He tries to rise, and the feeling vanishes. Rising is difficult, surprisingly so, and he fails. He feels
terrifyingly weak, his muscles resisting even the simple command to stand. Just the effort to sit fully
upright leaves him winded, and he has to stop for a moment, panting again.
He reaches out to grab a sturdy-looking plant by the side of the path to try to rise once more –
And pulls his hand back immediately when short spikes prick his fingers.
It's not a regular plant at all. It's a weed, grown staggeringly tall. The flower beds that line the path
to the door of the house have all grown extraordinarily wild, much higher than the low stone dividing
walls on either side. The shrubberies among them look like they're almost living creatures reaching
out to him, poised to do him harm if he moves too close. Other weeds, enormous weeds, three, four,
even six feet high, have blazed through every inch of dirt and every possible crack in the pavement,
one of them crushed underneath him where he lay.
He tries again to rise, finally making it up, though he sways dangerously for a moment. His head is
overweighted with grogginess and he's still shivering. The white bandages around him are in no way
warm, nor are they even – he notices with alarm – covering him properly as clothing. His legs and
torso are wrapped tightly, his arms, too, and most of the width of his back. Bafflingly, though, the
entire area from his belly button to the middle of his thighs is naked to the world, front and back, his
most private parts unthinkably out in the morning sun. He frantically tries to pull down the too-scanty
fabric to cover himself, but it sticks tightly to his skin.
He covers himself with his hand and looks around to see if anyone has seen him.
But there is no one. No one at all.
Is this a dream? he thinks, the words coming to him slowly, thickly, as if from a great distance. The
last dream before death?
Every yard is as overgrown as this one. Some that had lawns are now sprouting fields of grass
shoulder-high. The pavement in the road is cracked, too, with more weeds almost obscenely tall
growing right out of the middle, a few approaching the status of trees.
There are cars parked along the road, but they're covered in thick layers of dust and dirt, blinding
every window. And nearly every one has sunk under four deflated tires.
Nothing is moving. There are no cars coming down the road, and from the look of the weeds, no car
has driven down here in an impossibly long time. The road to his left carries on until it meets a much
wider street, one that looks like it should be a busy, bustling main road. There are no cars driving
there either, and he can see a gigantic hole has opened up across it, forty or fifty feet wide. Out of
which a whole glade of weeds seems to be growing.
He listens. He can't hear a single motor anywhere. Not on this street or the next. He waits for a
long moment. Then a long moment more. He looks down the other end of the road on his right, and
through the gap between two apartment buildings, he can see some raised train tracks and feels
himself listening for the trains that might run on them.
But there are no trains.
And no people.
And no people.
If it's the morning that it seems to be, people should be coming out of their houses, getting in their
cars, driving to work. Or if not, then walking their dogs, delivering the mail, heading off to school.
The streets should be full. Front doors should be opening and closing.
But there is no one. No cars, no trains, no people.
And this street, now that he can see more of it as his eyes and mind begin to clear a little more,
even the geography of it looks strange. These houses are crammed together, all stuck in a line, with no
garages or big front yards and only the narrowest of alleys between every fourth or fifth house.
Nothing like his own street back home. In fact, this doesn't look like an American street at all. It looks
almost –
It looks almost English.
The word clangs around his head. It feels important, like it's desperately trying to latch on to
something, but his mind is so foggy, so shocked and confused, it only heightens his anxiety.
It's a word that's wrong. That's very wrong.
He wavers a little and has to catch his balance on one of the sturdier-looking bushes. He feels a
strong urge to go inside, to find something to cover himself with, and this house, this house –
He frowns at it.
What is it about this house?
Surprising himself, without even feeling as if he's decided to, he takes an unsteady step toward it,
nearly falling. He still struggles to articulate his thoughts. He cannot say why he's walking toward the
house, why it might be anything other than an instinct to get inside, to get out of this weird deserted
world, but he's also aware that all of this, whatever it is, feels so much like a dream that only dream
logic can possibly apply.
He doesn't know why, but the house draws him.
So he goes.
He reaches the front steps, steps over a crack running along the lowest one, and stops before the door.
He waits there a moment, not quite knowing what to do next, not quite sure how it will open, or what
he will do if it's locked, but he reaches for it –
It swings open at his lightest touch.
A long hallway is the first thing he sees. The sun is really shining now, filling the clear blue sky
behind him – so warm that it must be some kind of summer, so warm he can already feel it burning his
exposed skin, too pale, too fair to be under such harsh light – but even in this brightness, the hallway
almost disappears in darkness halfway down. He can only just see the staircase at the end, leading up
to the floors above. Before the stairs, on the left, is the doorway that leads into the main house.
There are no lights on inside, and no sound.
He looks around again. There's still no drone of machinery or engines from anywhere, but he
notices for the first time that there's no buzz of insects either, no calls of birds, not even any wind
through the foliage.
Nothing but the sound of his own breathing.
He just stands there for a moment. He feels hideously unwell, and so weak, so tired, he could
He just stands there for a moment. He feels hideously unwell, and so weak, so tired, he could
almost lay down on this doorstep right here and sleep forever, just forever, and never wake up –
He steps inside the house instead. Hands on either wall to keep himself steady, he moves slowly
forward, every second thinking he's going to be stopped, that he's going to hear a voice demanding to
know what he's doing trespassing in a strange house. As he stumbles into the shadows, though, his
eyes not adjusting to the change in light as fast as they should, he can feel dust under his feet so thick it
seems inconceivable that anyone has been here in a long, long time.
It gets darker the farther in he goes, and this seems wrong somehow, the blast of the sun through the
open door not illuminating anything, just making the shadows heavier and more threatening to his
bleary eyes. He fumbles on, seeing less and less, reaching the bottom of the stairs but turning from
them, still hearing nothing, no sounds of habitation, no sound of anything at all except himself.
Alone.
He pauses before the doorway to the living room, feeling a fresh thrust of fear. Anything could be
there in the darkness, anything could be silently waiting for him, but he forces himself to look in,
letting his eyes get used to the light.
When they do, he sees.
Caught in a few beams of dusty sunlight from the closed blinds at the front, he sees a simple, plain
living room, merging into an open dining area on his right, leading to a doorway through to the kitchen
at the back of the house.
There is furniture here, like any normal room, except it's all covered in dust so thick it's like an
extra cloth draped over everything. The boy, exhausted still, tries to make the shapes match up to
words in his head.
His eyes adjust to the light more, the room becoming more of itself, taking shape, revealing details
Revealing the horse screaming from above the mantelpiece.
A crazed eye, a tongue like a spike, trapped inside a burning world, looking at him from behind a
picture frame.
Looking right at him.
The boy cries out at the sight of it because all at once he knows, knows beyond a shadow of a
doubt, the realization coming like a tidal wave.
He knows where he is.