Tobias POV

I wake up unaware of where I am. I lift my head off someone's lap. Tris's lap.

I stare around the room and the memories from last night come back to me. The Pain and suffering. My back feels ok like it never happened. I lie on my back now and watch Tris sleeping. Her eyes flickering from a dream. She's so beautiful when she's sleeping.

Last night I couldn't resist her. Just staring at her when she walked back in her room brought back so many memories of when I used to come climbing through her window and we'll spend hours talking and making out.

I probably shouldn't have done that. But I'm surprised she kissed me back. Oh god how she kissed me back. The memory comes back to me and I smile. There was so much spark and electricity in that kiss and I've missed her so much. If she hadn't pulled away, we'll be lying here naked next to each other. I'm glad one of us had some self control.

I sigh and think that what I did wasn't fair on her. I loved every second of it but it wasn't right. There's still so much unresolved issues we need to deal with. I'm still mad at her that she didn't tell me and just ran away. Can I forgive her for that?

She's left me once and she can leave me again. Can I trust her to not run away again when things get tough. I have no idea if she wants to be with me but that kiss last night probably showed me she does. And just thinking of her wanting me again makes my heart smile.

I hear her start to wake up. "Morning." I murmur

"Morning." She says, her voice heavy with sleep. I smirk and she smiles back at me.

"Better now." She asks me and I nod.

She leans over and looks at her watch. I'm sure she probably has to start getting ready for school and I should probably start to get ready and leave.

She turns over to me and say "What do you want to do today?"

"Huh, don't you have to go school?" I question.

"Yeah but I can skip it. I mean we can take the kids out to the beach or something. You know, have a nice day together." She smiles at me, which makes me smile back at her. The thought sounds so wonderful, us being a family nothing could make me happier. But then reality sinks in.

"The thought sounds nice but maybe another day, this weekend or something." She seems disappointed by this. But hopefully by then it'll give me some time to think things out.

"Tris, you need to go school. Can you imagine what your parents will say when you tell them your not going cause we're all going to the beach. I don't want them to think I'm irresponsible." I say to her and she nods her head in agreement.

"I should go." I say and climb out of her bed and start getting dressed. I decided last night that I needed to do something important today.

I hear crying coming from the next room and Tris slowly gets up.

"That's Evie, would you like me to bring her here." She asks and I nod. She returns carrying a smiling Evie on her hip. "Looks sweetie, it's daddy." Tris says as I walk over to them. "Morning sunshine." I say and kiss Evie on the head and slide my hand through her hair. I can't help but feel content seeing her first thing in the morning or hearing Tris call me daddy.

"I really should get going." I say but I really don't want to leave. I kiss Evie on the head again and look over at Tris who's looking over at me, she's biting her lower lips, a nervous twitch of hers. I lean in and as much as I want to give her another deep kiss on the lips I don't, just give her a quick peek on the cheek and I leave through the window.

xXxXx

When I got home in the afternoon I sit on the couch and start filling in the college applications on the coffee table. I had spent all morning at the local college and did a tour of the place. I decided to check this place out and see what my other options are. I'm thankful that Marcus had left early this morning for work so I'll be having the house to myself to sit and do this.

I then hear the doorbell. I walk over and open it to find Nita in slutty teachers clothes and wearing some glasses and carrying a long ruler. I can't help but laugh at her appearance.

"I heard someone was a bad boy and needs detention." She says playful and walks in.

"Nita, not today, I have things to do." I say and walk back over to the couch.

She then comes over to me and straddles me and starts kissing my neck.

"Nita, please." I say as I try to pull her away from me but she just continues.

"Nita, I can't focus on this right now. I've got this to fill out and hand it in tomorrow." I say as she looks down and see the college logo.

"Really?" She asks surprised. "What every happened to you getting out of here. Since when do you want to apply to this college." I ignore her question.

"This has something to do with Tris, doesn't it. She's going there and now you want to follow." She questions.

"No, just want some options and a back up plan."

"Four, we all know you can go to any college you want. Don't waste your time on this. Not when I'm here and we can have some real fun." She continues to kiss me. But I don't respond and she stops and looks at me.

"C'mon Four, ever since Tris has come back you haven't paid any attention to me, it's not to much to ask for a kiss from my boyfriend." She utters.

Boyfriend, I think to myself. I never really ever discussed our statues and I think this is the first time she's ever called me that out loud.

I think of Tris and the kiss we shared last night. It was so much more then anything I've ever shared with Nita. Nite and I have always just been so raw and hungry. No emotions in it like I've had with Tris.

I pull her off me. "Nita, I can't do this anymore." I try to break it off to her.

"You can do this, what as in us?" She questions. "What your dumping cause you think you can get back with her? Well I have news for you, she with Eric. You need to get that through your thick head. She left you and now you've got all this here available." She says point down her body

"This has got nothing to do with them. I got other things I need to focus on." I look back over at her. "And what are you talking about she's not with Eric?" I question her.

She laughs. "Is that what she's told you. C'mon Four, wake up. I heard her discussing kissing Eric at the beach the other day with Christina."

"What, you heard that?"

She begins to kiss down my jaws and down my neck and mutters "Yeah, and talking about how much she liked kissing him too. I've even heard Tris and Eric discussing a date for coffee this week cause they won't be seeing each other at school due to his suspension. The sooner you realize that there an item, the easier it is for us." She continues kissing me along my neck and then pulls my shirt up and kisses my stomach and begins to unbuckle my belt. I can't believe I fell for Tris's lies, I knew she was friends with Eric but him kissing her, how could she do that.

"Now, take me up to your room for Detention." She says and pulls me up.

xXxXx

I pick up Nita's shirt and hand it over to her. "C'mon, get dressed, my dad will finish work soon." I say to her as I get dressed.

"What's the worse your dad can do, throw me out for you being a teenage boy?" She mocks me but ends up getting dressed.

I walk her to the front do to see her out and she pulls me in for one quick kiss. "Thanks for the quicky!" she saids as I open the door.

Standing there is Tris, with her hand ready to knock. My smile drops when I see her. "Tris!" I say shocked.

"Oh, umm...Hey." She stutters and blushes. She looks from Nita then over to me and then down to my pants, which I've just noticed are unbuckled, then she looks back over at me. This can't be good I think.

"What do you want?" Nita says looking bored but I can see how much she's loving this.

"I...I...Umm...Nothing. It can wait. I'll see you guys later." She says and quickly runs off.

"Tris." I call after her and am about to start to running after her but then remember so I turn to face Nita. "It's probably important, I'll speak with you later." And I push her out my door and close it behind me. I quickly buckle up my pants as well. I know how bad this looks to Tris.

"Geez, what is it with this girl." I hear Nita as I chase after Tris.