes. He could see Magnus above him, his arms around his waist since he was lying in his arm on the floor "Wh-what happened?" Alec wondered and tried to sit up

"You passed out" the Warlock replied and stroke his hair before handing him a glass of water and smiled carefully. Alec took it with shaky hands and slowly started to remember what had happened.

"I'm sorry" he whispered and closed his eyes, still feeling a little dizzy.

"Don't worry. We can talk more about this tomorrow, you should try to get some sleep." Magnus replied and helped him up, making Alec fall into his arms. He could feel the wet shirt under his hands after his breakdown and swallowed hard.

"Magnus…"

He could feel the Warlock's hands around his waist, reassuring him that he wouldn't let go of him.

"It's alright darling."

As they moved towards the bedroom, all the light in the apartment was put off behind them thanks to Magnus. He closed the bedroom door in the same time as Alec started to sob again.

"Oh baby" Magnus smiled carefully and told him to sit down on the bed "What's wrong?"

"You..you shouldn't want-want me here" Alec whispered between his sobbings but Magnus stopped him by placing his forefinger on his lips and Alec kissed it while closing his eyes once again.

"You know that's not true" Magnus replied and raised Alec's cheek to look him in the eyes. "I always want you here…"

They laid down together, Alec snuggling closer to Magnus while exhaling

"I wouldn't want..want to have me here"

"Well I'm not you." Magnus said

Thank god, Alec thought without realizing that he was whimpering before he could feel his boyfriend's lips on his own at the same time as he rubbed his shoulder. The mix of salt from his own tears and Magnus's soft lips did go quite well together even though he was breaking away from the kiss a few seconds later. He sat up, Magnus still lying down as Alec started to take of his shirt before straddling him.

"Alexander" Magnus began but Alec stopped him

"Please" he whispered, leaning down so he could kiss the Warlock's neck. He could feel Magnus tense under him but he didn't stop as his lips moved down to his lover's chest and stomach. Seconds later Alec could feel a hand in his hair, pulling him back up

"Alexander, this is not-" Magnus exhaled and look at Alec with sad eyes.

Alec knew he was blushing as he once again felt defeated by his lover's words but he didn't care.

"Please" he said once again "I can take it."

He kissed him on the lips again, begging Magnus for entrance before he gave in and Magnus moved so he was on top of Alec instead, taking off his own shirt of as well

"Remind me again why I'm letting you convince me to make love to you right now when you're this vulnerable" Magnus mumbled and stroke Alec's cheek.

"Because you love me" Alec replied and placed his hand around Magnus's neck to drag him back down. The touch of his boyfriend's fingers against his waist made Alec shiver even though he was still a little dazed because of the breakdown. But he needed this, he wanted this. The touch of Magnus always made him relax and right now he needed it more then ever, just to know he was still alive.

He dragged his fingers down the Warlock's back and bit his lips, glad that he had stopped crying. Magnus dragged down his pants before removing his own.

"Are you absolutely sure about this?" Magnus asked once again "Because I don't know what to do if you break down in the middle of my mind blowing sex act, I mean, I may be the High Warlock of Brooklyn but honey, even that will undermine my confidence for a second." he continued and smiled carefully.

"Magnus, please…" and in that moment Magnus's lips were on their way down to Alec's stomach and down to his waist, just to remove his underwear to be able to kiss further down.
Alec raised his hips, shivering once again by his lover's warm mouth. He squealed in silent as his boyfriend's hand started to stroke him slowly.