Tris POV - Part 1

As I place my hand on my cheek I watch Tobias jump out of my window, my cheek still burns from his touch. He had just kissed it. I really wanted him to kiss me, I really want to kiss him again. I think about last night and how intense it all felt. The hunger I felt for him and all this time I never knew it how i felt. If I hadn't noticed his pain I don't think we would of stopped at just kissing. I just hope he didn't regret it.

XxXxX

I find Christina and Will waiting for me at the entrance of school.

"What are you so happy about?" She asks me.

"Oh you know," I say. "Sun shining. Birds chirping."

She raises an eyebrow at me, as if to tell me its an overcast day. But I just continue to smile.

"Oh, let the girl be in a good mood." Will says. "You may never see it again."

I smack his arm and hurry inside before I have to face Christina again.

I'm not even at my locker for 5 minutes when Christina leans against Four's locker. Guess it isn't my lucky day then.

"So, spill."

"What? I don't know what your talking about?" I say with a smirk.

"Missy, don't play the blonde-innocent-little-girl game with me, I taught you that, now spill."

I decided to just ignore her and hopefully she'll give up. Not a chance. "Did something happen last night, did you get some?" She asks trying to guess.

"NO! but..." I say and look around to make sure no one is listening. "But Four kissed me!"

"What?" She says shocked.

"Yeah, I'm just as shocked as you."

"Tell me everything!" She says dragging me outside, I guess we're skipping first period.

I explain everything that happened yesterday, meeting him at the park, discuss his crazy idea to move and then him coming over. I leave the part out where he was injured and him stayed the night.

"So he just climbed your window and kissed you?"

"Pretty much?"

"Kissed you or really kissed you?" She questioned.

"Kissed me as in I want to rip your clothes off kinda kissed." I blush.

"You didn't did you?" She questions.

"No, we kinda just stopped and acted like it never happened." I leave out the rest of the story but we did act like nothing happened this morning.

"Wow, this all sounds like a scene from the movies." She mocks at me and we both laugh.

"What about Nits?" She asks me and I had honestly forgotten about her.

"Who knows, she didn't even cross my mind?" Now that I remember her I start to get doubts. "Do you think he'll broke up with her or tell her? I don't want to be the cause of them breaking up"

She laughs and state "Four and Nita where never a serious thing, anyone with eyes could see he was never that into her." she says reassuring me.

"I guess but a kiss doesn't mean he wants to be with me and throw away his future. Nita is fun and easy, I come with baggage. Maybe it was a good bye kiss?" I start to put doubts in my head. "He hasn't decided what he wants to do yet."

"Why don't you consider his offer, that sounds like he wants to be with all of you." She asks.

I think hard about this question. "I can't pack up and moving again, that isn't an option for me."

"What about if he stays"

"He won't, that I can be sure of?" I state. "On a side note, I had an idea and I need you to maybe help me plan it?" I don't want to depress myself further and decided to change topics.

"What is it?" She asks attentive.

"You busy on Saturday?" I say grinning.

xXxXx

After school and I decided to go home and make a list of things that I need for saturday. The idea come to me this morning when i drove to school.

"Mum?" I say when i get home.

"in the kitchen." She announces. I walk in there and see her having a coffee with my aunty Tori.

"Oh good, your here too."

"Whats up?" Tori asks.

"So, I had an idea." I start.

"Oh this can't be good." Caleb says walking in behind me and going directly to the fridge.

"Shut up and listen, it involves you too" I say to him, my mum looked shocked that i spoke like that but right now i'm focused on other things.

"Anyway, i had an idea. The twins will be turning 18 months on Saturday, their 1.5 years old. That's a big milestone right?" They all nod. "So I was thinking how they never really had a big 1st birthday, you know how you were all here and everything." I pause but then continue. "So I got to thinking how unfair it was for them not having you there and how unfair it was for you guys not being there."

"Get to the point Tris." Caleb interrupts me.

"I want to throw a birthday party on Saturday, what do you say?"

"Aww that's so thoughtful honey." My mum says.

"So you want to re-did a 1st birthday party?" Caleb asks trying to understand facts again and I just roll my eyes.

"Well yes and no. It will be a 1.5 birthday party. I never thought of celebrating it before but the other day Four got me thinking, he said how he was upset I taken away their 1st birthday, maybe this can be kind of replacement it."

"You had your reasons, Four shouldn't have said that. But I think it's a good idea." Tori says. I turn to Caleb and wait for him to reply.

"What the heck, they deserve a massive birthday party." He says smiling and I run up to him and hug him.

"Ok, I'm going to run over to Four's house and ask if he wants to go to the park with me." I say with a skip to the front door but I stop and turn. "oh, one more thing. Don't tell Four, I want it to be a surprise."